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2009-08-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

Have you ever spend sometime alone to yourself? Thinking of what made u happy or that upsets you through out your life? Or even recall the mistakes you’ve done? If you were to keep track on those and make them a priority in you, your life wouldn’t be in a mess now right?

Because for instance if you were to keep note of the mistakes you’ve done, definitely you wouldn’t want it to happen again and to be more careful on the things you do in future. But if mistakes keep on repeating then obviously you hadn’t been keeping track on them. Or should i say, don't bother at all. *eyes rolling* For cases where you had never known your mistakes, that’s totally a different thing.

So, can you JUST sit and think on all these things! Put yourself aside and time to think of others too will you? I’m so sick and tired already. Really really sick! Ergh!

2009-07-23T08:42:00.002+08:00

I’m on medical leave for 2 freaking days! This means, away from work! Heh. I’m down with horrible body aches and fever. Partly, thanks to bf for passing me the virus! Pffft. He was down with fever weeks before, and a colleague just came back from a 1 week medical leave due to flu! Then, sneezing away in the office like nobody business!

Since I am prone to get any sickness, here I am at home resting & swallowing all the medications -__- But nevertheless, I’m glad to be at home and not dragging myself to work. I don’t know, maybe if I were to love the work I’m in now, prolly I would have looked forward to it every day. Sigh.

Was talking to Fiq on the phone yesternight, and this was the topic we talked about. “Loving our work”. Heh. We shared on what we really wanted to be or what we love doing. How good if we’re doing the things we love doing right now. Meaning, love the work till we really work hard on it. Now, that’s what I call, work being paid-off! And wouldn’t be falling sick nor complain on our daily jobs. Bleargh! But it’s ok, I’ve always believe that one day, somehow, somewhere we will get what we really want in life. Insyallah. Like this saying goes, “susah-susah sekarang, senang-senang kemudian”. Amin. Ceybah gedegak! Haha!

As for now, I really need to work hard on my savings! Real hard this time! Heh. Ok bye!

2009-07-01T21:21:00.001+08:00

yesterday evening, slided on a pair of jogging shorts, t-shirt and track shoes and went for a jog with the boyfriend at east coast park. this time round, we jogged slightly more further than me, iffah n cousin usually jogged on weekends. besides, a night jog has always been a fine way to relieve the stress of the day. =)

reminded myself to not succumb to the temptation of stopping, just a slow relaxing constant pacing jog. n yes! i did! heh. then, we had dinner at parkway before we headed home. everything felt nice and just perfect. =)

todae, it was mama's first day at work at Victoria School. im happy to see her happy to get the job she wanted. alhamdulillah. after hearing her first day at work, alhamdulillah everything went well. hopefully, to many many days ahead. insyallah. we love you mama!

happy 4 years 6 months love.

2009-06-30T10:31:00.004+08:00

im letting my eyebrows grow back and will get them shaped and plucked all before raya! woohoo! so, at the moment, im letting them filled in though it looks kinda awfull. heh. but who cares!

and by now, most of my friends who intend to get an eyelash extentions have noticed that i'd loss of eyelashes eversince i started doing the extentions. heh. so, be prepared lah eh having bald eyes! haha! but don't worry, it'll grow back naturally. infact, thicker n longer than before. really! i did not touch my eyebrows n lashes since early of may! so, try to imagine how hairy i m now! haha!

after all these are in, i shall do something special and make an appointment on pampering myself. from top to toe! n it includes regular exercising! oh, this is a must must must! afterall, pampering ourselves doesn't mean involves only with money right. how girls? wana join? heh.

2009-06-28T22:16:00.003+08:00

finally, got myself a new proper wallet! thnx Liani for the discount! so, no more foldin of dollar notes n searchin of cards! alhamdulillah. =)

n its Burberry baby! happy tk terkate! heh. and iffah got herself a wristlet cum clutch. next, i shall cncentrate on my bedroom things. =) gdnight.

2009-06-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

i'm bored, so i took up this quiz at facebook on "Who is my lifetime match?"

results:
They are born between 24th July - August 23rd

You live life to the full and with lovers, it's no different. An adventurer at heart, faithfulness isn't your strong point, but you always manage to find a way to avoid hurting your partner, even if it means lying or dressing up the truth. In love, you're often attracted to people with problems. You take on the role of social worker, therapist or nurse with a great deal of dedication. What a beautiful union both of you firey people are! Of course there will be some sparks because you both tend to get heated up, but on a day-to-day basis, you get on well. You both like making the most of life. They appreciate your optimism and you admire their strength of character. Together, you can move forward quickly, so well so that you stop looking elsewhere (which is a recurring habit of yours!) With a these kind of people, you'll finally be able to settle down!

hmm, how true? i wonder.

2009-06-27T22:02:00.001+08:00

what upsets me most is that u had always ruined my plans. To make it more worst, on my WEEKEND! a BIG thank u eh. all these patience, may just burst out one day. by then, i will never turn back. this, you can keep my werds.

and now, on a lighter note, Redang was awesome! i had a great time snorkelling and swimming away from the fishes. haha! n oh! away from work too! heh. everything was such a great escape! how much i miss the sun, sand and the sea. sigh.

i want to sleep, dream of the redang again and waking up on the side of my bed, can? gd night.

2009-06-01T21:45:00.003+08:00

Wouldn’t it be great to get a flat tummy! I sooo wish to have one toned flat tummy like that! Still, having those fleshy boobs and thighs! Heeee. And oh! The hair too!

I used to be very skinny back then…especially during my ITE nitec days…well, not that skinny la! Heh. Only that there’re no visible double chin, flabby arms, over fleshy thighs, ugly tummy and lovehandles...like what I am having right now…haha! After too much of the complains from the people around me saying that I’m too skinny, I tried gaining a little weight…hoping that the fats would go to all parts of my body equally…heh. But too bad the 'weight' went mostly to the lower part of my body! *smacks forehead*

As for now, all I can do is, keep on wishing and dream all the wayyyyyy…haha! Ok bye.

ps: Happy 4yrs 5mth to you.

2009-05-30T02:26:00.001+08:00

Yeah very curious to know how they will turn out right? Oh wells, she'll leave it to fate for now and shall not hope nor expect anything from that relationship they’ve built for years. She doesn’t know whether to give everything up or be by his side like how she uses to. But one thing she’ll never give up on is by loving him with all her heart for as long as she could. Cause it’s the will that counts. =) That, she can guarantee.

Well, it all depends on how he’s going to treat her too. She can’t pick herself up every time she falls. Not for the hundredth time! Or more! Even a good leader needs a helping hand. It’s a matter of working things two-gather. Not alone. Furthermore, when it comes to a relationship. It takes two to tango, remember?

As for now, what she could afford is the ongoing prayers she’s been doing. Insyallah. But the countless efforts for that relationship will remain counting. She still, and will always love you.

2009-05-26T21:15:00.003+08:00

There he goes again, acting as though nothing happen. While she had to just swallow every single thing that has been thrown to her. She doesn’t think that he has been working on to rebuild what he had lost. In fact, don’t think that he even cared! But what she did was to only forgive & forget everything he did while sorry means nothing to him. Empty words, empty promises, false hope, everything!

What should she do now? Leave? And let him get a taste of his own? Or should she stay with him and give umpteen of chances he has been getting all these while? Or should she stay and be with him through thick & thin? (When she knows everyone will be choosing the last one.) Hah!

She’s lost; she doesn’t know who she should turn to. Not him! He doesn’t even understand what she really wanted, what more this? He’ll never get it! She's really tired of everything. When will all these end.

2009-05-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

ok, i reeeeeeaaali neeeeed a proper wallet for myself! no more foldin of dollar notes, no more unnecessary thangs in it, no more over-kipin of coins! grrrr...

money oh money, grow quickly! so i cn kip ya'll safe n sound in a new proper comfy wallet of urs =)

there's no nid for long kinda wallets, experienced once...yes, it was a hassle...

so, these will do n i looooooove it...heh.

2009-05-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

oryte oryte! quit ur mumblings n stuff...im finali updatin...heh. i noe, ive been on a semi-hiatus...n i admit tat there r tymes wen i feel soo plain lazy to update tis blog...heh. da feelin of wantin to update is there, bt wenever i logged into blogger.com, my mind went blank juz like tat *smacks forehead* bt i wont b postin up much pics here la eh...tho i hav tons n tons of pics to share here...sedang kn da malas nk update ape lagi upload gambar! heh. will sit n do a proper update once ill gt back on track ok! heh.

14th of May, marks 2yrs of werkin in JLL (Jones Lang LaSalle) in Valuations dept...well, same goes for Fiq too! coz we shared da same date of our ferst dae at werk...alhamdulillah, amin! didnt expect tat i wud go tis far =) Insyallah, wen da recession period is slowin down n wen my colleague is back frm her maternity leave, i shall continue da job huntin to gain a beta prospects for da future, insyallah...as for mama n papa, syukur alhamdulillah on gettin their new part/full-tyme job respectively =D insyallah, me n iffah will nt stop prayin for da both of u...love ya'll tiiiiisss much!

ok, till my nxt post...gdnyte!

2009-04-12T20:17:00.002+08:00

pple owaes sae tat laughter is da best cure 4 anithang tat ails u, incl a broken heart...it oso plays a large role esp in relatnship n is part of wat makes da bond so strong...well as me, i had fun yest...spent most of da dae laughin, gigglin at everi single thang tat Fiq does...nw tat we oni mit lesser den we used to b4, sae like 1s a wk? yeah, tat doesnt stop us frm gettin a sincere laugh or smile frm one anotha =) insyallah more to cum ok! i wana laugh wit u smpai golek2 kat lantai n tumbok2 u cn? heh.

since we're havin a long weekend tis week, did sum spring cleanin to my room...rearrangin da bed, dressin table, vacuum...n n n ohh, i finali jogged! hehe! afta 8 looong weeks of nt attendin dance trainings...n nw, im facin wit muscles cramps all over my body! haha! shall make tis once everi week ok cuzen! haha! insyallah...ok bye.

2009-04-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

i effing hate sundaes! dey're awful =( all i cn tink bout is havin to go back to werk tmr...sundaes r nt relaxin at all, coz i feel tense...i wake up in da mornin n immediately tink "too bad ill be wakin up to an alarm clock at 6.30 in da mornin tmr..." bt thank God, tis wk gonna be a short wk indeed...yey! cnt wait!

one of da secretary in my dept, phyllis is goin to for a maternity leave nxt wk...n will oni b back in mid of Aug...left da 2 secretaries, me n alicia...sharks! scared tat i cnt take ani leaves in june! bt pls oh pls! i reali nid tat getawae...hopefuli, my boss wud allow me to take tat 2 daes off in june la eh gerls! ahhhh...*prayin hard*

fri, afta werk me, iffah, liyana n zarina caught confessions of a shopaholic...da movie was hillarious! we njoyed it soo much! it was indeed a confession! so, to all da shopaholic out there, u mite hav agreed wit da show ryte! haha! n to da guys, ya'll cn cntinue prayin tat ur gfs r nt shopaholics! haha! *i dun feel ani guilt bout it ok!* haha!

yesterdae's weather wasnt frenly at all...it was soo hot in da ferst half of da dae, den sudd it rained heavily till fiq n i were stucked at HMV for like an hr! den, we headed to botanical gardens where i fell in looove wit da flowers there! wats more wen ure wit tat special one =) imy.

2009-04-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

31 dreadful daes in da month of March passed us...like finali! im soo lookin for for da long wkend nxt wk! da heavy werkload at werk has driven me nuts! i cudnt find a tyme to even eat my mornin sandwich at my desk like hw i used to! ohh dear...

due to tat, im kinda lazy to update...coz by da tyme i reached hm, ill b eitha complainin to mama on hw tired i was or lyin flat on my bed! sumore, was down wit fever da paz few daes...hw great kn! so, tis is da lazy post tat combines weeks of random updates...heh. bt nvrtheless, im so thankful for all these frens...there is nuthang betta den great frens...juz wanna sae a great shout of love n thanks to everi1...love all of u!

n oh, im so goin to miss u, Haba...thnx for da treat! ur colleagues were reali a nice bunch of peeps!
(psst! cube tactic ko lagi la for 2nd or many2 tymes in future...so we gotta mit more often like b4...heh)

2009-04-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

tis pic popped out at my widget frame tis mornin...n i start to wonder if tis was hw thangs started out...

happy as frens juz few yrs ago...bt for watevr reason thangs started out as, im reali grateful tat it did happen...

nw, we are togetha into 4 yrs 3 mnths of happiness n love!

im blessed =)

2009-03-22T14:41:00.002+08:00

hmm...nice cold weather to snuggle i must sae! syiok or wat! heh. bt sad to sae, tmr's mondae! ahhhh...well, there r sum thangs tat make me happy as da weather starts gettin tat chill in da air u noe...like gettin out my fleecy pyjamas, gettin da warm toastiness of my down comforter, esp at da point in da early mornin wen i c da clock, realisin tat its too early to gt up so tat i can snuggle back down into da warmth...heh. bt no no! i cnt to tis all dae! i nid to feel n njoy everi minute durin weekends! im nt gonna waste hours doin nutin bt sleep! haha! coz i wun gt to do otha thangs on wkdaes afta werk! c wat werk has done to ur tyme? sucha a spoiler! bt nt da cash la kn...heh.

on a lighter, yet heavier note! i must start savin money criusly! n yes, i mean waeeeee criusly tis tyme! *maaaaak!* bt hw to save money bcums 1 most attractive ques for most of da pple...esp me! heh. i duno hw im gona do it, bt i must make it a habit of savin at least 10% - 20% of my salary everi month...insyallah, amin =)

well for fiq n i, we r tryin to tink of waes to save our money...like packin food frm hm n juz sit by da beach, njoyin da sea breeze, sharin thots on future, splashes frm da water, playin wit da sand n witout realisin, we both fall aslp! heh. ok bye.

2009-03-18T20:46:00.001+08:00

so, tis was wt he dreamt last nyte...he did warned me tat tis was kind of a scaarry one...so, i juz listen...

"ok, criusly ni bkn mimpi psl hantu tau...its juz seram! (coz i wudnt wana listen if it was a bout ghosts! heh.) i tk tau ah, i was wit all my cuzens n nenek...n dlm mimpi tu, my nenek look soo evil! mcm seram ah muke die! senang kate, muke die mcm ntah eh, seram ah! crius, part ni seram sey! (tis point, i asked him again whetha is tis reali nt a ghost story? juz to make sure i cn sleep well at nyte!) tk tk! reali bkn mimpi hantu yang! btol! ok ok..n tyme tu, sume nga tipu my nenek tat i da mati! tk tau ah asal...tapi my nenek tk cayer! die ckp "korang jgn tipu eh! korang bedek kn?!"...beh i action baring kat katil as tho i da mati ah...tk gerak langsung pon! den, my nenek duduk sblah me n tried to kejot me...seram sey part tu! muke die seram beh duk sblah me! den, i tk gerak pon tau! kejot-kejot me pon, i tk gerak! bt until she TEPOK my buah! trus i ter-move sikit! (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)"

so, nw i blieved u...tat it was a scaaaaaaaaarry one!

2009-03-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

anotha yr has passed, n im here sendin a special shout out to u, love...

HAPPY 24TH BDAE! omg! i cnt blieve tat uve turned 24 baby...yes, yes! 24! heh. coz it feels like yest we celebrated ur 19th bdae da ferst tyme we got togetha...sori i cudnt afford to gt u a Honda Fit/Mitsubishi Colt Plus/Mazda 2/Subaru Impreza for ur bdae...sumpah melampau! haha! bt tat sms u sent me, afta askin u wt u wan for ur bdae...

"ala its ok syg..as long as i hav u, its oreadi enuf for me..crius =)"

tat, ill nvr evr forgt =) *izzah feels as tho she's floatin in da air" ok bye.

2009-03-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

durin da weekend we had da honour of attendin Cik Adi's akad nikah...it was lovely to be a part of it n furthermore it was held at Masjid Kassim...da bride was v simple, sweet n as bubbly as Cik Adi...n i m soo in love wit da hantaran given by da guy side to da lady's...v sweeeeeeeeet, simple n classy! da wae i wanted mine to be...heh. =p

ok, tis is random..it sudd came poppin! heh. well, sumtymes i sit n tink back wenevr we're in a state of flow n wen our lyfe bcums simplified n there's joy in everiwae...sudd an unforeseen obstacle came to test us, test on mostly on our patience! in relationship esp...hmm...n i was wonderin wat if patience runs out? esp on thangs or pple we hav tried n given more den 2 chances...n yes! patience cn run out n den out of no where it cums back again...juz like da sand clock tat gets turned over, for more tyme...tk game ah gini! *stress sampai tarik2 rambot!*

so pls to those pple hu r takin thangs for granted by nt appreciatin n doin thangs juz for ownself, rememba tat patience does run out! dun blame ani1 else otha den u if thangs doesnt turn out well...bt despite da thangs tat happened, yet it does replenish again...ull c urself given tat 2nd chance tat u shudnt hav...bt its da unconditional love n support tat one party hav showered, is y tat ure given tat precious chance...so use it well! bt i dun tink i c tat nw...duno bout later...bt ill do watever is importnt to tis relationship, insyallah =)

i duno, im nt feelin quite tat sunny tis daes...gdnyte.

2009-03-05T10:37:00.002+08:00

ive been wantin to update since da last one...bout da JB trip, my atm card gone missing!, da fight...bt i guess it's nw or nvr...so, as u cn c...ive changed my blogskin...heh. wit iffah's help! tankiu sis! reali nid a new look for tis blog afta soo long! haha...so as i cn hav more avenue to space my thots out...heh. n be able to talk bout anithang n evrithang, witout havin to weri bout wat othaz may tink or sae...hmm, hw bout? =D

so, da worst of da week is over...yes, tell me hu likes big fights ryte? an ongoing relationship prob is v bothersome n i mean ultimately wat we wan is to be at ease n to be hapi wit our partners...i was goin to skip all of tat in order for us nt to gt into reali reali big fights n ended up makin to tat stupid final decision...bt i cnt let thangs happen again n again...u r nt openin up to me bout da thangs u do n all...yet, u wan me to do tat u? nt fair kn! u wan me to b accountable to my parents n to tink bout wat dey feel, prior to wat we feel...yes, im doin it, im tellin my parents on wat i do, my whereabouts, da pple ard me n such...bt r u doin da same thang? do dey noe wt u reali do outside? c, its u hu wan tis kinda thangs to happen instead of avoidin it...geram geram geram! its ok, ive owaes blieve in karma...*grinz*

as of nw, i thank God nuthang bad happened...y?

Real love is feeling like being a part of that person's
life almost isn't enough. It's more like a feeling that
you would live in the same skin with them if you could
and share every thought, heart beat, and emotion as one.

- Rod Cannon -

n tis xplains y ur perut makin boncet! =)

2009-02-23T21:53:00.001+08:00

yest, went to pak hisham plc to visit his son Hadee...he fractured his left arm! poor lil boy...baek sgt! haha! afta which, we were nailed infront of da tv watchin dvd...heh. Changeling it was! i duno, iffah said tat da movie hasnt been out yet...bt once it is out, pple, u SHUD go n catch it! its worth ur money n tyme! criusly! n Angelina Jolie gives a great performance as do many of da cast altho da film does contain sum melodramatic scenes n cliche moments...if it true tat da movie hasnt been out yet, i shall wait n giv it a 2nd tyme! heh.

n ah, mondae! havent been feelin my best...i hate tis feelin...its one of those mondae blues im gettin...all thanx to u!

*ps: sori lovelies, nt tat i dunwana reply to any of ur tags, bt im havin sum prob in replyin dem...so harap maklom! heh.

2009-02-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

hey lovelies, after a long drought in my blog, i guess i shall do sumthang bout it...i tink its tyme for me to giv tis blog a proper update...hopefuli it wun disappt u pple in aniwae...Insyallah =)

so, as promised...here're sum glimpse of our Dian Dancers production on da 13th of Feb held at Tampines East cc...those picz were grabbed frm various pple...tankiu soo much! n those late nyte pracs n laughters wit Dian loves, r sure gona b missed...thru out my lyfe so far, i hav cum across many pple...sum of whom hav made a greater impact in lyfe den othaz...sum pple hu r closer to my heart den othaz...having said all of tat...i love u pple for all u r...i reali do =) go Dian go!

on sundae, 15th of Feb...we Dian loves went to da airport to send Abg Amin off to Brisbane to further his studies...miss u oreadi...nw there's no1 we cn share our views n gettin great advises frm u! all da best Abg Amin...n oh, cipah n dee surprised me wit a blated bdae gift! sukerrrrr! tankiu boobies! heh.

fri, 20th feb...was my dad's 51st bdae...nutin happen, juz a sms frm a daughter to her father...i'll pray da best for u papa, be it wit gd health, love, wholeness n happiness btwn u n us...sumtymes i wonder, does a huge impact in lyfe takes awae sum parts of u unknowingly? i tink so...tho we dun hav a perfect relationship, i hope u noe tat we all love u...so much tat we wanted u to b close wit us =(

earlier todae, fiq n i decided to go to Sungei Buloh wetland reserve to take a look...we didnt manage to finiz all da walkin routes...futhermore, it was rainin heavily there! so, most of our tyme were spent under da shelter...wil re-visit da plc one dae wit mama n iffah, Insyallah...n tankiu mama for packin nasi lemak for us! hehe! love u owaes!

n i was quite thrilled wenevr i found a new plc for nature photography...heh. den dinner at Holland V...bt despite da weather bein crappy n cold, we had a great tyme togetha =) talkin bout future stuffs, me remindin him on hw blunt guys r! n him remindin me on hw naggy gerls r...wth! hahaha! nvrtheless, we did cum to a point where we compromise n accept da views we shared...he admitted tat guys cn b blunt as ever! (tau pon!) haha! n i accepted da fact tat gerls r naggy (of coz we gerls hav reasons on y we nag ryte)! heh. bt all in all, its u tat i'll turn to, n its us tat we came tis far...again, it takes two to tango =) gdnyte lovelies!

tis was da blated gift tat cipah n dee got for me! a charm bracelet frm Guess!

2009-02-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

its finali sundae n i cn finali breathe! n cn finali blog! heh. juz wen fri came, it was far frm TGIF for me...it was a BIG dae for us, da Dian Dancers...i havnt felt true exhaustion in soo long...i was owaes reali responsible bout gettin to bed on tyme ok...gettin enuf sleep n makin sure i wasnt overdoin it...bt for da past few wks, i hav felt exhaustion like nvr b4...tis applies to all those hu were invloved in Dian Dancers mly dance production yesterdae...well my dear Dian Dancers, its all over now...we did it! great job n great comments frm da audience, fam n frens hu came dwn to support...alhamdulillah! months of hard werk paid off! finali, it had came to an end...our dream to showcase da talents came true! amin...a thousand screams in da air pple, wit cheers! yahoooooo! go Dian go! =D

wud like to oso xpress our gratitude or thanx to da followin pple like, Abg Yazid, Abg Busu, Abg Amin, Abg Izwan, Abg Rizal, Abg Rahman, Kak Syiqin, Hudz, da runners frm MI, Fifi n Zaki...u pple hav been a great help in tis production! nt forgettin to my fam, fiq, dayah fam, nenek, mak ani n frensssss hu came dwm to support! we love u ya'll! *big hug* best wishes to Abg Amin hu's goin to australia to continue his studies there...we sure gona miss u =(

mitin da Dian loves later at da airport to send Abg Amin off...shall wait for da rez of da picz...so, b patient my love! as of nw, im missin tat bf...yesterdae, wasnt enuf...nw i cn put my full concentration on u n fam...promise! =)

2009-02-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

afta too much of da birthdae celebration, nw its tyme for me to face da reality tat im oreadi twenty-two 0_o hah. lately, workload has driven me crrraaaazzzy! i still knock off at 5 tho i hav piles of werk on my tray…stayin an xtra hr or two dun reali matter to me…bt dun ever gt me to stay as late as 9pm if there aint ani overtyme pay…no waeee! those pesky deadlines n reports aren’t tat annoyin actuali bt da apple im dealin wit r da ones makin me go hey-wire! nvr provide sufficient infos la, bein rude la…adoiiii! bole giler eh!

Inkheart wit bf over da weekend…personally, i must sae Inkheart is one of da beta movies tat ive watched recently…i wud tink tat it is beta den Bedtyme Stories in terms of bringin out da realms of a book…mayb im more to da magical beings like Harry Potter, Chronicles of Narnia…tats y, heh.

Jurong Hill was apparently our nxt exploration of s’pore…up n up da spiral walk, plus it was wit u…simple n sweet, juz like our normal hangouts =)

i was desperately in nid of a break, frm werk esp…n yes! we finali did! To Austin Hills JB wit dad’s side on CNY…1 nyte wasnt enuf! i had fun, we had fun, everibodi had fun! more getaways plss! n oh, we caught da eclipse of da sun on mondae at one of our relative’s hse at JB! hw amazing n interesting it was!

was down wit high fever afta tat…had 2 daes of medical leave, bad combo! infact, im feelin sort of heaty still...mayb didnt gt a proper rez tats y...den on fri, went to catch Bride Wars wit Nazia n Zarina...it was worth watchin! i had heard both reali gd thangs n reali bad thangs so i went in tinkin tat it wasnt goin to be tat gd...bt i was pleasantly surprised n personali, i love a gd 'chick flick'! both Kate Hudson n Anne Hathaway were xtremely pretty on tat show! jeles u! heh. afta da movie, went to mit da dian peeps at clarke quay...more photo takin sessions wenever we mit! n im soo in love wit cipah's 50mm 1.8 lens! da results? 101% gorgeous!

da nxt dae, went to JB wit my famili n dayah to send our ferst raya outfit...n oso our ferst tyme sendin it there...so juz wait n c for da results lor...heh. later in da evenin, went to dayah's plc to gt ready for her mother's 50th bdae surprise celebration...hapi 50th bdae cik yam! =)

had to skip Dian's trainin todae...cnt afford to spend everi single dae outside...poor mama hav to stay up late at nyte juz to wait for us to cum bk hm safe n sound...i love u mama! cnt wait for ur bdae celebratn nxt! woohoo! till den, gd nyte lovelies...

2009-01-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

i didnt thot tat simple wishes like tat actuali made me feel so contented...feels tat tis yr's birthdae is wae better den yrs before...was again full of an extreme fun-ness, surprises, laughters, tears n all! it feels good to make pple feel good, heh. thnx loves...lets juz sum dem up aite! prolly juz pictures...=)

14th Jan wit bloved famili n a surprise frm my kecik gerl...

i was takin a nap ard 5 wen iffah woke me up n said tat sum1 is writin my name all over the staircase outside. went out to take a look at it. nbcb! hah.

an A2 size photo of myself! yey! suke!

to fam, i love y'all. soo much!

15th Jan wit da Dian loves n a surprise sent over roses n ferrero rocher frm bf in da office...

thnx eh for makin me carry da flowers all ard afta werk to trainin. -__-

we celebrated taufik's 21st birthdae as well! we're da January babies or waat!

16th Jan wit Fiq n a surprise frm da TCC staffs, birthdae present frm Fiq, SEIKO watch frm his fam...

suddenly there came da TCC staffs singin birthdae song for me wit tat slice of cake. terperanjat ok! a gift frm Fiq's fam. thank u soo much! im indeed v touched. n oh, im savin da best for last actuali. didnt open da present frm Fiq yet till we reached to anotha destination. Mount Faber tat is. hah.punyela susah nk untie! die ikat mati punye!tis yr, ferrero rocher theme or wat! haha!den it was a blast of joy! samsung F480 baby!

frm keppel bay to mount faber to vivo to labrador park. till we bumped into abg izwan. hah.

17th Jan was initially a short family gatherin at Dayah's plc for steamboat! wen suddenly came a birthdae cake wit dem singin me a birthdae song...aww! tankiu y'all...n tankiu for da perfume too! yey!

den, it was to esplanade n railwae for supper. juz for da fun of it actuali.

cudnt ask for more, coz at da end, im completely contented...more den tat actuali, alhamdulillah =) im blessed wit beautiful pple ard! i loooove u all! n nw, i cnt wait for da long weekend...short getawae wit dad's side to Austin JB durin da CNY period, insyallah...n da January babies mit up soon wit my ite nitec mates! yey!

2009-01-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

happy birthdae to me! heh. tats ryte, its my 22nd birthdae todae...im oni three yrs awae from 25...nuthang special to tat 25, juz gona do sumthang different till i reach to tat veri age...hah. insyallah...n i decided tat turning 22 means takin da dae off frm work! haha! well, i hav had a few birthdae wishes pop up...many unexpected actuali...n da pleasure of bf n fam singin da “Happy Birthdae” song to me at 12am =)

all in all, it was a productive dae...thanx y'all for da prayers n wishes! be it frm sms-es, calls, friendster comments, facebook, msn, tagboad...reali appreciate it alot! =)

*major-let-down frm u on my birthdae...thnx eh.

2009-01-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

happi fridae everione! im so glad tat its fridae...i dun guess ive had a particularly tough week, or even a bad week...after da long holidae interruptions which was da (four dae weekend for Christmas n for New Year’s!) den tis week, five whole daes werkin feels like a long tyme...hehe...eh sori, 4 daes...heh. i was on mc on thurs...cudnt gt up to werk! hah. bt im glad da weekend is here n im lukin forwerd to sum downtyme wit da fam n bf...here's hopin u hav a nice weekend too aite lovelies!

to nazia, hapi 21st bdae babe! glad u like da flowers =D n n n...im turnin 22 in 5 daes tyme...insyallah...

n mama, be strong aite...me n iffah will owaes b here for u...no matter wat...

2009-01-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

mama, iffah n i were supposed to spent our new yr dae itself at changi beach...bt sadly, it rained...heavily! n our feets were soakin wet...bleargh! bt we hav no choice bt to juz cntinue our dae...love everi min spent! =)reached hm, did nuthang otha den gettin sum thangs readi...heh. fiq came over to paz our anniversary gifts...den mama felt uneasy n asked him to xchange those gifts in da hse instead...paisey ok! did da xchange thingy infront of mama n iffah...haha! yeah, for da ferst tyme! n ma, dun weri...we'll gt sumthang for u too k on ur bdae...u'll nvr b forgtten...syg mama! n fiq, hope u like da volcom sweater n ipod touch...coz i love da jigsaw puzzle =)

keppel bay wit da dian gerls da nxt dae...da video-makin was wae hillarious! lets do it wenever we mit k gerls...haha! i love u all la!

sundae, dinner wit Fiq's famili at sakura...it was his parents 26th weddin anniversary...so, fiq n i got a small gift for each...hope dey like it! heh. may their marriage b a blissful one in yrs to cum...insyallah, amin...

rememba da makeover i told ya'll bout? well, here r sum of da pics...initially, rock chic was da theme...bt da props provided hell gt nuthang to do wit da theme...haha! bt nvm, we love da results nvrtheless...heh. dian makeover nxt? haha!

n oh, dian gonna hav tis mly dance production on 13th Feb...at Tamp East cc...tix sellin at $8/-...ani1 interested do let me noe aite...n we shall c ya'll there ;) as for nw, we're gona b reeeeeeeeali bz wit trainingsssss...so as nt to disappt u guys later...insyallah...till my nxt post lovelies!

2009-01-01T12:37:00.001+08:00

happy 4th yr baby. nw lets sae HELLO to 2009.

i love u so much more tat werds cn express n i cant wait to spend da rest of our lives togetha n take on new challenges n overcome dem all wit God’s help...insyallah. i love u, Tawfiq...regardless of hw many bad tymes we're goin to face...yes, many many more yrs down da road wit u...just u. =)

love.

2008-12-31T16:01:00.000+08:00

last week have been a lil pre-occupied wit dance trainins...tat brought to my attention awae frm bloggin...ooops! so im goin to merely list sum updates as to wats been goin on since i last posted aite...

its been awhile since mama set her foot on da island getawae...yes, Sentosa tat is...wat a beta wae to spend sum quality tyme wit ur fam den a dae in da great outdoors, by da sea on x'mas dae...esp wit great company! heh. so, we brought mama n cik ju there juz to hav a peace of mind frm famili matters n all...=) Syahmi bein da oh-so-cute-but-timid lil boy wen we pulled him to ride da skyride n luge...till da person said "badan je besar, hati kecik" HAHAHA! but our tyme was reali well spent...love it!

i reali njoyed da x'mas week...wit no1 ard in da ofis...juz my-too-semangat-dept! bleargh! n there were a few frm otha dept came down to clear sum of their urgent thangs...half dae on x'mas eve n ofis closed on last fri...long weekend! woohoo! went to catch bedtyme stories wit fiq last fri afta a short trainin wit dee at her plc...it was a reali cute movie...Adam Sandler is as usual hilarious! da coolest part was, dey came true, in reality form...hw i wish it is true for us nw! haha! n dee, thnx for sharin sum experiences...=)

well yeah, same goes for tis week! im oreadi at hm nw, tryin to gt u blogged b4 im out again later...last weekend, weddin performance at woodland cc...n yest, went to NYP annual production wit da rest of da Dian peeps...it was a good show indeed! had a late dinner afta tat, n nw im caught wit gastric! argh!

aniwae, let’s move on...as we wrap up 2008 n look ahead to 2009, many pple r takin tyme to make new yr's resolutions...i dun normali do da whole new yr resolutions bit, bt tis yr i thot i'd giv it a try...n den hold myself accountable...hah! mayb it will finali force to me to do da things ive been so diligently avoidin so far...hehe! like, maintain a healthy wgt! ceybah! haha! more patience, gt rid of da paranoia feelin so thangs will gt beta...insyallah...find a new job wit a beta pay...spend more tyme wit famili...

2008 was one of da most stressful but blessed yrs in a long tyme...bt i shud sae lyfe is nt owaes a smooth sailin...there r owaes ups n downs, good n bad...ive got one mixed feelin nw n i dun noe y...tis yr hav been a tough yr for me...well i supposed, many of u too ryte...memorable yrs of my lyfe too i must sae...filled wit great memories n a few bumps in da road...bt yeah, acceptin dem wit an open heart...alhamdulillah...will nt stop prayin...=)

*ps: pichurs will be up soon at either facebook/shutterfly...so, do kip a look out on it aite...n n n...we gona turn 4 sooooooon! i love u. =)

2008-12-15T19:41:00.001+08:00

for a long tyme i hav had an opinion on maturity tat i hav generali kept to myself... i suppose i hav been reluctant to share my thots on tis subject bcoz everi1 has their own point of views...so yeah...bt wt made me wana post tis is bcoz i had a lil chat wit my colleague on maturity da otha dae while we overheard our boss talkin to a client over da phone...dey were talkin bout actin/tinkin maturely b4 we put our hands or werds to anithang/ani1...hell its TRUE! infact there's tis sayin "tink b4 u act" or "tink b4 u speak"...

im beginnin to tink tat da foundation for maturity is da realization of which we were taught since we were young by our parents...we cnt control wat reali gonna happen to us ryte...bt da only thang we cn control is da response to what happens to us...correct?

take for an example, uve known a person for a veri long period of tyme...wen sudd tat person did sumthang tat upsets u...u cnt kip quite juz like tat ryte? if u were to ask ard, ure definitely told to either voice dem out or juz let thangs b...bt both has its own pros n cons...if u were to voice it, da person mite nt accept wt uve said...whereas if u let thangs b juz like tat, da person will NVR noe da mistakes dey hav made...c, da response is wt tat will make us hav a sense of maturity...coz its either tat we accept da outcum of da person disagreein wit wt we've voiced out...or accept da fact tat da person will nvr change n thangs mite b repeated in future since we chose nt to tell dem...

anotha example wud b da new malay movie, MUALLAF...nt all cn accept tat kinda movie u noe...da severe critism their side had received on yasmin ahmad's films r simply from da pple hu r narrow-minded! pple hu cud accept tat kinda movie r those hu r reali aware of wt happens in lyfe...its juz hw u accept thangs tats been goin ard u c...whereas for those hu r nt into tis kinda films, mayb da show is reali reflectin on dem which dey dun admit it? hah! terasa la tu...poor thang!

ok, on a lil side track...i m soo freakin happy coz i cn fit back into my old jeans again! *giggles* i tried wearin it few mnths back bt DEY DIDN’T FIT ryte! dey were more snug den usual! den i did da blamin thang...on myself of coz! for puttin on wgt! heh. bt nt animore nw! *smilin frm ear to ear* its hard to maintain tis kinda wgt...coz i cn easily put on n lose it bk again n again...adooiii!

fri, was Dian's 6th anni...it oni feels like it was yest i started my veri ferst dance trainin =) i miss da old tymes...esp wit haba, zila, ina, abg yazid, abg amin, abg izwan, ashrin n kak lenny ard...its been 6 amazin and wonderful yrs togetha...tho i hav to admit it wasnt a smooth ride for all of us...went to celebrate it at ecp afta werk...n im soo nt gd in charade ok! da one hu chose me tat nyte, mmg BASTARD! hahaha! den me, iffah, cipah, dee, nad gong, hani n zila ended up wit da dirty-secret session til 3 am...haha! so gerls, those thangs shud b kept btwn US oni eh for goodness sake! HAHA!

sat, went to cik zul's new born baby gerl cukur rambot wit mama...da baby gerl reali stole my heart! she's one cute chubby lil gerl wit tis cute lil dress on...sigh. (10x) juz look at those cheeks!

yest, it was twilight wit fiq...oh, hw i love Edward Cullen! suck my blood pls Edward! HAHA! n everi1's crazy bout it! i reali thot tat Robert Pattinson was a v excellent Edward...my fren read da book n he said da book is wae much beta...bt im nt a real bookin readin type as it takes me forevr to finiz 1 chapter ok...heh. i gt distracted easily...bt den, i dun regret watchin it yest...n i tink there were sum criousli funny parts! esp, wen Edward suddenly introduces himself to Bella durin da biology class...hah! n fiq juz got sick of me tellin him hw charmin Edward is...=p

mama juz got tis part-tyme job at bukit merah thru mak adi, doin survey calls...manz, its totali nt an easy job i tell ya...coz i myself dun like to gt tis kinda calls...heh. nvrtheless, all da best mama...i love u!

n i juz hope i dun nid to cum bk to werk durin da hols...oh pls.

2008-12-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

wen pple r in love, dey argue, dey fight, dey hav disagreements n its nvr perfect as most pple wud want it to be...tho i do admit tat da ferst tyme, we do hav difficulty trustin our partner...wats more if dey had btrayed da trust we hav given dem...it takes reali intentional steps to build da trust bk ok...so jage2 eh! but it is all worth doin it if ure reali sincere in makin it happen...tho we complain, alot! i noe...hah. its worth da trouble n da baggage tat cums along wit it...coz love gives meanin to lyfe n cum to tink bout it, witout love lyfe wud be soo borin...ceyybah izzah! go on puke pple! haha!

im nt goin to lie to myself tat witout love, i reali cn survive...uh uh! sooner or later, ull NEED tat TLC frm sumone u love or hu loves u...tho hw bad we hate guys afta wt dey did to us b4...probe tis deeply, n ask urself...bt u oso hav to undastand tat it takes 2 to tango or go crazy wit...therefore, u cant go on lovin a person if u r nt gettin any bk...or makin dem to werk for it, while ure juz sittin there waitin for surprises...adoiiii!

thur, our Jones Lang LaSalle year-end party 2008 was held at The Arena...it was an unforgettable nyte, n personally it was wae beta den last yr's...bigger place, more nice pple ard, wit sis ard, wit da crazy silly High School Musical theme...hw cn i nt njoy tat nyte! tt was reali nice to c soo many pple turn out...lots of unfamiliar faces as dey were frm da various side offices...bt den, dey were all soo frenly...food was gd n so were da games n activities organised by da committees...i had loads of FUN!

fri, mit up wit da boobies afta werk at bugis...anotha FUN nyte out! da biggest highlite tat nyte is tat, we did a makeover for ourselves! heh. cnt wait to gt da pics developed! hw bout anotha round of anotha theme boobies? haha! sukerr!

yest, was out wit fiq...watched BOLT!! awesome?! yeah, dun gt deceived...ill rate it 3half stars! rhino da hamster was insane hillarious in da movie! haha! initially, it was supposed to be a west-area day out wit him...vivo for movie, dinner at west coast, hortparks, west coast plaza...bt den bf cudnt tink of aniwhere nice to hang ard in west area afta tat...booorin! east, central area jugak bagus! hehe! so, we went to marina barrage...tis tyme round, went up till da top where we reali njoy da wind n pretty lightings...n nw, im missin him oreadi...adoiiiii!

Love is a bond of 2 souls. 2 hearts. Becoming one.

2008-12-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

i hate late-comers! it reflects 1's attitude towerds lyfe n 1's character...it is oso da criterion to evaluate 1's sense of responsibility too, dun u pple tink so? furthermore, its a virtue...so, dun go ard askin pple to be responsible wen u urself r nt doin da ryte thang...cermin diri sendiri dulu b4 correctin othaz! uat malu diri sendiri jer! laen ah kalo diri tu tk pernah uat salah terus...hah! wat if im like 2mins late? there u go babblin bout hw late i m n so on...wth. y nt ask tat to urself ferst? cn? dun point out pple mistakes wen u dun even noe wth ure doin! pffft! wat r ur reason tis tyme round? too much of excuses la...bt cum to tink bout it, these pple reali hav no sense of urgency or feel guilty at all...so, i shall nt waste my bloody tyme tokin bout tis pple...

aiyo...wen nw i hav da tyme to blog, my mind's like nt functionin smoothly...daaang! too much for me to type all da thangs i did for da paz few weeks...too many pics to upload...be it wit dee’s n iffah’s 21st bdae celebration, marina barrage afta thurs trainin, PENTAS 2008 at TP, dee’s bdae celebration at macdonalds, sarimah’s weddin, expo-ing, dance meetin at one fullerton, panggung sandiwara at funchun cc, meet up wit abby n najib n shoppin trip wit tat bf...again, i cnt wait for weekends to cum...

tmr our company r hostin da year-end party...n iffah is one of those hu is in charge of da year-end party committee...told her to let me be da ferst person to noe once she gotta noe da theme for da party...haha! theme: high school musical! 0_o bt sadly, liyana n faezah r no longer wit us...sigh. had a short meetin wit da boss n da otha two secretaries in my dept early todae...he had made it exceedingly clear tat there'll b chances of a pay-cut...sheesh! he tried nt to cut down da number of staffs he has, bt instead to cut down on da salary...tat aint easy for everione either...oh dear!

ok here i go...HAPPY 47TH MONTHSARY bf (read: 1 dec 2008)...so it has been like 3 years 11 mths togetha...few weeks more n we'll turn 4...insyallah...thru all da difficult tymes, tankiu for stayin there wit me n for me...ure soo rite to sae tat tyme passes so fast wenevr we’re togetha...coz nw tat we're togetha, i luk at myself n im genuinely happy...its been so long since i last felt like tis...i almost forgot hw...bt nvrtheless, im soo much tankful...=)

so dear readers, bloghoppers, passer-by, anonymous pple...wud appreciate if ya'll cud kindly leave ur REAL name wen leavin a comment, rather den puttin all sorts of funny names...adoiiii! n oh, tat happy sis of mine juz received a new wallet frm me n fiq...ok bye.

2008-11-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

afta tat veri incident, oddly, i tink da pain gave me da courage to do silly stupid thangs i normali wudn’t hav done...like, hmm...Dee, u noe...hah! hush! tat xperiences changed me nw, n i like myself a lot beta these daes...even tho im still often unsure wats is goin ard bhind me...coz we all giv a part of ourselves to a relationship n we inevitably lose tat piece of ourselves wen it dies ryte? well for Fiq n i, we reali gave it our all... n wen it fell apart afta wt had happened, we felt like we've lost ourselves, nt just a part of us...i shall nt hope for anithang, bt im still here prayin tat it wun happen again...insyallah =)

ok, i shall stop soundin as tho im on lovesick eh...haha! i may sound like a sugary sweet, lovesick adolescent bt i hav no doubts tat im wit him nw...*smilin from ear to ear* heh. ok, tat aside...da weather is pretty unpredictable these daes uh...nvm if its on wkdaes, bt pls NOT my wkends...*pray real hard* so hw was ya wkend? mine nuthang fantastic happened, nuthang romantic happened...juz a whole load of laughter wit love...=) wt we currently hav is nice, i love da wae thangs r nw...alhamdulillah...

Madagascar, kelakar of wat! its freakin funny....highly recommended if u wan sum entertainmt...da peguins, dey're soo mean bt at da same tyme dey were da ones hu made me go "awww"...dey're soo cute! n da part where a giraffe fallen in love wit a hippo...evrithang can be possible...hahaha! n nw, i cnt wait for wkend to cum again...im draggin myself to werk manz! pffft. ok bye.

Life is wonderful like that and Love can be so simple like that.
Some questions are better left unanswered. Still Life awaits.

*n ohh, sum1 turnin 21 tmr...heh.

2008-11-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

menses cramp is reali killin me...super sucked up...plus, im juz too tired for no reason...i cud hardly walk...i hate tis tat i wana rip out my uterus!!! ok i dun mean it but I HATE TISSSS!!! *tarik2 rambot!* 0_o pffft! i tink menses cramps r da worst kinda pain tat a gerl cn ever ever experience…bsides childbirth mayb...its soo annoyin ok...

n so, afta 9 hrs of battlin wit da pain n gettin alot of TLC frm mama, i feel much much much betta nw...syg mama! =) lucky u boys dun gt tis everi mnth...n lucky im nt da type hu throw tantrums or pull a long face wen its da tyme of da mnth...Fiq, tis part, ure lucky...hah.

laz nyte afta our usual thur dance trainin, went to Marina Barrage wit da gerls...pics will be up soon...no wae im gona upload those pics in tis kinda condition...ade je aku pegi delete instead of resizin dem...haha! will do it wen i hav da tyme aite...

n HAPPY 21ST BDAE DEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (read: 13 Nov 2008) i'll pass u da "bag" soon...haha! wishin u happiness n success babe!

reply to da tags...

to ai*dah - thnx! =) nop, im usin canon dslr eos 450D...whereas for nikon, im nt too sure...

to sarah - so ur mum read my blog? ohh dear...haha! romantic? he oso gt tat tyme of da mnth too u noe...haha!

to erma - thnx! haha! its hard to gt him to take pics like tis...heh.

to hudz - thnx babe!

to leena - nop2! keppel bay its at keppel bay itself...near harbour frnt...marina is juz a name of tat plc...

to cipah - ah2, aku tgk blog iffah ru aku prasan aku tk letk gmbr ko! haha! sori ler..

to rahayu - aku pong suker sgt!! heh.

to passerby - yup, i did eyelash extension...=) thnx!

to nana - sape kate ko merajok? hahaha!

to iza - ni iza kecik eh? vanessa? Ya Allah, nape la dgn korang2 ni...mane ade same sey...haha! *smacks forehead*

2008-11-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

sundae, was out wit bf wen suddenly Cik Jali called n came tellin me regardin da lost of Adam... i cudnt find any werds to reply at tat point of tyme...my lil 2 yr old cuzen...may u rest in peace dear...well, everithang happened for a reason...took an urgent leave yest to drop dwn to visit dem...lookin at his parents in tears, made me teared up all da wae...well for Adam, he has no sins at all n heaven is where he belongs...insyallah...

bf brought me to da Marina at Keppel Bay on da veri same dae... it was a nice place, lots of runnin spaces for lil kids n oso more runnin n monkeyin ard...esp wen it cums to takin pics wit tat bf...mcm KAYU! HAHAHAHA! soo tk photogenic langsung! nevertheless, i reali had fun bein wit him...tats wen he made my dae...=) wit da plc n all, its trully beautiful durin da sunset...gerls, lets go one dae aite...

well as for todae, nuthang much...im down wit flu! all thanks to iffah eh...grrrr! ok bye.

2008-11-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

went to cik jannah's plc early todae wit mama n iffah...my aunt's goin off to perform Haj end of nov wit her husband...den by 4, it was hm sweet hm tat is...since iffah's goin to celebrate her fren's bdae in da evenin...

its been eons since i touched dwn to hougang area...my old port...hahaha! yeah, used to stay ard tat area sumwhere ard in da 90s...

so, cik jannah's plc was good...
company was good...
atmosphere was good...
walkin ard to luk for her block was good...
food was good...

n all in all, todae was gooooood...=) didnt gt to mit bf as he's havin a fam gatherin wit his mum's side...n oh, his scooter is back on da road afta few daes of servicin...alhamdulillah...hope it doesnt add more probs to bf again tis tyme...mitin him tmr...den mon, bk to reality...siaaaaaaaannnnnn! ok bye.

ps: *wud like to offer our deepest condolences to dayah's fam as dey grieve da loss of their beloved grandmotha(her dad's side)...be strong cuz.

2008-11-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

nw tat i pretty much can breath out a lil on my own i guess i beta start crank back da engine...its wae long overdue...mind u, da laz few weeks was H-E-C-T-I-C thus xplain da long absence...my tyme were spent mostly at werk! booooorin... bt its ok, atleast im earnin sumthang den nuthang...hah. n so, bf's been tellin me bout his super werkload tis daes...da amount of werkload, pressure, stress n drama btwn colleagues he hav to cope was unbearable...bt den, tats wat makes it worth it u noe...nuthang cums easy in tis lyfe isnt it? i had da same prob wen i ferst started tis job...da pple there arent tat helpful...furthermore im da oni mly in da dept...nw, alhamdulillah, it aint tat bad ah...i juz do my werk n juz ignore watevr dey wana sae...

ok, enuf wit da gibbering...i beta start lukin for a new job...sumthang diff, sumthang interestin n sumthang which ill luk forwerd to everidae n lovin everi second of my tyme doin da job...nt forgettin a beta pay la ehh...insyallah, amin...i soo wanted to giv mama a new luk to da kitchen, to giv papa his own TV in da room to juz watch his own programmes =p , to giv iffah her own laptop where she cn store all her personal thangs/stories, to giv bf a car (ok, 100% susah dpt! haha!)...bt yeah, hu doesnt wan to c their love ones to b hapi kn? insyallah, if there's a will, there's a wae...amin...

for nw, ill juz kip savin...heh. n ohh, picz at Henderson waves wit da loves on halloween nyte...fun kaperrrrr! da games, da forfeit, da photoshoots...haha! will do it again aite!

sat, weddin show at perkampungan...a chaotic tyme at my plc while gettin readi for da performance...watch Susuk at youtube...wit da screamin n all...ordered canadian pizza...messy room...ohh dear! bt nvrtheless, tankiu abg busu, kak syikin, abg amin for helpin out...=)

ok, i tink i beta gt those pics up at shutterfly...hav yet to resize dem all...=p will do once im done wit my thangs aite...heh. ok bye.

ps: hapi 3yrs 10mnths bf. ily. (read: 1st Nov 2008)

2008-10-29T17:27:00.001+08:00

sadly... postin to tis neglected blog has been lower on da priority afta da ferst few daes of raya...bz raya-ing i guess...hah. i fully intend to gt caught up on postin bout several thangs tat hav happened over da paz few weeks...like outin wit frens/fam/bf...n stayin a tiny bit more up to date in the future...bt its like ive been bz nowadaes...bz searchin for free tyme afta werk wit love ones...so, nt tat im neglectin tis blog totalli kn......too many thangs to sae n too many picz to post here...well, lets juz sum those up aite...gonna share wit u da nxt phase of pics durin my ferst few weekends raya outin wit fam...n yes, tis yr we didnt gt to cover most of the cuzen's places...sori, insyallah nxt yr raya aite...=)

well, tis mnth i gotta spent quality tyme wit da fam n bf...like cumin hm straight afta werk n all...despite da werk load, dance training, alhamdulillah my fam's nt neglected...ill for sure put my fam ferst in da list den anithang else...be it wit frens, bf, dance or werk...hu cares bout wt pple gonna sae...dey wudnt gv da same love like hw da fam has given me...so tis is to avoid hypocritism frm da pple ard too...da fam wud be a beta plc to spend tyme wit...dey r da one hu've been there n done tat...dey r da one hu gav us da earnest advice bout our friends n...i love dem truckloads!

n ohh...bf has been a gd help tis paz few weeks...n da connection btwn mama n bf cn sae tat its gettin closer? =) n da gd thang is tat ive been receivin pleasant comments frm mama bout bf...insyallah, it stays tat wae...well, tat doesnt mean tat im aniwhere close to gettin hitched ok! haha!

on da 18th of oct, raya outin wit da ite frens (nitec)...initially, 12 -15 of us had cnfirm their availability...den, wen da date drew nearer...it came dwn to oni 6 pple hu cud turned up...daaaaaanngg! bt its ok, it wasnt their fault afterall...dey juz cudnt get an approval leave frm werk tat dae...so gerls, dunweri...there'll owaes b nxt yr...insyallah...i had an extreme fun dae wit dem...bt it wud b beta if da othaz were there too...we oso had planned for a short getawae soon...cnt wait!!

da nxt dae, hari raya performance at Kallang cc...tho it was kinda a laz min item brought up, (which is nt a new thang for us, Dian. haha!)...we did a very gd job in all...alhamdulillah...thnx to mama n bf hu came dwn tat nyte to watch...mama love da dangdut or wat! haha!

laz weekends were burnt till midnite tat i reached home around 3am...gosh! fri, afta werk went to mit mit bf...sat, raya outin wit his frens...sun, Dian raya outin...mon, out wit bf...sheeesh! ive been out straight in a row manz! n todae, im on urgent leave...mama's nt feelin tat gd...coz i received an urgent call frm her yest while i was on my wae to da airport to send Abg Yazid off to Melbourne...lucky she called me wen i was in da train headin to aljunied...claimed tat she cudnt gt up n felt giddy...so, she wanted us to accompany her to da clinic...so yeah...we cancelled our plan n went straight to hm...

one thang she'll nvr listen to us is tat she'll owaes cntinue doin chores tho she's tired/sick...degil kn degil...bt alhamdulillah, she's beta nw...i had to make sure she dun do ani heavy chores at hm...aiyooo! ok, ill end here for nw...njoy da picharrrrss! more pics at iffah's shutterfly...ok, bye.

2008-10-06T11:04:00.000+08:00

da convoys frm dad's side... most of it aren't much diff frm laz yr xcept tis yr is more special den da laz mayb bcz cik nor joined us n gotta play ard wit her children...esp, wit da chatty n bubbly omar...heh. cute sgt! his voice sounds xactly like da m'sian cartoon upin n ipin...haha! watevr it is, famili convoy everi raya is wat ive owaes looked forwerd to...7 cars in total...n nw, its oreadi da 5th dae of raya...hw fast tyme flies...sigh. supposed to b on leave todae, bt cud oni applied for half dae instead...so cumin in at 12noon-5pm later...sigh. argh!

make it ur ambition to lead a quiet lyfe cn? to mind ur own business n to werk wit ur hands n ur lyfe oni...juz as we told u so tat ur daily lyfe may win da respect of outsiders n so tat u will nt be dependent on anibodi...no wonda pple hav been complainin bout u...nt juz 2 or 3, bt its like majority hav claimed tat...yet, ure still standin there, same plc, same spot, sayin tat u're ryte...gv it a gd thot aite...sumtymes, da pple ard us whom we're close to currently, r juz makin use of u? or had nvr regard u as their gd fren...sigh. poor thang...sit, n tink bout it...put da egos aside to hav a beta future...trust me, God will owaes help wit those hu hav good intentions...insyallah, amin...

ok bye.

2008-10-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

so hw was ya'll ferst dae of syawal? mine was SUPERB! criously, i had fun...camwhorin non-stop! heh. tho we spent da whole dae at granny's plc (dad's side)...didnt gt to go to mom's side due to sum famili thingy tats been happenin for da paz few yrs...til nw, yeah...sigh. missin dem truckloads! bt earlier juz nw, me, iffah n motha managed to snuggle out frm hm n went to mom's side...lookin at da photo album of me n iffah's childhood daes at mom's side juz nw...flippin da pages n lovingli watchin da maturity bloom into wat hopefuli we hav becum nw...tho we're still doin our bez n hope we hav done it correctli thru lessons n strength, for dem...insyallah =)

been bz lately wit da festive preparations n all...wit dad's laz min drillin here n there, makin my head spin! o_0 bt nvrtheless, im done wit my bedrm! suker! will upload sum picz here...n for full picz, u cn view dem at iffah's shutterfly (shutterfly) so, me n iffah r still xplorin da new gadget in depth...so pardon us if dey turned out nt as gd as it shud b...heh.

n omg! im werkin tmr! sharks! oh wells, im on leave again on mondae...weee! sat, raya outin wit dad's side...cnt wait! ok bye.

tis yr, its our turn to gv dem da green pkt. heh. =) senyum lebar dpt duit eh pa.
syg mama banyak2.
its she tat i'll turn to. =)
candid la seyy.
mama oh mama!
wit granny n mak nim.
tat lashes. i so fcukin love it. heh.
yg sulong.
yg bongsu.
ahh, yg ini anak angkat.
da aftermath of my bedrm. tankiu bf n dad for helpin me on those frames. =)

2008-10-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

raya clothes - DONE.

bedroom - DONE.

hair - DONE.

nails - DONE.

lashes - DONE.

heels - DONE.

clutch - DONE.

all set...nw waitin to RAYAAAA oni! which is in a few hrs tyme tat is...yey! heh. so my dear lovelies, Salam Eid Mubarak! forgiv me for ani wrongdoins...n hopefuli ani ill-feelins in da past will be forgiven too...so njoy ur dae wit ur loved ones aite...ok bye.

2008-09-28T12:49:00.003+08:00

ok, as sum pple may noe tat ive put on wgt eversince i started werkin my ass off in da office...heh. Izzah, double chin! Izzah, flabby arms! Izzah, love handles! Izzah, those thighs! bole giler ok dgr ni sume! hahaha! bt, all those comments didnt pull me dwn at all by lockin myself in rm n cry...tho yes, i do fuss n complain to myself bout da extra lil bulge ard my body n wonder y it nvr goes awae! still, u cnt take tis as tho its da end of ur lyfe kn? infact, it made me wanna WERK MORE on sheddin those fats instead...

well, da aim to shed sum kilos before raya cn sae it has been successfuli reduced by say 2 kg? yey or wat?! slowly...i dunwan to go bk to my old wgt durin my ITE in NITEC 2004...coz pple hav been tellin me tat u wont luk gd wit ur skinny arms flyin on stage while dancin! hahaha! true! like out of control gitu...hahaha! so yeah, ill try to maintain...nt too big, nt to skinny...insyallah, amin...heh.

yest, met bf to gt his samping at arab st...den iftar wit da ITE Bishan batch 2004...zila, ina, me n HABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! nk nangis skrg bole? i soo fcukin miss her...nw tis is wat i call REAL iftar! wit sum1 or pple whom u seldom/lost contact wit...sigh. i reali had fun! quality tyme spent at her plc...i miss these gerls oreadi...boohoohoo! we talked, n talked, n talked till its tyme for us to go...facin da fact tat Haba's reali stucked in a bad situation tat she has difficulty mitin us...sigh. till we mit again aite lovely...

so tis is it pple...2 more daes to Raya or wat??! yeyy! kla, till my nxt post...langsir, kueh, vacuum cleaner, towel...mari sini aku keje kn korang...k, bye.

2008-09-22T21:27:00.001+08:00

sumtymes i wonder if ure a hypocrite or nt...perhaps a survivalist is a nicer wae of puttin it...yeah, juz gotta noe tis werd frm my boss...heard him sayin bout it to sum client over da phone at werk...heh. k2, izzah da off track eh! so, wen tymes gt tough, u tend to find more satisfaction in wat u oreadi hav...u often hav da ability to convince urself tat drought conditions r perfectly acceptable n perhaps even preferable to havin more alternatives...bt then, if ur circumstances improve...ure juz as willin to gv up your current subsistence-level of happiness n demand much more to b juz as satisfied as u used to be by far less...to cut short, ur thots ran wild n ure juz escapin frm da truth or juz dont accept to da thangs tat had happened to u...therefore, u ran n luk for sum plc or sumone whom u tink will definitely agree wit watever ur pt of views r...instead of solvin...sigh. =( to noe sumone for quite sumtyme, shared almost everithang, cry, laugh togetha...den wen tis thang happen, for like errr...*countin by fingers n toes* errr...ONCE! uve made a dcision to run n nt wantin me to interfere in anithang tat u do...

its ok, mum did told me tat patience is virtue...pple hu r patient enuf, dey wont run awae frm all tis thangs...bt instead, face it!

ok, gona drop da topic...sat, dad had a change of mind...didnt managed to go IKEA, bt went to Dayah's plc to brk fast n to Geylang wit Dayah n Iffah...

yest, out wit Fiq da whole dae...went to IKEA to survey on da thangs for my rm, COURTS to survey da DSLR, ecp to brk our fast n Geylang again to gt out kropok lekor...0_O nw da rinduu!

niwaes, ive oreadi applied for Raya leaves! yey or wat?! hahaha! tankiu mama syg for helpin me out on my bedrm...saaaayang mama! ok bye.

2008-09-21T10:41:00.001+08:00

frm purple to PINK! kueerrkk! hah. so REVAMP is sumthang ive been doin alot of lately...to my rm tat is...heh. nt much la...n REVAMPIN is sumthang we do wen we sense its tyme for a change, esp wen raya's cumin! yey! hah. well, nt fully done yet...ive yet to get a new curtain for my rm, sum bdrm accessories since ive threw all da unwanted thangs oreadi...so its like mayb a tyme to revamp my sleepin space...so yeah...

* im hapi for u ogy. =)

2008-09-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

c’monla, take thangs as it is cn? learn frm evri single thang…take thangs slowly…ni tkle, tu tkle, jgn ngada-ngada ah…menyampah sey! *walaooooooooooweeeeee* hah! go ard complainin to otha pple…den, otha pple’s name gt affected wen da pple u complaint to didn’t even hear da otha party’s story…*shakes head* tellin dem wat u feel n all…im nt sayin tat its wrong…bt, wth! dun u tink its like seekin attention? its like askin pple to hav sympathy in everi single thang tats been happenin? c, i oreadi hv tis impression tho u dun meant it…bt to a certain xtend la seyy…try to sit dwn n tink bout it instead…tink maturely cn? u juz nid tyme to urself n do u noe tat? tats all…u hav yet to noe well bout urself or at tymes juz cnt make a dcision 4 ur ownself…ryte? tink bout it…sumtymes da thangs tats been happenin to u r all caused frm u urself…mite nt noe ok…cnt xpect thangs to turn out smoothly all da wae…tats y, sit dwn n ask urself…aiyoyoyo!

iftar, iftar, iftar!

iftar wit dad’s side at Nek Na’s plc…i soo love da tyme wen it cums to da food…heh. camwhorin wit da makciks2 n neneks2…hah. Lovin it!

iftar with da boobies! arnold, make up madness, in search of raya outfits, bumpin out on unexpected pple! fun fun fun! hahaha!

iftar wit da pri skool mates! initially gona b tis fri…bt yeah su…ko tkle so u go n set a date eh…nanti tk plan ni sume ko jgn nk sala kn aku k bdk kecik! pantat! dush!

den iftar wit Dian soon...prolly afta the Raya fringe performance...n tat'll be afta 21st tat is...insyallah.

ok, sayer sungguh teramat happy nw! rememba i told ya i wanted to paint my rm? finali, im done wit it! hah! spent my weekends cleanin my rm…nw, tyme to hav a gd shoppin on bedrm accessories! no more on make ups or tops ehhh…heh. *yey*

well, iffah wanted soo much on pink…so yeah…tk cerewet la! heh.

* so, i hav oreadi did da thangs which i tink it shudnt be kept ani longer…rather den juz escape? isnt a gd solution…i rather let thangs out…gd for me, n hopefuli to da otha party else well…whetha isit gona werk or nt, tat’ll be da later part…coz atleast ive tried to solve it den nuthang…=)

* again…gainin bk da trust, yet it happen again…in da urge of givin up…oh, wt shud i do? i cnt even REPEAT da thangs ive said to u b4…its like no use isn’t it? sigh. i reli duno…:’(

n oh oh! hair straigtened! yipeeee! n mama's part tyme job at CGH has ended...bagos!

2008-09-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

ive owaes admired my colleague's curl...n it looked pretty cool so me n iffah purchased a curlin tong! hah. juz for da fun of it actuali...wit da help of my sister, she left it for bout 3 mins n den took it off...she unrolled da curlers n voila! it prolly took us bout half n hr to get my hair set...whereas she took a much more shorter tyme for her hair...heh. im sure wit practice it wun take as long...its pretty easy to use tho...i tink it is wae faster den straightenin...n yup, so there you have it, da curls review...

so, shud i curl or rebond my hair again for tis yr raya? hah. fickle me! i duno, i reli duno! argh! hah. ok, gasak ko la zah! so gerls, lets brk fast TOGETHA one dae! ok bye!

2008-09-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

salamz, fellow readers! i juz wana take tis opportunity to wish y'all a v.blessed Ramadhan! may all ur efforts be duly rewarded...insyallah...yes2, i noe...a lil dusty here uh...ok, nw lets gt tis blog back to a gd shine eh...mayb nt a long post yet...juz a lil update n pics on recent events aite...*rollin up da sleeves* =)

a short getaway wit dad's side to JB...

so, the Hari Raya Light Up @ the City...on August 24th, 2008

to us, hapi 3yrs 8mnths...=)

difficult tymes lie ahead but im sure we'll get thru dem togetha...insyallah, amin...lets grow double chin togetha...ok bye.

2008-08-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

its mondae...n its nt juz a mondae, tho...its oh-plain-mondae-again! ergh! n it reminds me of Garfield's famous phrase, "i hate mondaes," is echoed in many minds todae...Garfield is more den juz a cartoon ok...he reminds me of sum1...hah. watever! hw fast weekend flies! nbcb! i wan more weekends den weekdaes cn?

nevertheless, i hope ya'll had a wonderful weekend! well, went to the zoo wit family on saturdae...its hard to gt all the 4 of us to go out togetha...coz like laz yr, my dad didnt gt to go as he was werkin...so, bf took his place instead...hah. we wanted to c da “Splash” show, but as we were late...it was not possible to see anithang wit da amount of pple there on a saturdae...it was a nice afternoon...nt too hot, not much whining, nt much problems/complains from dad… hah. everithang went smoothly...da only thang tat cud hav made thangs better was if bf cud hav joined us...=)

but still, went to mit bf afta zoo to catch The Mummy...was beta den da second but nt beta den da ferst...heh. otha den tat, it was a pretty kickass movie...super funny too! special effects weren’t bad either...da action took a bit to get started, but overall it was a reasonable ride ah...

sundae, iffah n mama went to batam for a short getawae...indeed a veri short n sweet one wit dayah's family...i didnt gt to follow as bf oreadi planned for da Seoul Garden n Dark Knight's out...so, i gave it a missed...its ok...there'll owaes be a nxt tyme, insyallah...oh well, ill end it here den...bye!

2008-07-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

ill show or sae out wt i dislikes...to huever...bt to a certain extend which is nt as harsh as i wanted it wud be...y? coz i cared for u...n da reason y i show or sae thangs which im nt hapi bout is bcoz i wana make thangs clear/beta...be it wit family, bf, frens...bt whereas for u, u simply dun undastand y i said all those thangs to u huh? c'mon grow up! take thangs as it is...tink carefuli n wisely...doesnt mean pple turn to u bcoz ure an adult den u wud expect us to sae good thangs bout u...u may nt noe where u did wrong! ryte pple?

dun try to correct othaz wen u urself r nt doin da ryte thangs...i had nvr disagree bout u bein a mentor to us coz i noe othaz wud tink da same thang too...bt dey hav yet to c da otha side of u which is totali da opposite of wt dey've seen...i nvr sae ure totali wrong all tis while, bt da thangs ive said to u recently till u said all those thangs bout me, its like, omg! afterall, its nt as if ive been pointin out da bad points bout u all tis while ryte? juz for tat particular dae, u oreadi made tat kinda dcision...juz bcoz ure upset of wt ive said...0_o coz if ure mature enuf, u wud sit n tink of wt ive said to u...n ask urself y i said all those thangs...bt instead?? n hav u even ask urself whetha otha pple r havin da same tot as me? uh huh...u mite nt noe ryte? prolly dey're juz ryte infront of u actin as tho nuthang has happen...

c'mon i will not go ard to gt wat i wan, or beat ard da bush juz to sae sumthang...bt for tis kinda thangs, yes i hav to...y? coz ure nt bein straight forwerd too...so DUN expect me anithang frm me...wt goes ard, cums ard...gt it? bein hypocrite isnt my forte...coz u said diff thangs to me, n diff thangs bhind me! coz if im nt hapi wit sum1, ill reali show...maybe pple hu noes me reali well dey wud noe...bt like ive said earlier, to a certain extend...im nt gona waste my tyme actin!

well, enuf said...tis is lyfe! so, accept it!

2008-07-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

its all bout da small thangs… lil thangs tat may seem insignificant but r truly significant in da ‘big picture’...get it? heh. esp if ure tinkin of long term...its nice to c it all planned out well...i cnt rememba hw many tyme ive told u on tis...yet, ive c nuthang...mayb there were a few tymes u tried, bt u didnt pull it off tat much...like nt puttin 100% effort to a particular thang...ure takin it too lightly u c...i dun tink nuthang wud happen btwn us if u were to put ur heart n soul to everi single thang...

bt tat nyte, watever we talked bout...i reali hope thangs will get beta...n for u to reali undastand y i did all these...its for u, for us...i dont wana make tat final dcision which i dont intend to...coz seems to me tat once a relationship is over, holdin on 2 sum hope or belief tat da otha person will sumhw "realize their mistake" n c u beggin to take dem back is a bit...well, egotistical...like, y must u wait for thangs to happen tis wae den ull tink of a wae to solve it? its all bout whetha da otha person is willin to werk out their problems togetha in order to make da relationship werk...hopefuli, next tyme, b4 thangs get to a breakin point...

so if ure lucky, ull mit sum1 hu undastand all tat...noes tat dey reali wana share their life wit u...n will hopefuli engage in a lastin relationship where ya'll nid to give n take...n perhaps dun owaes split thangs 50/50! both actively nid to werk as to prevent anithang frm drivin a wedge btwn u n him/her...n hopefuli develop a relationship tat grows richer n deeper over da yrs...insyallah, amin...n for u, ily...=)

n oh yeah, i wana take a moment to wish HAPPY BDAE to Sarah! may all ur wishes cum true n owaes be blessed wit pink health! njoy tis special dae yeah!

2008-07-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

months paz...yet, memories r vividly imprinted... nt a single dae i cn ease my mind off wit tat veri incident tat happened few months back...sayin is a simple task...bt to forgt everithang totali aint tat easy...coz it was wit u i put da trust to...too much trust given n wasnt prepared for disappointmt...bt yeah, thangs wun go ur wae at tymes...sheesh!

well, im tryin my v best to forgt bout it...slowly...well, hu doesnt wan to b hapi n let bygones b bygones ryte? bt its like theres sumthang/sumone tellin me tat it still isnt werkin...sumtymes, i shud juz shut my trap n let thangs happen...juz to avoid frm quarrels n arguments...bt, i reali m affirmed bout wat i feel at tymes u noe...n i noe u wudnt undastand or even get it...nvm...mayb i shud juz leave it to karma...yeah, tats da best wae i guess...ive tried too hard oreadi...

oh, get smart over da weekend! heh. wit my motha, iffah, fiq n cipah...reviews of da film were generally positive...so tat was a plus for it...njoyed it immensely...tho fiq n cipah werent laughin tat much...hah. (tkde perasaan btol!) haha! n nw, c hw fast weekends juz paz...m soo lukin forwerd to weekend again...ahhhhhhhhhhh...

as promised...regular updates as y'all hav seen here...*grins* so, no more complains ok! heh. till my nxt post den...njoy ur daesssssssssssssss!

2008-06-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

ok, real updates for nw...heh. so pple hw was ur weekend? mine was wondaful, despite my own proclivity for crankiness...coz i was flushed with fever...n nw, mensus cramp! ohhhh boy...tis is reli one good mental torture...sabar izzah...O_0

went to watch dun mess wit da Zohan wit bf over da weekend...pretty hilarious movie i must sae...but veri forgettable...compared to da kunfu panda...hah. coz up till nw, i still rememba everi single bit of it...esp da part wen he tried to imitate his master in da kitchen...haha! whereas tis tyme for da Zohan, it was quite loaded with jokes...nt to mention da "sick" dirty ones...haha! n we were laughin our asses off like no1 else's business...heh. so wats nxt? get smart? oh yes pls...infact, im soo lukin forwerd to weekend again...cum quick will ya?!

ok, i reli need to paint my room...a new brighter color, tis tyme...well, was tinkin to gt sumthang like u noe...da "oni-gerls-r-allowed-in-tis room" kinda color...heee. pink? nt reli pink la...slightly darker den it...we'll c...n n yes, paydae's cumin! ok, bye.

2008-06-18T13:05:00.001+08:00

fine! i shall giv tis blog a proper greetin tis tyme..n had thot i wud resume bloggin tonyte...afta a hiatus over da paz few MONTHS! =P well, we'll c hw long tis wud last...heh. so, here it goes...

hmm, where shud i start...ok, perhaps to those who read this blog (a big thank u!) heh. n wud like to apologise my absense n puttin my blog aside for a very long tyme...=D nw let's sum thangs up y ive been on a long hiatus...ferstly, bcoz of werk...by da tyme i reached hm, ill be dead tired! da oni tyme i wud sit hours in front of the comp wud be wen im on leave/mc or wen im at hm on weekends...i had not found a compelling reason to write in da few last month or so...truth is, there was a lack of inspiration...it was as tho my muse had gone on a holidae... which in any case, my life cudnt be more mundane den it oreadi is...heh. ya, i noe...excuses, excuses...bt instead, ill be edittin pictures la, watchin youtube la, online shoppin la, chattin la...wen actuali i cud blog...heh. nvm, like ive said earlier...we'll c hw far tis cud go...*grins*

on da otha hand, is bcoz im bz wit dance trainings...yes, i noe...tis is not sumthang new...heh. im involve in PS production again tis yr...so tat means, ill hav much lesser tyme to devote to bloggin ok pple...

well, thangs hav been pretty much challengin for me...wit da tiring werk n dance trainings...da stressful moments me n bf were facin durin da paz few months...ohh dear, oni God noes wt reli happened...bt i noe, no matter wat...it is him ill turn to...hopefuli, for nw, tmr, da dae afta n till da veri end...Insyallah, amin...=)

short getaway to KL laz month wit famili was superbly fun! i m reali lookin forwerd to those pre-plans of havin more getaways wit anyone! ohhh...pls, cum quick!!

ok, all tis pretty much sums up my great dae...errr, no correction...great period...heh. will hope tis itchy finger of mine will stick to regular bloggin in future...so, ill cud get y'all updated wit storeys, pictures n more pictures! well, lets nt make it a promise...*grins* im scared ill disappoint u pple later...heh.

ok, till my veri upcumin post...toodles! hav a great dae y'all!

2008-03-26T13:21:00.000+08:00

it has been a crazy-bizzy period these past few months...no time for a blog post in eons...but da big stuff is slowly winding dwn n hopefuli ill be able to start gettin back to my daily lyfe n da fun stuff, like creatin new blogskin, blog postin n actuali gettin out of da house for sum gerl tyme! ive seriously neglected my lil blog as part of it is bcoz of da ongoin rough ride im facin tats givin me da "blahs"...tho we actuali hav done quite a bit of solvin to it...*bleargh!* but yeah, its nt as easy as u tink...

on da otha hand is tat i cant reali point to any one particular ting tat has caused tis poor blog to be neglected...perhaps its da fact tat ive five daes of those borin normal routine! werkin tat is! arrrgh! more public hols plssssss...those annual leaves arent enuff for me...i need a long leave frm werk...a short getaway for me mayb? oh yess pls...but where to? cipah n ayu will b goin to bangkok end of tis week...yeah, w/o me! hmph! ill make sure dey wun mis me out da nxt tyme dey plan to...grrr...i feel kinda frustrated n juz wana get tis blog entry over...cn? korang tk syg aku seyy!!!!

well, ive missed postin those bdae wishes here on da actual dae...n tho i noe its kinda late oreadi...bt no harm wishin dem again ryte? its da thot tat counts afterall...heh. hapi2 blated bdae to my lovelies...parents, cipah, nad gong, zila, bf...i loooovee yall giler babi punye laahhhh! kla, tis post gotta go! ill try my v best to kip tis blog goin like wat ive used to...insyallah, no promises ok...heh. till here den, toodles!

2008-02-19T14:25:00.000+08:00

ok, lets get it all started again afta ive been gone frm bloggin for quite sumtyme...heh. ferst thang ferst, HAPPY 21ST TO ME! heh. (read: 14th January, Mondae) hw ive spent it? nuthang much as it was on a werkin dae...n yes, i was werkin my ass off in da office...0_o

anotha year older...oh dear! yeah, sum pple may luk at da 21st bdae as a key to everithang...finali bein an unrestricted adult...bt its more to loike da feelin of once u turned 21, da more u feel tat ure gettin 30 real soon...heh. u noe, tat kinda feelin...*smacks forehead* ok, altho i nvr reali gt to celebrate my 21st bdae in a manner which otha pple hav celebrated...i reali appreciate da wishesss n giftsss frm each of yall...=D

a mini surprise frm my dian lovelies.

a red earth make up kit from nana n wani. yey!

abg got me flowers la! n yes, da cake as well. *loves*

pink rose n chocz frm rossy! tankie darlin.

tankiu abg!

da diy huge card frm them.
made by: iffah.
it was on my bed afta i got back frm werk. aww..
see tat bigger bouquet of flowers? i carried tat all da wae frm werk. yes, tat bf sent dem to my werk plc till ever1 sees it.
frm bf. nike watch. =))
GUESS handbag. frm bf too. *senyum makin lebar izzah*
my motha said he was rather creative in all tis thangs. mcm tangan perempuan! hehe.
hahaha! tanx da babes! suke ok! frm cipah, ayu, dee, kak syikin. n yes, nt forgettin zila's blue heels she got me! da pakai, lupe nk snap! hehe!
me n cuzz, adan.
bdae dinner wit famili at chaichee seafood.
tankiu all.

26th jan...finali, we've mit again...my ite NITEC frens! imah, nana, irah n abby! it was a get-back-togetha session for da 4 of us tat dae...da laughters we usuali had...misses! da veri yellow-minded imah...da veri kecoh irah...da veri shy2 nana...n lazly me, da laughin queen! ohh, i soo miss tat...

syg, rindu korang. our crazy selves.
da besar sume satu2.
n our bfs tagged along too.

1st feb...sum1 turned 26th! n tat sum1 is sum1 hu is veri imptant in my life...Abg Yazid! yes, gettin older n rounder i shud sae...oops! sowie abg! *dush! perotnyer* Dian pple did sumthang great for him on his 26th! sumtin which we hope he'll treasure...more to cum...insyallah...we love u abg!

*pics at abg's mult.*

well, Dian? usual pracs for us...we'll b havin tis performance for Atrika n PS middle of da year...n yes, most likely, Dian will b puttin up an annual performance as well...cant wait! whereas for werk...oh dear! im draggin myself to there ok! i wana luk for sumtin which i like or sumtin which doesnt bore me...im ok wit da job scope im havin ryte nw...its just bout da pple there...sigh. if dey're ok, i mite stay there...reali...arrgh! wth.

niwaes, i got tis wit my own $$...finali...ok bye.

2008-01-06T10:07:00.000+08:00

HAPI NEW YEAR, everibodi! i noe its oreadi da 5th dae of 2008...yeah, im late! i reali dun noe how 2008 will be better...tis is kinda weird phenomenon...i dun tink ive ever not looked forwerd to startin a new year...2007 was wonderful...but nt as wonderful for me n fiq...it was kinda hard for us esp wen we stepped into da werkin life...so, u noe...misunderstandings here n there...despite all tat, we've got thru all...Alhamdulillah! great thangs has happened n sum fruitfull lesson learned in our everidae lyfe...

new year's resolution? save money n stop spendin on those lovely apparels! *blush* tat bf hav been remindin me again n again...bt still, no jalan...heh. ok, will do once im done wit my bedroom thangs...Insyallah...

oh yeah, 1st january 2008...marks our 3rd year annniversary...i noe wit da problems we faced, da last thang we shud do is to fight...but in all da trials tat we hav encountered, i blieve tat it will owaes make us stronger...ryte? =) so hopefuli, tis year will be a better year for us...same goes for da years to cum...Insyallah...

ok, enuf bout me n tat bf...hw bout pics nw? oh dear, better nt...coz it prolly takes me nearly a dae to finiz uploadin all...ok, 9 more daes to my bdae...heh. anotha year older...geesh! so izzah, better start savin n be a loyal n good housewife in 3-4 years to cum...wth. 0_o ok, bye!

2007-12-20T13:21:00.000+08:00

year-end, reali givin a big headache...havnt been able to post for a bit as i was busy wit werk n all...despite of havin a good holidae, im under a great pressure instead...bleargh! yeah, wit da werkload im havin ryte nw in da ofis...i juz cnt make my mind free frm all those werk even on weekends! kept tinkin bout it...omg! tis isnt ryte ok...0_o

ok2, shall put tat aside...nw, im soo lookin forwerd to tmr...raya, raya, raya! heh. bt da sad thang is, fri...back to werk! sian ah! aku yg sambot raya, si hamlau-hamlau yg laen yg g amek leave...pantat! nvm, ill try clear up my stuffs b4 i go for my leave on da ferst week of january! yey! cnt wait! sukeeerrr! furthermore, it'll b on our 3rd year anniversary! a week of celebration mayb? hahaha!

ow yeah, my so-called year-end company party laz week was ok...lucky i hav those gerls...if nt, it'll be a super borin nyte for me!

Dian's 5th anniversary...it was our ferst tyme celebratin it...syg sumernye!

Dian's BBQ at pasiris...super fun! kampong theme...haha! nk lagik! nxt chalet, mesti!

da nxt dae, weddin ceremony on dad's side...

kla, till my nxt post...n do u pple hav any idea on wt shud i gv tat bf of mine for our 3rd yr? help! 0_o

2007-12-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

ok, im back again...tis tyme round, i hav da whole dae to myself...tis is bcoz im down wit flu! dry cough, runnin nose...ohhh...sheesh! rimas! guez its bcoz of da cold n wet weatha tis few weeks la...cnt blame it...apparently, Iffah juz recover frm her flu too...tot of juz draggin myself to werk todae...bt i cnt stand da bad cough im havin la...veri bad till ull gt to hear a "kongkong!" sound...u noe, loike if u hit a metal thang it will cum out tat "kong! kong!" sound...da vibratin sound...argh! nvm...heh.

tmr, my company will b havin an annual dinner sumwhere ard millenia walk...n da theme is, Superstar Nyte...dressin up loike ur idol...be it loike, Elvis Presley...Marlyn Monroe...or huever la...bt i cant seem to tink of ani1...bt its nt a must tat u nid to cum dwn wit all da dressin up of ur idol tingy...so yeah, i prolly b cumin dwn wit juz a simple top n pants...furthermore, im nt in a mood to dress up or wat la...wit tis kinda condition, i mite be ruinin da program wit tat "kongkong!" sound...n my nose is goin to drop...veri soon! i hav lost count of da packets of tissue ive used up...so freakin terrible...ohh dear! 0_o

aniwae, here r sum updates on wat i did...

1st Dec, a weddin show held at Tampines...it was a kinda laz min ting actuali...we didnt gt to prepare much wit da prac n all...nevertheless, we did juz fine...n ow yes, it was our 2yrs 11mths too tat dae...=)

da nxt dae, 2nd Dec...we went zoo-ing da whole afternoon! me, Iffah, my mom n Fiq...Izir was supposed to tag along too actuali...bt he wasnt feelin gd tat dae, so he gav it a missed...my dad? hmm, it takes eons for u to see him goin out wit us as a fam...sigh. so, it was a 2nd outin for tat bf of mine...as in mitin up wit my fam members...see, i told u it takes tyme...i noe wat im doin...loads of patience is wat u nid...i noe my parents more den u do...so, there u go...finali, dey sumhow noe tat u, me...hav tat bgr tingy goin on...=)

ok bye!

2007-11-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

so, sadly... postin to my poor lil neglected blog has been lower on da priority tis mnth...but, tats nt to sae tat im givin up on it at all...i fully intend to gt caught up on postin bout several thangs tat hav happened over da paz few weeks...n stayin a tiny bit more up to date in the future...but its loike ive been bz nowadaes...bz searchin for free tyme afta werk or afta spendin my precious tyme outside wit love ones...heh. so, nt tat im neglectin tis blog totalli...=)

so, wt ive been up to lately? hmm, mayb i juz prolly upload picz n sae few werds on da recent event tat ive njoyed most ok...so, here goes...

11th Nov,

irah, nana n me.

ow tat bf. ill make sure he wear tis wae more often. hahahahahahha!

Azza n her husband. irah, me, nana n filzah.

Azza's BIG dae! ryte nw, i still feel sort of a lump in my throat tat she's married...yes, married! my veri ferst ITE mate to gt settled dwn! ALERT! heh. one down, bt there r still more to go...hahaha!

16th Nov,

kak syikin!

abgku!

openin dance frm snt.

DK frm Nira.

contemporary dance frm snt.

DK frm panji.

Dayah's n Naqiah's fam were there too.

Cipah!

oops! aku tk tau sape amek ni gmbr sampai kesian kepale lelaki kat blakang tu.

hahahahaha! nw tis pretty much sums up my great dae.

yey! izzah da pandai draw kn eyebrows org!

TP's PENTAS! Cipah, despite da lil hiccups here n there...u n da grp, did great up there! n sayer suke da contemp's suit! n yes, nt forgettin to my cuzzies hu were in da DK's grp...Dayah, Naqiah n Ina...go seni saner-sini! hahaha!

18th Nov,

she's a hapi2 gerl. wit da sisters. ayu n rosy.

nw tis were da surprise. =)

for those hu knows y i called it a surprise, u all be hapi to hear tis kn? =) suke!

=)

izir! faster, ord ley. heh.

ily.

thnx for evrithang mama! love2!

laz pic for tat nyte.

hapi 20th bdae dear sister! hmph, she juz turned 20 while ill b turnin 21 ferst mnth of nxt yr...argh! Insyallah...ok, hope u loike all da surprises we did for u...may all ur dreams cum true yeah! love2!

ok gosh, i miss tat bf...bye.

2007-11-05T02:02:00.000+08:00

hapi blated 2yrs 10mths dear bf (read: 1 nov 07)...cnt wait for our 3yrs soon...tho ure such a pain in da ass, thighs, feet, head, shoulders n so forth...but i still love u nonetheless =)

2007-10-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

n so, Dian Raya outin laz saturdae was wae, wae njoyable den i was xpected...despite da argument i had wit bf tat nyte, i still njoy myself wit da othaz...m nt gona spoil my dae juz bcoz of da minor thangs he's nt hapi bout ryte? so yeah...we covered 12 cribs in total...frm "10.30" in da mornin til midnyte...wit da singin session in da bus, camwhorin, video clippin...lovely. n ow, nt forgettin da tyme of forgivin n sharin wit each otha at Abg's plc (da laz hse for tat nyte)...WE CRIED!! yes, each of us did...hahahaha! it was a memorable dae for us...our veri ferst forgivin session wit each otha...touched. lookin forwerd to da nxt raya togetha...=)

bnyk punye 10.30. hahaha!

Abg Busu's plc. da gerls.

at Hady's.

at Ayu's.

mine.

-_-

syg die ok. dpt duit raya gik frm her. hahaha! korang tk dpt!! bluek!!

da start.

kak mona, me n kak syiqin.

kak mona's.

ure a pain in da ass, bt ilu ok. =)

at Dee's.

kak syiqin's.

saye suke bilik awak k kak syiqin.

love.

at syasya's.

at nadia moley's.

den da nxt dae, had tis raya show at Jln Besar c.c...i duno wat got into me wen it cums to Gempak ok...eee geram! n Cipah, hidung sayer lawar ok yest...hidung ayu pon, pasal aku yg buat kan...yey! hahaha!

manis manis lebaran.

da gerls.

gempak zafana.

da gerls.

tk sopan btol!

heh.

kla, tats all for nw...will update tis blog again wen i feel loike to ok...till here den, outz!

2007-10-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

ferstly...im sowie for neglectin tis blog for loike few weeks or so...since Hari Raya has officialli begun, ill juz upload sum picz here la eh...m too tired to type watever ive planned to...heh. meanin, im lazy la...*grinz*

well dun b to xcited, ill b puttin up few of da raya picz oni...heh.

Ist Dae of Raya

at my plc, b4 movin off.

wit my mama.

iffah.

at my granny's plc (Dayah's plc). dad's side.

wit nenek.

wit da bdk2.

ok guys, here's where i gt all da dirty ideas frm. yeah, my mom. 0_o

at my otha granny's plc. my mom's side. da ones i missed most. nt all were there yet.

ok, bye2 for da 1st dae.

2nd dae of Raya wit Dad's side.

1st hse. my plc. at 10am. da makciks2.

da pakciks2.

da anak2 dara. haha.

da bujangs.

2nd hse. bt at da end of da dae, we covered 11 plces wit 6 cars. oh! im a hapi gerl.

us.

guez hu'll gt married 1st. Dayah!!!!! cnfirm!!!!!

yes2, Dayah!! hahahaha.

bergaya ajer!

couple2 la konon.

ok, bye2 2nd dae.

well for todae, my fam n i covered 7hses...n nw, im shagged...totali...i nid my bed ryte afta i end tis entry...lucky, i took leaves for laz fri, todae n tmr...suker!! heh. den bk to werk on wed...tk suker!! argh!! kla, till my nxt post...outz!

2007-10-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

currently listenin to Ria...juz wana listen to raya songs...hahahaha! kn meriah gitu! hahahaha! ferstly i apologize to al of u whose blogs i hav nt had da chance to visit recently...i noe tat i m horribly behind n i do apologize sincerely ya...btwn da spendin of tyme wit bf/famili n havin to werk, bloggin had to be put aside tis paz few days...bt juz giv me a lil longer n im sure ill start to hav my blabberin symptoms back! heh.

bt since im here, juz wana share wit ya shortly wat hav been up tis paz few daes...laz week, afta werk...went to brk fast at tis Sakura buffet at Clementi wit bf...ow gosh! i love da food there...esp da mussels! ow lovely! bt unfortunately, sumthang happen afta tat wondaful mussels i had...heh. den end of laz week afta werk, we went there again...bt tis tyme togetha wit his sec skool frenz...apparently, we didnt njoy da food as much as we did b4...coz dey had sum slight changes on da menu...bleargh! o_0

so hws ur raya preparation yall? im kinda xcited actuali...prolly bcoz my raya suits r readi to giv it a pose! heh. ive yet to luk for sum accessories to go wit it...yey! n my motha felt bit relieve tis yr round as i cud nw pay or get my thangs on my own...=) c, there's owaes a sayin tat "biar susah2 skrg, senang2 kemudian" ceyybah! hahaha! dunweri k ma...*hugs*

niwaes, hapi 2yrs 9mths dear bf... =)

2007-09-20T12:53:00.000+08:00

i took a break frm werk n computers laz fridae plus da weekends, i had 3 daes of well planned break, which was to sleep...heh. n todae, im havin my seasonal sickness n m awarded to 2 daes of MC...thnx to da flu la eh...bleargh! i had prescriptions of cures for flu n heat n cough u noe...therefore, im sure worth tis MC...n i shud rest my body n hav sum good old sleep n plenty of water, n yes...lots of dem!! as usual la, my motha hav been blamin on my super hectic trainings i had for da paz few weeks...aiyoo!! cant complain much, coz ill definitely will gt arrowed back...so beta nt...hah.

laz weekend was spent on da fringe trainings n show...n of coz, i reali had a great tyme la...shall nt blabber on any further...so here r da pics...

Raya Fringe at Taman.

us, dancin Sireh pinang.

cipah, ayu, me n nadia.

ayu n me.

kak syikin dancin Pelita.

abg yazid dancin masri.

cipah n me.

Sireh Pinang.

Zapin Budi wit Khairul singin.

Pelita.

Endang singin.
Masri.

ape ayu? kite feelin stewardess kat sini? hahaha! ok da start.
gerls, picz will be up soon. sowie!

2007-09-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

here r sum picz on Dian's Hari Raya Light Up at Kampong Glam laz Sundae...i had fun! anotha fringe show at Kampong Glam tis cumin Sundae...

Kak Syikin, Iffah n i.
Cipah, Iffah n i.
Abg Rizal, Iffah n i.
Abg Yazid, Iffah n i. Abg aku ni npk kurus eh kat sini. =)
here we go!
Tini frm Atrika.
Abg Izwan n i.
Gempak Zafana.
owaes.
rehearsal.
gelek!
yey! part ni aku nk terjatoh eh ok bye.

niwaes, slamat berpuasa to all da Muslims! dan tadi sungguh memalu kan ok pasal mkn roti kat ofis pastu ade lelaki frm IT department nampak! arrrgh! aku uzur bodoh! nxt week cnfirm tutop muke pakai plastic! ok bye! 0_O

2007-09-09T03:42:00.000+08:00

it starts wit crampin juz below da abdomen tat slowly travels upwerd n takes over my entire mid-section...arrrgh! yes, PMS...n c'mon its a sat...i wana go out! but tis thang reali irritates me at tis point of tyme...slp? chocz? nah...juz a warm hug will do for nw...=)

ok bye!

ps: Dee, if ure readin tis...org giler je kejer on sat! hahahaha! ni akibat nye kacau org slalu...hahaha!

2007-09-02T02:19:00.000+08:00

i used to spend almost my entire week bloggin n suddenly im havin trouble bein able to focus in n read a given post...so my apologies if uve been desperately waitin for sum news from me kan...hahaha! n hav been silently cursin me for nt updatin tis blog more often...ive been pretty tied up wit werk n dance trainings tis paz few weeks la...

ferstly, i had to stay back late for sum packin of stuffs afta office hours...our company is havin a major revamp tat our dept hav to shift to level 39...a level higher...hah. one thang great is tat ill b havin a new view near to da glass window...bt on da otha hand, da new bunch of sittin arrangement sucks! argh! nvm, will get use to it one dae...hopefuli...

while for Dian, otha den havin fun...we're bein pushed for more n more trainings as we'll b performin for one of Suria's big event tis cumin weekend...da Hari Raya Lite Up...of coz im xcited! but at da same tyme im nt tat readi...sharks! tolooong! tmr nyte, we'll b havin a full dress rehearsal...n im nt sure whetha i cn do it well...my body is too shagged...wit da werk, packin n shiftin of thangs, trainings...ow gosh!

ok, let's nt make myself stressed up...tis new thang hav been cheerin me up since tat dae...*giggles*

n ow yeah, hapi 2yrs 8mnths =)

2007-08-14T10:47:00.000+08:00

ow yeah, to those hu tinks werk has been an ass tis few months n juz wen u thot slittin those wrists was a good idea, da Rush Hour 3 movie cums along to brighten ur dae...hahahaha! reali! da movie was a barrel of laughs...da dialogue was brilliant n da action too, of coz...nt forgettin da bloopers at da end of da show...hahaha! n did i mentioned tat i love da common occurrence of bumpin into pple? especialli those whom i desparateli wana mit...my ITE frens! n yes! Ogy, finali gotta bump onto ur boobs! hahaha! n hw silly we r tat dae till we forgt to snap sum picz of us...argh! sucha waste...

n yeah, we had a perfectly lovely weekend...thnx dear bf =)