Tuesday, November 29, 2005, 3:48 PM
finiz skool at 3 todae, went to Junction8 for awhile wit Ct n Sally...den went straight home as i'll be goin out again to dinner at Hjh Maimunah wit da Siglap gerls n wit whoever have helped out for their SYF thingy thang...went to meet Abg Yazid at Haig Rd to take 51 frm there...den, Abg Izwan were there wit Abg Yazid too...ow yeah, he oso helped out wit da gerls on dat dae...gosh!! their teacher-in-charge was soo kind hearted to order lots of food for us...he even told us to inform him if it's not enuff for us, he cud order sum more...awww...how sweet...heh. i was shiverin while eatin...cnt stand da aircon...its too cold...i was loike sayin to myself, "how i wish da person cud juz lower down da temperature of da aricon"...cnt eat peacefully manz...afta we're done, went to Tamp wit dem...met Abg Amin there...he was wit his ex dancers...oopss!! i shudnt said tat ryte?? heh.
haizzz...im totali freakin fucked up...over sumthang...ooppss!! damn!! n yeah, i miss him loads!! n again, hate wen it cums to his "mood swing" haiyaaa...errrgghh!! hope he's fine...hmmm...
tmr, tarian prac as usual...finiz class at 5pm...damn!! hav to attend tarian prac though...kla, im totali out of werds oreadi...damn it!! ow yeah, Hapi Anniversary to Ct n Hafiz...may both of u be hapi in daes to cum...Insyallah, amin...outzz!!
at Hjh Maimunah
me, zila n Kak Bedah
feelin2 la kan...heh.
Monday, November 28, 2005, 5:37 AM
da worst thang i cud do is juz to lock myself in my room alone...saving all my point of views n probz to myself...though i noe i need sum1 to turn to n sum1 to listen to my needs...but, im too scared if dey might not accept it...but wen i did, there will be disagreements bout dis n bout dat...wtf!! cnt sae nitin much, its their point of views too...i respect dem loads!! but sumtymes, u juz need to ask urself whether u r doin da ryte thang or not...dis r da reasons y i prefer to juz keep thangs to myself, so i wont get othaz in trouble or makin life hard for dem...im bein myself everywhere i go n wit whoever im wit...i simply cnt explain da reasons y im loike dis...no 1's perfect, told ya before...im not bein selfish here, is juz tat i need tyme to undastand otha pple, n pple to undastand me...no worries *peace* but so far, Su n my motha were da oni ones hu undastand to wat im feelin ryte now...coz dey hav da same point of view as mine too...guess i hav da same characteristics as my motha wen cumz to feelins wise...hmmmm...
k2, hate to talk bout tat actuali...but i hav to...damn!! yest, went to meet him...=) den went to Town to meet Abg Yazid, Adeq n Zila there...cnt join dem for prac at c.c...sowie...heh. den went to Esplanade to watch da Pesta Raya...stayed there till 9.45...it was a good performance...n yeah, juz read Iffah's post bout Abg Amin, yeah...i totali agree...100%!! gosh!! my wisdom tooth is hurtin me badly...tot it was my ulcer which was givin me probz to eat peacefully...but its actuali dat bloody wisdom tooth...damn!! received an invitation frm da Siglap Sec teacher-in-charge of their Mly dance group...invited me to a dinner at Hjh Maimunah at Bugis...oni to those hu hav helped out for their SYF thingy thang...got a Gold la katekn...heeee...kla, guess dats bout it...outzz!!
Sunday, November 27, 2005, 2:40 AM
it was fun goin out wit dem yest...listenin to Yana's personal story...yeah, u shud take thangz very slowly...though it's hard for u...i noe...heh. took loads of picz wit dem...cam tk biase lak...hahaha!! hu ever wana be frenz wit me, muz learn to love takin picz...hahahha!! nah...is juz tat im a camera freak...heh. *cheese* cnt go for Dian prac todae, wana meet him...coz he's bookin out at 7pm todae...hope Abg undastand...heh. sowie Adeq, cnt be wit u for oni todae...but maybe meetin dem sumwhere afta i meet Fiq...so guess tats bout it...here are sum picz taken yest...
outzz!!
me n yana at BK
camera freakoz outside Paragon
three of us outside Wisma
Outside Tangs
me n Bad
me n my gerl, Su
me n him=)
Friday, November 25, 2005, 11:20 AM
was damn bored at skool juz now...first hour was wit Mr Liao...he'll be relievin our class for a month oni...mak oi!! slack abes seyy wit him...he's teachin in front, n sum of us didnt pay attention to wat he's talkin...as for me, i surf da net...taggin pple at their respective blogs...hahaha!! we did tat for 2 hours wit him...heh. nxt hour wit Mr Foong...LAGI slack!! *yawnz* till Fareha brought for us sweets so we wun go to sleep in class...hah!! thnx yeah!! but yet, sum of us did went to sleep...*giggles* cnt stand wit da wae Mr Foong teach n da wae he speaks...heeee...da gerls kept disturbin him but he will always hav dis sympathetic face dat we will not willing to see...hahah!! we were askin him to release us earlier for lunch coz my stomach kept growlin jer...heh. but he didnt...pantat!!
ok, received a msg frm him at 1am dis mornin...he's back frm his fieldcamp...weee!! talked to him on da fon afta i reached home from skool...he sound soo sick...kesian dear...n yeah, he's bookin out early tmr...so he cud join me n my frens to town...cnt wait!! *smiles* dunno if he missed me...heh. i miss him dearly...=( had been exactly 11daes...*sobsob* kla, i gtg now...lookin forwerd to tmr's outin wit da gerls...n not forgettin my dear...*winkz* outzz!!
Thursday, November 24, 2005, 11:22 AM
yest, didnt go to skool...had to perform for a Deeparaya show at Novena...heh. dey wanted four dancers to dance for dis event, but waz kinda shocked to see Kak Lenny too...itz bcoz Abg Izwan is oso dancin...finiz everythang ard 4...den headed to Town wit Adeq, Abg Amin, Kak Lenny n Abg Izwan...Abg Yazid said he'll be joinin us bit later...tot he wanted to withdraw sum $$ n meet him at Novena mrt cntrol stn, but den afta he walked off, Kak Lenny told us tat Abg wanted us to go to Town first...hmmm...tot he wans us to follow him bk to settle da costumes first b4 headin aniwhere...but den, he didnt sae anithang...aiyooo...confuse2!! scared he might tink tat we dunwana follow him bk...haizz...we headed to Starbuckz at Borders...waitin for Abg Yazid to kol us to noe where we r...but den, he didnt...y seyyy??? arrrggghh!! but den Abg amin will always cheer us up...wit his crapz n jokes...gosh!! cnt stand him seyy...hahahaha!! u rawkzz!! \m/
stayed there till 7+...Abg Amin had to go for his PS trainin...n Abg Izwan had to go for his PA trainin...me n adeq were not in a mood so we headed straight home...kinda slack at skool juz now...but had fun ah...our subject teachers for dis semester, MasyAllah...sumer gerek to da MAX!! dun even care if we make noise in clazz...heh. i loike!! hahaha!! haizzz...i need him now...everyone askin me bout whether i miss him or not...of cozla...arrrgghh!! Ct n Nurul pendek nye matair pon tk lame msk CD dis December...hahaha!! all da bez gerlz...hahaha!! kla, here r sum picz taken yest...outzz!!
Talunan zapin (couplez version)
Kak Lenny Adeq n me
tats crazy Abg izwan
total madness!!
me n Adeq at Starbuckz
Tuesday, November 22, 2005, 2:15 PM
back to skool...but we're juz wastin our tyme at skool juz now...had 2hours of briefin wit da section head bout da results thingy thang...alhamdulillah, i paz...got B for my Accountings Fundamental and A for my Business...wow!! amin...heh. lucky i dun need to sit for Office Applications module...pheewww!! overall, i got a GPA of 3.545...again, alhamdulillah...heh. congrates to all my frenz too...*winkz* afta da briefin, we were told to do sum spring cleanin...stupid seyy...errgghh!! but den, cam biase gak...didnt touch a thang pon...heh. we even ran around da auditorium distrbing pple...Sikin was da victim...heh. sowie ler...aku tk celop tuala tu dgn air kotor eh...hahaha!! btol...=p den Ct n i went to da canteen to grab sumthang to eat...heh. we went out w/o anibodi knowin seyy...heh.
we were dismissed ard 10+...went straight home...i cnt stand oreadi...soo sleepy...i almoz fall asleep during da briefin...slept from 1 till 4pm...hope i cn still get to bed early tonite...heh. coz im not goin to skool tmr as i'll be havin a show at Novena...haizz...i miss him...yest lucky got to talk to him on da fon jap...he's havin his fieldcamp again till wednesdae...aiyaaaaaa...hope fridae ni he cud join me wit Su, Bad n Yana sumer to town...miss him badly...*sobsob* kla, gtg now...outzz!!
Sunday, November 20, 2005, 5:05 PM
on da 18th of Nov...was Iffah's 18th bdae...woah!! da 18 seyy...so?? wats da big deal ryte?? *blearghh* hahaha...n woah!! her frenz gav her an Anna Sui's perfume set la...gosh!! Mizi ganv her a handbeg n sang her a song...*sobsob* she's soo damn lucky...how i wish he cud do tat to me too, loike wat Mizi did to Iffah...heh. *giggles* b4 Iffah's bdae, went to Orchard wit mama to look for her a bdae gift...tot of buyin her a vespa toy tat she's been eyein on...but too bad, cnt get it...end up, bought for her a side beg...nice, i loike it...n yeah, wen my frenz saw dat beg, dey were loike " hey, lawa nye beg ko...mane beli??" hahaha...dey were askin wrong person la...i was da one hu bought for her da beg...dey shud ask me instead...hahahahahhaha!! korang jgn li same beg dgn kite eh...sebok jer...g cari sendiri...shhoohh!! heh. n yeah, we oso performed a DeepaRaya show at CDANS Bukit Batok...gosh!! an unexpected guest came into our changin room while we were performin our second item...duno hu dat idiot hu had stole Abg Izwan's hp...pity him seyy...finiz da show ard10+ den left dat place ard 11...went to Westmall to get sumthang to eat...coz we're damn hungry since tat afternoon...reached home ard 12+...
juz now, went for trainin as usual but had to go off around 4+ to Potong Pasir C.C for anotha Raya show...dis was a damn laz minit show seyy...errgghh!! tmr, anotha show at YCK C.C...arrrrgghh!! gonna me soo damn tired afta dat...haizz...back to skool on mondae...haizz...n more haizzz...i miss him, alot...*sobsob* reali seyy...kla, gtg now...zzZZZzZzZ...outzz!!
at da Potong Pasir C.C.
me n Adeq
me n Abg Amin
us, at Mcdonald...gosh, cnt stand dat Abg Amin...makin us laugh all da wae jer...hahaha!!
us again b4 we head home.
Friday, November 18, 2005, 7:22 AM
okie, i reali had fun yest...raya outin wit my pri skool matez...Su, Yana n Bad...den Fiza joined us for da laz hse...went to Yana's place 1st den Bad's...sumthang happened while we were on our wae to pasir ris...hahaha!! kecoooh!! to tat very KPO guy, here's a note for u...go n look for a sandal...look for ur exact size, rather den listenin to otha pple conversation n takin down pple's number...damn u!! n yeah, got to meet my long lost best fren durin pri skool...Fiza!! i miss her...good to hear tat u hav met sum1 hu's more undastandin...alhamdulillah...
as usual, we took loads of picz here n there...ketawe2, kacau2 org...heh. cam tk biase...n Yana, i tink u shud go n get a BF b4 u go da otha wae round...hahaha!! nvm, slowly...reali, i had fun yest seyy...plan to go town nxt Fri wit dem afta skool...insyallah, jadi eh...hahaha...lookin forwerd to meet u gerls again...yeah2, damn...i reali njoyed myself seyy yest though tk brape bnyk rumah kite gi...reached home ard 12+...went to Su's place laz...atlaz, pas her thang oreadi...heh. hope u loike it gerl...ok, later goin out wit mama japz, wana look for Iffah's bdae present...tmr's her 18th bdae...n Iffah goin out wit Mizi later...hope u njoy urself sis...k2, im out of werds oreadi...here r sum picz taken yest...not all ah...k, outzz!!
Tuesday, November 15, 2005, 4:15 AM
at home doin absolutely NOTHANG...slept ard 2am n im up loike soo early in da mornin...*bleargghh* n wen i got nothang to do, i will think of changin my blogskin...heh.
yest, had to reach Abg's place at 7 in da mornin...gosh!! i felt as if im still sleepin wen i got up da buz, walkin to da mrt station to meet da othaz...zZzZzZ...im not fully awake...hah. so r da othaz...till adeq fell down while walkin to Abg's place..hehehe...heard da "gedebab!!" sound bhind me...wen i turned bk, it was adeq hu was kneelin down tryin to get up...heh. aiyoo...tot i was da oni one hu was still in my dreamland...there was a small lil hole on her new Levis pants...awww...she's more worried of her torn pants den her injured knee...aiyoo...left Abg's place ard 10+ den headed to Liyana's place...first item was at 1pm n da second item was at 3pm...ok now, da second show's over...left wit anotha 2 more shows to go, dat'll be on dis cumin Fri n Sun...haizzz...afta da show, went to meet him at Ct Hall...gosh!! i was late...damn late, guess i was 45mins late?? errrr...sowie2...=p
he had to book in bk to his camp by 10.30pm...got to spend tyme wit him for few hours jer...*sobsob* cnt meet him for loike 2weeks frm now?? haizz...no one loikes to be alone, not even me...i wud be lyin if i said tat thangs wud get rough...it wud be kinda weird if dis kinda thangs wun happen...n yeah, we talked bout emotions thingy thang...i wud nvr wan him to get angry or hurt...hu wud wan to see tat ryte?? i noe where i stand...insyallah, thangs will go on smoothly though there'll be da ups n downs...hmmm...i noe none of my frens saw da otha side of me...i mean, wen i got reali angry/fuckin fucked up over sumthang...maybe Su n my sis...but not othaz...but i dunwana show it though...coz it sucks!! heh. *peace* sumtymes i WISH tat pple cud read my mind...hmmm...eeerrrgghh!! ok2, no one's perfect here...so am i...juz use ur damn brain n THINK!! wen cn i reali let thangs out from my mind?? i mean, everythang...i need to refresh everythang in it...bt i simply cnt...y?? damn u Izzah...errggh!! outzz!!
niwae, here r sum picz taken durin da DeepaRaya show at Kranji camp...thnx Abg for da picz...
Anugerah Aidilfitri
Talunan Zapin
Sunday, November 13, 2005, 5:04 PM
on da 10th, went jalan raya wit my clazzmatez...there were 10 of us includin Ct's n Nurul pendek's bf...heh. though sum of dem cnt make it for dis raya outin, we reali had fun on dat dae...took picz here n there...fun2!! i loike!! n yeah, still waitin for Sikin to send us those pics...where r u Sikin?? im waitin...thnx for da picz Sally...n yeah, went for trainin juz now frm 10 to 3+...brushed up Jawa n Raya song for tmr's show at Yishun...den went to meet him...haiz...cnt meet him nxt weekend as he'll be havin his fieldcamp again...borin...heh. nah...no problem...hahaha!!
actuali i got nothang much to sae here ah...out of werds oreadi...tired...heh. i juz cnt wait for da raya outin wit my primary skool frenz dis cumin Thurs, 16th...again, solo...*sobsob* hahaha!! nvm, i hav my Su...kn kn kn?? tk malu sak Izzah...=p i miss him seyy...haizzz...alot2...sumtymes i felt soo fucked up...duno y...felt tat im missin sumthang...him ah...arrrgghhh!! pity him seyy...got mosquito bites here n there...face, hands la...kecohh...hahaha!! y muz dis NS thang exist?? errrgghh!! damn it!! heh. kla, i'll stop here pple...outzz!!
Wednesday, November 9, 2005, 4:40 PM
we were loike 1 whole dae at Abg's place juz now...siap2 kat uma die, den frm there went straight to tat Kranji Camp for da DeepaRaya show...we performed two items juz now...n we juz learned da steps three daes ago...haha...n yeah, luckily managed to finiz up da dance...phew!! kecoh ah juz now...we had to perform exactlly in front of da army pple...i mean da distance between da platform n da audiences were loike oni 3metrez away...gosh!! dahla, tu sume cam berok2...till i cnt smile properly seyy...but alhamdulillah, everthang runs smoothly...heh.
but wen cums to da second item, i was not as nervous as da first one...coz, kite sume uat bodo jer dgn berok2 tu...irritatin!! n part paling geram was wen dey wanted to take picz wit us, n dey were loike touchin n pullin our hands to get beside us...errrgghh!! pikir ape?? funfair?? wtf!!
during da interval tyme, dey were drinkin beers...n yeah, includin da mly guyzz...eerrr, yuckzz!!
n HOPE Fiq's not loike dem to ah...yarla, u'll tend to change afta makin new frenzz...u'll nvr noe ryte?? hmmm...insyallah tk ah...n yeah, itz true wen one of my fren told me tat wen gerlz r havin a "Gerlz dae out" dey'll noe hw to bhave themselves...n noe their limitz, unloike guyz...ooppzz!! no commentz ah...ni sume, sendiri mau ingat jer ah...ryte gerlzzz?? kwang3...
n yeah, afta da show...went to Abg's place again to return bk all da stuffs...den went to Northpoint's KFC...ayam da nk abes...uweekkk!! but luckily, we got our chickens...heh. sape2 yg tk pat, sok jer eh korang g KFC...hahaha!! den took cab home, penat seyy...waduuuh!! hmmm...im tinkin of sum1 ryte now...errrr...Fiq ler...tkkn org laen kn...kwang3...yeah, miss him loadss...cnt talk/mzg wit him till Fri...havin his fieldcamp lor...haizz...but den i juz received a mzg frm an unknown nomber...itz frm him...he's usin his Sgt's hp...awww...i miss u too...heh.
tmr, tot wana go out wit Iffah to Town or Bugis tmr...wana get sumthang ah...but duno eh, cam malaz pun ade...heh. kla, wana outzz oreadi pple...
Tuesday, November 8, 2005, 2:46 PM
had trainin at skool juz now...tmr's show at Kranji army camp...sebok jer bdk2 army nk ade tarian la...cam paham jer...hahaha!! jauh lak tu...menyusahkn ah jer...hav to reach Abg's place at 9am den revise bk da steps b4 we head to tat place...juz now was da first tyme Abg n da othaz saw my new look...hahaha!! n dey were soo excited gitu kn...askin how much i did 4 da curls...n left oni Zila hu hav STRAIGHT hair...ewwww...hahaha!! sowie Zila...ingat kn ape aku pernah ckp?? oni sum of da minahz jer nk straight2 kn rambot...haha!! not all la...kwang3...finish up da Raya song n Zapin...arrrghhh!! left a quater of da song to be done...
reached home, had my nice shower...n straight switched on da comp...tot wana mit Ayn Gile jap to take bk da costumes, but den her sis answered da fon sayin tat she's not at home...camner ni...ape nk kai for tmr's show...arrrgghh!! den received a mzg frm CT, she informed us bout da Raya outin thingy thang...mampoz!! yg yer2 sgt plan for da outin sume 20+ bdk2...tapi yg konfem gi, 9 bdk2 jer...KECOOOOHHH!! so pathetic...n ade bwk matair...me n Sikin gona be a "Couple of da dae" haha!! since we hav no guys partner on tat dae...*sobsob* hahaha...nah, itz okies...so Sikin, kite kai same color kn on dat dae?? set?? tadi da plan2...hahaha!! shhh...
kla, i gtg now...hav to sleep early la...sok hav to wake up at 7am...haizzz...cpt2 la show2 ni abes...baek skola nye la, luarnye la...arrrggghhh!! k, outzz!!
da curly wurly gerlzz...haha
Monday, November 7, 2005, 9:30 AM
ok, first of all...im not too late to wish all of ya SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ryte?? k, to all my frenzzzz whom i noe long tyme ago or few daes ago, dun carela huever...Izzah nk mohon ampun dan maaf sekirenye Izzah ade uat sala ataupun terkasar bahase yer...halalkn mkn dan minum Izzah sekirenye Izzah ade hutang korang yer...tapi mane ade seyyy!! hahaha...ok, dis year's Raya gonna not be da same loike yearsss b4...im wit sum1 who's very special to me...but too bad, cnt celebrate it wit him as he'll be spendin moz of his tyme at camp...pity u dear...awww...it reminded me of laz yr's Raya, when we're still "frenz"...ahackz! *bluek!* n yeah, tat Ais mzged me on da 1st dae of Raya...suddenly received an unknown numba...yerla, da delete pun numba die...he wished Selamat hari raya all dat...but den, nvr reply...heh. go to hell...dun care!!
i duno y im soo excited wenever it cums to Hari Raya...heee...but hu doesnt ryte?? duno la eh...heh. n yeah, went to Mak Yah's hse dis yr...got to meet my long lost Abg2 sdare-Boy n Fadli...i was brought up togetha wit Boy till i reached 3yrs old...but den went separate waes wen i was 10...n it have been yearsss since we met...esp Fadli, tau2...da kahwin, n oreadi hav a baby gerl sumore...waduuhh!! cpt tuu...but now, da tk bebual...da malu2 la katekn...*bluek!* hahaha!!
n yeah, im still enjoyin my Raya okies...lum puas gik tau...heh. to Mama, im sowie...she's got soo fed-up wit us, coz asek muke2 kite jer kat camera...hahaha!! kene tunggu die sound kite amek gmbar dgn famili laen ru kite amek, kalo tk, asek gmbr2 sendiri2 jer...hahaha!! tu sume tkya suro...automatic jer Ma...hahaha!! =p
gosh!! i miss him...he's havin his fieldcamp now till Thurs...haizzzz...kla, i gtg now...i'll be updatin ya real soon...heh. outzz!!
Wednesday, November 2, 2005, 3:58 PM
went to Tamp wit Iffah dis afternoon...den went to get sum accesories for Raya...woohoo!!
actuali oreadi bought sum, but tot of buyin sumore jadi leh tukar2 n share2 pakai wit Iffah...n yeah, cnt wait...though sum of my fren r not ready or not in a mood to Raya...includin him...kesian dear...hahaha!! but not me!! i cnt wait to wear da new costumes, new shoes, new accessories, new everythang la...hahaha!! cnt wait to go out wit my famili n frens...arrrggghh!! insyallah, everythang will go on smoothly...amin...
den afta tat went to Sheng Siong wit Iffah b4 headed home...met Fiq for awhile, less den 5 minz jer...coz he wanted to pas sum kueh...thnx eh...btw dear, hapi 10th mth Anniversary...may we hav happi daes ahead...insyallah, amin...i love u dear...u mean alot to me, n i dunwana lose sum1 so special to me...i've learnt alot frm my past, n i reali hope it wont happen again...insyallah...n yeah, tmr mornin hav to follow mama to pasar Geylang...errr...hav to wake up early la ni...haizz...tkpe2, for mama n Raya nye sake...hahaha!! smangat Raya sak Izzah...heh.
n yeah, received a testy frm Meeka a.k.a ButterflyQueen...gosh!! its been a long tyme i nvr got to chat wit her at MSN...i love lookin at her features...very sweet, loveleh!! n she said she wants my dimple so she cud complete it on her left side...hahaha!! bt too bad, u cnt...tat's my precious one...heh. n yeah, received testy frm Su n Ayn too...wishing Slamat Hari Raya...heee...tq so much!! Su, aku mohon ampun dan maaf kalo slame ni kite berkwn, ade terkasar bahase ke...maafkn yer...n yeah, i love u too my dear fren Ayn...hahaha!! n to my cuzz Adan, thnx for da testy too...u're such a rascal!! tkper2, Raya nanti Izzah sumbat tu bunge api nye stick kat mulut Adan!! jage ko!! kla, till here den...outzz!! Slamat Hari Raya to all of u!!