Tuesday, August 30, 2005, 1:10 PM
manz...todae was a borin dae at skool...
sleepy!! cnt digest wat Ms Lee taught...started on a new topic..."Bank Reconciliation"
*yawn!*
she asked whether we undastand or not, we nodded...
padehal, padehal...haha!!
sumore, there'll be CA2 tmr...on business...revised lil bit oni on chapterz 1-3...
4 more chapterz to go...*yawn*
reached home at 3+, mandi...watched mtv for awhile...den had a short nap...
talked wit Ayn on da fon juz now...afta watchin Anugerah...huh!! mepek dis year nye!!
waste my tyme watchin tat programme...*eyesrollin*
still waitin 4 his kol, tapi npk nye senyap jer...guess he's tired or sumthang...itz okie...
let him rez...kesian die...
kla, hav to continue revisin my werk...insyallah sok paper ok ah...amin...
outzz!! nytezz!!
Sunday, August 28, 2005, 4:08 PM
haiz...
itz been quite awhile since i laz update my blog...
wat wrong wit my comp??
tk kesian kn aku ke??
haiz...
ape la salah aku kat ko??
nk kate aku pakai ko slalu, tk la...*sobsob*
haha...k2, cut my crapz...
went to train at yck c.c juz now...
finiz ard 5+, den went to town wit Abg, Habariah n her matair, Ashrin...
haha...it waz fun...but too bad Fiq cnt follow us as he'll be bookin at nyte...
kesian die...but kesian me oso...
walked alone moz of da tyme at town...*sobsob*
Abg wit Kak Yaya...miss her man...saw her at far east while we were looking for handphone for Ashrin...
we miss one more person tat we usuali hang out wit...Zila...
haiz...
as she's havin performance for Sri Warisan...
laz Wed, went to east coast wit my klazmates...
k, kinda pathetic...
sowie gerlz...2 org gik tkpat ikot same...
den me, hav to go off at 5+ as i hav to go to cck to meet Abg for a meetin at duno wat c.c...
all da wae to cck end up tk jadi...haiz...
tkperla, sorng gik balek...kla, tink i'll stop here for now...
outzz...
Wednesday, August 24, 2005, 8:14 AM
boring seyyy!!
1 week holidae but nvr do anitin...yeah2 i noe...im not suppose to enjoy myself during dis 1 week...
im suppose to revise on business units 1 to 7...*yawn*
there'll be CA1 wen skool reopens...
do da hmwk tat hav been given....*more yawn*
lookin forward to tmrs' outin...will be havin a small picnic wit da gerlz of ISA at ECP...heh.
now, i'll be juz laying n rotting at home alone...
Iffah went wit her frenz....i wana join... heh. tk malu sak Izzah...
nola, juz kiddin...manz....im so bored!!
atleast i need sum1 to hang out wit....
haizz....
kla, wana check out wat i can do to get rid of dis boredom...
haizz....
outzz!!
Monday, August 22, 2005, 2:54 PM
went to mit Abg, Habariah n Ayn at Chinatown yesterdae...
Zila, cnt join us as she's havin SriWarisan's anniversary celebration or sumthang...
as usual, im da 1st to reach...*eyesrollin* heh. den Abg...
Habariah n Ayn will be late...while waitin for them, me n Abg went to KFC...
haha...sempat kn...isi perot kite dulu sementara tunggu yg laen...
at laz got to mit Ayn gile...haha...miss her la...
kite jln2 kat Chinatown, lookin 4 da accessories 4 Dian...
tk dpt pun, end up...jln2, amek gambr...heh. i loike...
den walked frm Chinatown all da wae to City Hall...
amazing kan...Habariah, ko nk kurus kn badankn? k, dis is da tyme 4 u to exercise...*winkz*
walked passed Clarke Quay, took lotz of picz there...
haha!! it waz reali fun...reali...dgn Abgnye uat klakar, wit Habariah's n Ayn's laughter...
reali enjoy my dae wit u guyz....i loike!!heh.
Zila, u missed da fun...*bluek!*
tkpe, we'll make another dae wit u k darlinz...*winkwink*
ard 6+, Abg had to go off oreadi...went to watched DimSum Dollies wit his Aunt....
so, tinggal kite2 jer...da gerlz....jln2 kat Suntec, Citilink...
den went to eat at Long John Silver at Penin...
eerrrgghhh!! tk tenteram seyy kite nk mkn afta dis grp of guyz came in...
sat beside us, n distrb us...*eyesrollin* so irritating!!
at one point, they wanted to ask for our numbers, den Habariah, Ayn n me...
started talkin bout our individual boyfrens...hahaha...
quickly finiz our food, den jln...
i cnt mit him yesterdae as he's helpin out wit da Kolam Ayer C.C performance tingy thang...
but itz ok, met him for awhile juz now b4...=)
i love u dear...heh.
kla, tink i'll stop here...outzz!!
Saturday, August 20, 2005, 1:10 PM
yeshhh!!
he's bookin out oreadi...hehe...he gav me a miss kol tadi, but cnt return back his kol...
as my mother is usin da fon...haiyaa...cepat kit k...heh.
but to bad, his battery runnin low...so i'll juz wait 4 his mzg wen he reach home later jer la...
talked to Abg n Habariah juz now...plan bout tmr...
Abg tot of goin to Chinatown n Arab St 4 window shoppin...wana look for Dian's new accessories...
meetin them at 1pm at Chinatown tmr...
asked Ayn along too, but duno whether she wana follow or not...
miss her la...especially her craziness...not lyke otha pple, cnnt take joke...
she's reali an easygoin person...take thangz slow n easy jer...relek...
but, dun test her patience...*ahackz*
kite la same2 kutuk2 org...heh. not all da tyme ah...n not to all pple...
oni those we tink tat deserve to be criticised...heh.
so, dun tink tat we're bad...we're juz havin fun...
but as if othaz dun do tat too...dun u tink so? *eyesrollin*
had our Mock Test juz now...gosh!!
might as well dun call it a Mock Test seyy...after doin da test for 1 hr, we went thru da answers
together...wat da f***!!
uat penat org blajar, beh tk kire marks seyy...oni da multiplechoice...errgghh!!
relax izzah!!
kla, till here den...hav to wait for his kol...*winkz*
outzz!!
Thursday, August 18, 2005, 1:00 PM

haizz...termenung jauh npk...
, 12:59 PM
slept at 2am bcoz of dis laz minit Mock Test we'll be "havin"...okla, cnt get moz of it in my head...heh. cnt seem to concentrate...duno watz runnin in thru my mind...
"wat i wana do afta skool?",
"wat i wana eat during lunch?",
"him?",
"my mother?",
"da computer?"....haha!!
dream izzah!! dream!! haiz...
we were released 15minz earlier afta SW...as we will be havin da test at da nxt hr...lesson start at 10.15, she came at 10.30...
mansz...we were lyke tellin each otha dat if dis Mrs Quek still gonna giv us da test, we juz duno wat to sae...yala, lesson ends at 11.15...she's late, n we'll be havin it less den an hour...not enuff tyme seeyy...if we dun do well in dis test, den she'll start her common phrase...
"nooot goooood at all"...tatz wat we'll always hear frm her...bla, bla, bla...
end up, she said tat she'll be givin us da test tmr...
eerrrgghh!! but good la...heh. den nxt lesson, Nurul pendek told me tat da test will be on Fri..
.aiyooo!! ner satu ni?? tkpe, to be safe...blajar jer gik...loike real oni Izzah!! haha...limit2, juz flip da pages jer...heh.cam tk biase...hahaha!!
yesh!! cnt wait for da 1wk holidae nxt week...woohoo!! more outingz cumin up...hopefuli...heh.
kla, till here den, outzz!!
Wednesday, August 17, 2005, 12:24 AM
mondae, afta skool took train wit Ct...nk sampai uma cepat nye pasal...heh.
had my quick shower, den got changed...miting Ct at Somerset 5pm...
saw da give-aways of da samples of Carolina Hererra n Dunhill perfumes...
ape lagi, kite amek ah kat Centrepoint nye Robinson n Tangs...da terlanjur...heh.
benda free, grab ah...heh. but itz a guyz perfume...
buang mase la...but nvm, can giv it to my Fiq...
den, jln2 jap kat Cineleisure, Heeren...ard 8 kite cabot...
hmwk accountin nye pasal, kene lek cepat...heh.
da kat uma, ler nk start uat hmwk, mcm malaz...
end up, tk uat seyy...izzah, izzah...haiz...
tadi kat skola, tyme lunch ru uat...haha...
den, reached home at 8+...ade tarian nari...
went to KFC wit Habariah, abg, Zila n Iffah...mkn jap...
eerrrgghhh!! laz minit sak tu Mrs Quek...nk kasi kite Mock exam sok...
units 1-7...ntah leh cope ke tk...
she tot of giving us units 1-7 nye notes tmr, tapi nk adekn exam tu sok gak...
mane leh gini...luckily, Iffah has da notes...so, i can juz refer to tat je...
got to talk to him for awhile jer tadi...haiz...
missin him oreadi, loike alwayz...heh.
kla, tink i'll stop here...got to continue revising my werk...
outzz pple!!
Monday, August 15, 2005, 6:01 AM
hey!!
supposed to go out wit Habariah n Zila sume yesterdae...
den, Habariah demam lak...Zila, laz minit ade Warisan nye show...haiz...
terpaksela kuar laen hari...bile gaknye eh? *eyesrollin* heh.
gerlz, do make urselves free one dae...k? plz...
unlez u gerlz dunwana go out ah...haha...tapi korang gak yg plan, end up...habuk pun tkder!! aiyoo...kuar k? kuar k? =)
but went out wit him yesterdae wit his frenz, Hanafe, Huda n Faizal...
met them at Bugis...ard 2+, 3...den, watched Da Maid wit them...
waduuhh!! cite ni bynk kali uat org terperanjat seeyy!!though da story waz not tat scary...
kept covering my eyes...heh. n Faizal saw me doin tat seyy...paiseeyy!! *bluek!*
afta tat, went to Esplanade...there's a hiphop performance at da riverside...
saw Dayah n her fren...sape jer eh? hehehe...
den went to Lau Pa Sat (duno whether it's a correct spelling or not) heh.
okla, had fun yesterdae...cam biase, keje aku ketawe jer...heh.kesian Fiq, asek kene bully jer dgn kwn2 die...haha...tula, slalu bully org...kn da kene bully lek...*winkz*
gosh!! i almoz forgt tat there'll be bussiness test on units 6&7 tmr seyy...tkpe, jap gik ru blaja...heh. cam tk biase lak, laz minit ni sume...*bluek!*kla, tink i'll stop here...outzz!!
Saturday, August 13, 2005, 12:53 PM
BORED!! SLEEPY!! BORED!! SLEEPY!!
haiz...i was so sleepy todae...*yawn*
kept yawning in klaz...heh. ermm...da klaz was silent for da first half of da dae...
i was not in a good mood actuali...kinda pissed off wit sumthang b4 i go off to skool...
beta not mention...haiz...n more haiz...bla, bla, bla...
but we were back to our ownselves afta we had our lunch...heh. kecoh as usual...
finiz skool at 2pm todae...took 55 togetha wit Ct, den we fell asleep in da buz...
naseb baek kite tk terlajak...hahaha...reached home, n received a mzg frm my mother...
askin me to fetch her frm werk todae...so, ard 6+ i went off to her werk place...
been waitin 4 Habariah's mzg bout tmr...they plan to go to swimming at Jurong...
ntahla, die...sampai skrg lum reply2...haiz...
told my mother bout my ex-sec skool mate talk shit to sum1 bout me...
tatz y, i hate my sec skool life!! hate da people there!! i mean, da "frenz"...
unlyke, Mona, Nurul, Ebrahim n Raudziah...they r da ones hu have da matured tinkin bout otha pple...da othaz, guess they need more tyme in skool to make their brain function smoothly!!
reali make my life difficult n hard...nvr appreciate da name of "frenship"...
eerrrggghh!! oni Suhaila n Raudziah knew how i felt at tat tyme...reali upset me...
for now, im reali reali glad to have frenz hu r more matured...reali treasure da tyme wit da ITE frenzzzz (2004 till now) n not forgettin my gerl, Su...my Fiq...happy to hav u pple in my life...=)
n tatz y i wana make more new frenz...menyesal luangkan mase dgn bdk2 sec skool...coz, they dun appreciate a thang we did...dissappointing huh...haizz....
kla, tink i'll stop here for now...outzz!!
Thursday, August 11, 2005, 2:04 PM
had a short dae at skool todae...9.15-1.15pm...n tmr too...tat'll be frm 11.15-3.15pm...weee!!
got back our C.A.1 accounting paper...yesh!! got an A for tat paper...Alhamdulillah...amin...
dis fridae there'll be a klaz test on petty cash book n cash book...hope itz not tat difficult ah...
nearly a quarter of da pple in da klaz didnt turn up...still havin da NDP fever ah...
or maybe they r busy cleanin up da Padang...heh. kesian...rajin pulak tu...
gee!! my stomach kept givin me problem at skool...till i had no appetite to eat...
but i still had my lunch though it hurts...duno y...maybe itz cumin oreadi...heh.
da tyme of da month i guess...heh.
had a short nap juz now...n now, cnt seem to fall asleep...though itz oni 11pm, i reali treasure my sleepin hourz u noe...so precious to me...heh. *bluek!* stop all da crapz izzah!! hahaha...
kla, b4 i start...i tink i shud stop now...b4 it gets worse...heh.
outzz!!
, 12:32 PM

nila anak2 terbiar kat town...kesian...hahaha!!

exhausted atfa da show...
Wednesday, August 10, 2005, 2:40 AM
gosh!! yest morning had to wake at 4+...muz reach skool at 6...
afta da show, we had sum lil prac 4 da upcumin show dat will be on da 14th n 16th of Sept...
den, ard 12+ habariah, zila, iffah, abg n i went to kampung to return all da coztumes...
went to Singapore Post...ate at Long John...gosh!! we were very hungry at tat tyme...
waited for Ct's mzg...gonna meet them at town...so, ard 2+ we went off to take da train...
i waz shocked to c oni Ct, nurul tinggi n Rehan there...ended up, oni da four of uz...
da othaz, cnt make it...went to marina square after tat...played pool wit them...hahhaha!!
i duno how to play so they taught me to play...den Sally came...wee!! waoh!! she's da pro...
actuali they said there'll be fire werkz later tat nite...tatz y we came down...hahaha
haha...den, went to meet my Fiq at Esplanade...he booked out ard 5+ den went straight home n got changed to meet me...heh. actuali kesiankn die...takot penat ke...den die kate die tk penat...so, okla...heh.
watched da rock n roll band at da riverside...aww!! loike da wae they dressed up...loike da 60's...they said tat da fire werks will start oni afta midnite..hahaha...my dear frenz, u all got da wrong info...hahaha!!
den, went straight home...i was kinda sleepy ah...yarla, ape tknye...bgn kul 4+...heh.
kla, i'll stop here 4 now...outzz!!
Monday, August 8, 2005, 9:15 AM
i miss him...
tatz all i can sae 4 now...got to meet him atlaz yesterdae...followed him for his kompang training...though we did nt spent much tyme together, but atleast i got to meet him...=)
tatz enuff 4 me...todae, went to parkway wit him...but, it seems so fast...miss da wae he made me laugh, smile...everythang...though tmr afternoon he'll be bookin out, but still itz not confirm whether i can meet him again or not...as he might be tired afta tat ryte...itz ok, i undastand...no weriz...n he have to return back to his camp on tuesdae...dis tyme he'll be back every weekend...hopefully...heh.
though we cnt spend much tyme together...it taught me to be more independent...=)
yeah2, gerlz tend to be emo...if they're lack of attention from their loved ones...heh.
but, nah...i undastand...dunwan him to tink tat im a childish...hu cnt accept watz goin on now...
i'll take thangz slow n easy...i wana prove it, not juz by sayin it...Insyallah...
duno whether im joinin da gerlz tmr afta da NDP concert or not...
maybe there'll be trainin, so...not sure yet...
if there's no trainin, moz prob i'll be joinin them ah...
n if he's nt tired, den i'll be meetin him ah...better still...heh.
hmmm...kla, tink tatz bout it...hav to pack da thangz 4 tmr's show...muz be in skool at 6am...haizz...k,outzz!!
Saturday, August 6, 2005, 11:26 AM
haiz...feelin lil feverish at skool juz now...mama fetched us frm skool...
hu cares if pple tease me...wat i noe, i love my mama...heh.
actuali, i prefer her to fetch me frm skool evrydae...but too bad, she cnt...kesian her oso...
but usuali after she fetched me frm skool, we would go otha places to hav our lunch or wat so ever...juz now, we tot of goin parkway...den, while we were in da train, we had a change of plan...we went to Bugis instead...heh. so da fickle minded...haiyoo...
so, had our lunch at Raffles Hospital's banquet...den saw Uncle Hamzah...hahaha...
he's funny...n i cnt deny tat...hahaha...though he may look crius at tymes...
he asked why we did not go 4 his big show da otha dae...da SriWana's anniversary...
den, at one point...alamak!! he asked me to join SriWana...hahaha...
thankz, but no thankz...schedule tight la...hahaha...*bluek!*
pas tu, g Arab St lak...g tgk kaen 4 Hari Raya...waduhh!! mata rambang sak tgk kaen ni sume...
so, tot of goin there on anotha dae...
been waitin 4 his mzg since dis afternoon...wonderin wen is he bookin out...haizz...
den, on our wae back home...received a miss kol frm him...weee!!
but cnt return back his kol as we're still in da bus...so, mzg him onila...
ok, now wana wait for his kol...so tink tatz bout it...chao!! outzz!!
Friday, August 5, 2005, 1:18 PM
reached home ard 8+ juz now...afta trainin, went to junction8's old chang kee...
hungry seeyyy...brushed up all da stepz wit da othaz...ok, now da juniors kinda hav da confidence 4 da cumin show...good2...
had 2hrz of free tyme at skool...so, went to eat at long john wit CT at junction8...
den, Sally mzg me askin where m i? CT n i were wonderin why she asked so...
maybe OA lesson cancel so wana join us...den we saw Nurul tinggi, Hana, Sally n Rehan walkin towardz long john...aikk!! wat r the othaz doin here seeyy??
den they told us tat their hair got caught by tat mangkok haram, mrs cheong!!
padehal, jorang nye rambot tkderla npk tinted sgt...errrgghh!!
aku rase sejak die kuar hospital ni, otak die meracau ah...hahaha!!
tink mrs heng da head of admin, will juz close one eye for these kind of hair kolor seeeyyy...
lebih2 lak si mangkok tu!!
den juz now, kesian tgk si Zila tu...haiz...ape nk jadi?? tunjuk kn yg kite pompan ni bkn kaum lemah!! k?? *winkz*
hope thangz will get beta now ah...insyallah...
yesh!! he's bookin out tmr!! reali miss him!!
now, hav to finiz up my accountingz hmwk b4 i go n visit my dreamland...heh.
k, outz!!
k?? "
Thursday, August 4, 2005, 5:03 AM
yesterdae was a tiring dae for me...mly dance training finiz bit late ah...wana finiz up da dance for laternye rehearsal...den juz now had our SW...den later have da NDP rehearsal sumore...
haiz...gonna b tired seeyyy...
iffah not cumin...her body n face sume kene rashes...dunno y...
tink bcoz she ate da lobster at Gurame da other dae...
kesian...haiz...leceh kalo ade allergic2 ni sume...
tmr there'll be training oso...wana brush up all da stepz b4 da actual dae...
stupid mrs cheong dun wan me in her OA klaz...
padehal, aku exempted sak...fuck her la!! bodoh!!
now hav to wait till 3pm in da access room...all alone...*sobsob*
aku pun tk ingin nk tgk muke die...mangkok haram btul!!
eee...nga geram ni!! eee...
gosh!! been missin him badly seyyy...
nvm, fri he's bookin out oreadi...yeh2!! hahaha...
kla, tink tatz all for now...outzz!!
Tuesday, August 2, 2005, 1:46 PM

at da expo, waitin for my mother to withdraw sum money at da atm machine...so, camera plz!!
, 8:12 AM
todae, will be our 7th mth anniversary...*winkz*
but too bad, he's in tekong...=( nah...itz wokey...
itz been a wonderful tyme havin u in my life...
makin me laugh, hapi all dis while...reali make me wana love u more...
awww...so mushy...*bluek!* heh.
but reali, i do...=) thankz dear...
though we still have a long wae to go...i noe...
Insyallah...we'll face all the upz n downz together...amin...
may we have hapi daez ahead, n may our probz be lil ones...*ahackz!*
do correct me if i were to do any mistakes...
do tell me if i were to hurt u...
coz wat i noe, is tat i wana grow old wit u...Insyallah...
tinkin bout da past, reali taught me a lesson...n dunwana repeat it...
lovin u n bein loved by u is all i owayz wanted...notin else...
k, till here den...outz!!
Love, Izzah.
Monday, August 1, 2005, 3:30 AM
woke up lil bit late dis mornin...ard 10+...heh.
slept at 2am...reached hm nearly 1am...went to Gurame at east coast...
den went to changi...wah!! bez ah...hav to make dis family outin often seyy...
took picz almoz everywhere...i loike!! heh.
reali njoy myself yesterdae...*smilez*
later goin to expo wit mama n iffah...duno wat they're havin there...
gosh!! i havnt revise my accountingz...tues is oreadi da C.A.1...so fast...errgghh!!
nvm, relax!! heh. havnt iron my skool uniform sumore...haiz...hw can i relax? ler...
dreamt bout makin new frenz...heh. yalar...reali wana make more new frenz...
new GERL frenz i mean...Suhaila, dun weri...watever it is, u're still in my heart k gerl...
no one can ever replace u...u undastand every part of me...
is juz tat i wana meet more different new/unique characterz of people...
dis is da tyme for me to learn from it, whether i shud improve or remove my good or bad characterz...*smilez* ryte??
for sure, i wana meet more new frenz wit a great sense of humour...who can make us laugh n happy all da tyme...n a shoulder to cry on wenever we hav probz...loike wat me n my bez fren r doin now...thankz Su!! i dun care whether dis person hated me b4, n now trying to be my fren...
we learn frm our mistakes ryte? so? u people r welcum...*smilez*
kla, tink i hav get change now...chao!! outzz!!