Tuesday, May 30, 2006, 2:36 PM
ok, finally da Dance Fest is over...phew!! no more late nyte practices till da nxt show which is...i dunno...hah. i totali need a good sleep for now...juz now, came back frm skool...had my nice shower n straight to bed...but tmr, there'll b PPS trainin at skool for nxt week's graduation dae...haiya...dis Sat, Gentarasa 2006...yesh2!! i've got da tix...weeeeee!!
ok, guess im out of werds oreadi ler...dunno wat else to blog...im juz lookin forwerd to wed n thurs where i cn go home early frm skool n hav my loveleh nap...heh. or mayb shoppin?? errr...tat depends...hah. k, here r sum picz taken tat nyte...didnt get to take picz wit da Kampung costumes...too bad, coz i loike it ver da much...heh. outzz beybeh!!
Dian.
again. wooo...green, i loike.
guys missin: Abg Along, Abg Fadhil, Abg Salai.
gerls missin: me n Adeq.
gilerss. i love dem. Kak Mona gerek!!
fun pple.
da gerls.
Friday, May 26, 2006, 5:50 AM
24th Mayhad dis small claz party n woooohoo...njoyed myself bangeettt skali...wit da foods, gerlz n da craziness we've made...totali...n for dis, im givin credits to skool...heh. *clap hands* but it was juz a waste of tyme ler...afta da party, went bk to claz but did absolutely nuthang...yup, nuthang...but me n n rest were tokin bout sum stuff...oopzz...yeah, dirty stuffs...heh. wen gerlz meet gerlz...dun juz assume tat it will turn out fine...it cn be da opp wae...hah. den, trainin at c.c. till 10pm...Kak Elly n Abg Salai were there too...fun, fun!! n ow yeah, Hapi bdae to Adeq!!
25th Mayfinished skool at 12 todae...goin to c.c again later for trainin...yup, im tired of coz...totali...but for now, juz gv me a few minz on my blog aite...den im off to c.c wit Iffah...tmr, there'll be a rehearsal again at Kolam Ayer c.c wit da otha grps performin dis Sat...so, here we go...skool was kinda ok ler juz now...tat Mrs Loh kept naggin n naggin at us bout cumin to skool late...manz, she juz cnt stop talkin i tell u...but den again, me n Ct made our dae kinda more interestin by doin our own "werk"...cnt be bothered wit tat lady...
ok, there were soo many thangs i intended to put up...but dey hav all slipped my mind now...booooo!! soo much i wud loike to voice out, its screamin inside of me...but i simply cnt type it out here...kla, im done...outzz!!
see. how nice beautifool set of teeth we hav. wow!!
creamy lips. cum2 nurul, i kish u.
dis is wat we do most of da tyme in claz. heh. take picz, sleep.
gettin bored oreadi.
here's our lovable Mrs Loh. i juz looovvee wen she talks.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006, 12:40 PM
i noe how exactly da feelin of bein neglected is...i totali undastand how it feels inside n out...totali...n now, i juz hope everythang wud be fine...insyallah, amin...but watever it is, hope he noes tat i'll alwaes be there for him...n plz no tat u r nvr alone...*smiles*
havin a small class party tmr...so, no lesson i assume...skool todae was pretty fine...tokin bout tat "thang" wit Ct in class n thru out our journey bk home in da train...lookin at pple's toooot...hahaha...isy...n now, chattin wit her again bout tat thang...ow gosh!! till it drags to my conversation wit Ayn gile n Adeq too now at msn...hahaha!! c.c trainin afta skool tmr...so yeah, c ya guys tmr den...
outzz!!
p.s: hapi advance 20th bdae to Adeq...cey, sok da 20...haha!!
Monday, May 22, 2006, 2:58 AM
now, i feel
TOTALI loike a nobody...*sigh* =(
its ok.
i deserve to be treated tat wae.
thnx, though its damn upsettin.
niwaes, Malam Lestari was great...though it wasnt been organised properly...but, great comments frm da audience tat our dance were awesome...WOW!! heh. goin for rehearsal later at Kolam Ayer c.c at 2pm...so, c ya to those i'll be seein at Eunos later...nuthang much...outzz!! =(
Saturday, May 20, 2006, 3:40 AM
went for trainin at c.c yest afta skool...ok, we're done wit da two dance tat we're gonna perform for dis Sat's show...left wit da brushin up of da steps oni...tat'll will be done tmr early in da mornin i guess...duno y there's no rehearsal or sumthang...for atleast we noe hw big is da place...haiyaa...
ok, i feel loike bloggin...but i dun hav any fuckin idea of wat i wana blog...stoopid isn't it?? hmm...i feel as though im stuck in in a dead end passage-wae...there's no turnin bk for me...yeah, wats done cnt be undone...i noe, thnx...*half-smile* n i duno how to get out of it...*sigh* loike i sae, all i cn sae is juz tat im sowie...=( sumtymes i wish dey noe da reasons bhind sum of my actions is bcoz i truly care...but i noe tat there will be many tymes in life wen everythang ard u seems so wrong n messed...n da disappointin part is wen u juz sit n watch n do nuthang bout it...there, told ya im useless...hmmm...k, watever...
niwaes, i miss him...=(
Thursday, May 18, 2006, 11:43 AM
Dear Love, =(
ok, i juz duno hw to reali xplain wat i reali mean...reali duno hw to xplain wat actuali my heart saes...yeah, im not good wit werds...esp sweet werds...*sigh* sowie 4 da disappointments...i dun mean it, totali...=( hw i wish i cud turn bk da tyme...but nah, yesterdae wun cum again...all i cn sae is now, "goodbye yesterdae" *sigh* hmm, im juz scared, scared tat i mite lose sum1 whom ive treasure most...sum1 hu mean everthang to me, Love...yup, everythang...da prob is, i duno if im reali strong wit my own probz...i reali duno...hw i wish i am...stooopid me!! errrgghh!! tat shows hw much i hate myself!! damn!!
i juz need sum1 to tell me tat everythang wud be fine...even though its not...plz...=( yeah, its damn upsettin...n im sowie...mayb its bcoz ive felt dis wae b4, n know more or less wat's da outcome of it...n tat is y, im totali scared to sae everythang out...n i noe its gonna hurt real bad...im reali2 sowie Love...i juz duno wat else to sae...teach me, guide me, do everythang...coz im such a useless one...
Love,
me-Izzah.
n yeah, im totali into dis song ryte now...da lyricz make me wana fly high in da sky...hah. watever...niwaes, ADM presentation's over now...phew!! k, done...outzz!!
Song: Demi Waktu
Artis: Ungu
aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
yang kini hadir diantara kita
namun ku juga takkan bisa
menepis bayangmu
yang slama ini temani hidupku
chorus:
maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu yang bergulir disampingmu
maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
seandainya bila kubisa memilih
kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
membawa aku dalam kehancuran
Wednesday, May 17, 2006, 3:24 AM
n again, im at home...but dis tyme, im on MC...down wit fever n throat inflammation since yest mornin...didnt forced myself much while trainin yest nyte at c.c...too weak...booooo!! yeah, mayb im too tired...didnt hav much rest dis few daes...n sumore, Abg Yazid could pushed me till i fell flat on da ground...hahaha!! yeah, he's a big bully!! hmmph!! n sowie Abg Amin, for distrbin u yest...i noe, its veeerrrryyy ruuuuddee for me to do tat...hah. but i cnt live w/o distrbin pple...heh. afterall im juz jokin ard...dun take it too seriously uh...same goes to otha pple whom ive alwaes distrb...=p
all alone at home...sobs. did sum house chores to sweat everythang out...but all i cud do most of da tyme ryte now, is to juz lie down...hope im gettin beta by tmr, coz there'll be a presentation on da ferst ADM project (Ogy, Wani, Wawa, Jannah, Ct n myself)...so, left wit da TPS project...n ow yeah, Ct mzged me yest nyte tellin me tat there'll be a public hol on one of dis daes...n tat will be dis Fridae due to da polling dae...dey brought up da public hol to weekdaes since da laz one falls on Saturdae...rememba?? yipeeee!! ok, here r sum picz durin da Motha's Dae celebration at c.c on Sundae...outzz!!! p.s: i miss him. =(
Inang Lenggok
Inang Pulau Kapai wit da c.c pple. see, my partner is da cutest among all. haha
glamour seyy.
me n my partner.
again.
Inang Lenggok.
Inang Pulau Kapai wit our partners.
da siblings.
afta show.
k, spot da diamonds on my lashes?? wooo...i loike.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006, 1:28 AM
hmm...ok, im in da least compassionate of moods ryte now...i juz duno y...hmm...mayb its bcoz of da pple ard me...or da pple hu r actuali askin for a tight slap...2%&!?!! sumtymes, i feel of wantin u to fuck off but i dunwan to...coz its juz plain rude 4 me to do so...let dem be...eeeee!! but sayin all those indirect stuffs to dem, r totali ME!! not wantin dem to feel guilty, but makin dem to realise bit by bit...mayb its not da correct thang to do ler...but tats me...hu cares afterall...hah. anotha thang i wud loike to vent out now is how secondary skool kids bhave...dey r gettin more n more errrghhh!! ya i noe, generalising is a bad thang...but i do hav secondary skool frens hu r totali fine...but da rest, ow my God!! soo irritatin...da reason y i feel loike sayin all dis thangs out is bout yest, where me n da rez r havin a performance at c.c n dis group of pple hu actuali looked loike secondary skool kids (actuali dey r ler), were loike showin off n seekin attention frm us...yuckz!! loike i sae b4, i dun entertain dis kinda pple...coz mayb dey find it "cool" ler...WOW!! watever...i dun care...
u may hav sum unhapi thangs to comment here, esp to those secondary skool kids...loike i said, i was juz generalising...dis r to those hu r actin loike a total dump2 out there...coz im hapi to hav da secondary skool frens now hu r totali fine 4 me n hav grown out of tat stoopid phase...if u hav sumthang to object, mayb its bcoz u feel guilty of bein tat handful kinda pple...*ahackz!* beta not sae much bout dis pple...
hmmm...ok, im loike reali bored now, since i didnt go for skool todae...im soo freakin tired dis few daes...loike i sae in my previous post, dis month gonna be da most tirin month ever!! goin out for prac at c.c later...no tyme oreadi, Saturdae, Malam Lestari at AngMoKio c.c...tix sellin at $2...tyme, im not tat sure...but for sure it'll b at nyte ler...coz it's kol Malam Lestari...dangggg!! here r sum picz me n Ct took durin class laz week wit da cam phone...heh. nothang beta to do tats y...let da camera freakoz unite!! muahahaha!! 0_0 n laz but not leat, HAPI BLATED MOTHA'S DAE!! k, outz!!
end.
sheesha-ing session wit da gerls at Al-Tazzaq.
Sunday, May 14, 2006, 2:43 PM
gosh!! dis month gona be da most tirin month ever for me n da rez hu'll b performin for da upcumin shows...da shows 4 porridge dae at c.c. n da tunas showcase at taman warisan r finali over!! left wit da Malam Lestari show for AngMoKio c.c. n Dance fest for Kolam Ayer c.c...n yeah, its my ferst tyme dancin wit da Kampung pple...loike Kak Mona, Kak Yani, Kak Ely, Along, n huever r involve in it...lil paiseyy ler wit dem...heh. its for da Dance Fest...will be performin an item wit dem n oso anotha item wit da Dian gerlz...soo xcited plus da terrifying moments...esp later on stage...ow yeah, anotha show at c.c. tmr for motha's dae...hehe...hav to dance wit da c.c. pple...hehe...cute ler dem...
ok, yest afta da show at taman warisan...went for sheesha-ing session wit da gerls at Al-Tazaaq...Fajrina's bf tagged along too...now u noe hw mad we cn be at tymes...hahahaha!! ok, my tummy's nt feelin tat good...arrgghh!! ok, im totali out of werds oreadi...update u again soon ok my dear bloggie...boooooo...outzz!!
Thursday, May 11, 2006, 9:10 AM
sweet thangs died out quite fast...yeah, totali...='( disappointin it is...i dunno whetha im worth doin it or not...ahhh!! i juz hate myself!! go to hell!! murder me pple!! coz at tymes, i juz wish tat i cud take bk da thangs i've said or done...dey juz make me feel bein fucked up...thnx alot!! take bk da thangs ive regret havin n make it ryte dis tyme?? nah, it wun happen...coz all da efforts wun be notice even as its not as important as dey tink...dey juz dunno hw much it means to us...dey juz cudnt care less...wen dis thang occured, hw i wish i cud erase everythang in my head...everythang which i've once treasure it most...but i cnt...=( ahhh!! do watever!! i dun gv a flyin fuckin shit nimore...coz yeah, i juz feel loike a nobody...wtf!! but im positive whatever has been done will blow over on the other party's part...coz tat's how it always is...isnt it?? hah. hu cares...i duno, dun cum to me n ask me bout all dis thangs...haiz...
todae, i doubt im bein missed aniwaes...=( sowie for bein too emotional...u shudnt hav been treated tat wae...sowie =( u shud hav been treated wae much beta frm wat ive been treatin u...*sigh* im not good at all...thnx, outzz!!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006, 4:15 AM
ow no!! da laz post was on laz thurs?? n yeah now, it's alreadi tuesdae...ow God!! ok, let dis be a short one...i finished skool at 11 juz now...n goin bk to skool for prac...damn!! im tired...ahhhh!! watever!! my weekend were great though i didnt get to meet him...=( spent my wonderful weekend wit da bestest pple of all...Abg Yazid, Abg Amin, Adeq n Iffah...there's lots of thangs i wud want to blog todae, but let da picz do da talkings jer eh...im too lazy n tired to type...kgo!!
Saturdae, afta trainin.
at Tamp Macdonald.
at Bibik's shop.
at Nova furniture shop.
frm Nova to Esplanade.
again.
Sundae, show at C.C den went to City Hall.
at c.c.
at Sky Garden-Suntec.
again.
again.
dey were makin a fool out of demselves by doin sum modellin session. isy2.
ok, done...i'll sure update again soon...gtg now...outzz!! ow yeah, Hapi Blated 19th Bdae to my dear Ct...*winkz*
Friday, May 5, 2006, 5:48 AM
aniwaes, ive been inspired...woohoo!! *smiles widely* in fact ive been quite motivated suddenly to do well for dis term...hah. suprising uh...hahaha!! *geli hati aku* mayb for da both modules im takin...ADM-office admin and TPS-tourism products & services...dunno y, but todae in class was a start...in fact, hu doesnt wana do well in their studies ryte...stoopid!! third dae in skool, n we hav oreadi given projects do to...hatin it totali...but, since im determined to do well for dis term...i'll sure gonna put effort in it...ceyy ceyy ceyy...HAH. insyallah, amin...
k, yest...im soo totali freakin fuckin pissed off wit da pple hu's in-charge for da PA system on da rehearsal dae we went laz week...though we forgot to collect bk our CD...tat doesnt mean dey cn juz keep it aniwhere...ryte?? yest, dey told us tat da CD was not wit dem...wat?? hw r we goin to perform w/o da CD ass??!! dey noticed tat we didnt collect bk da CD afta da rehearsal, so therefore dey shud hav keep it for us...n now, dey dunno where dey hav kept it...10minz b4 our item, we went to look for any song in da cupboard...at laz, we did our own
improvisasi for 2minz...dis was not our actual dance tat we're suppose to perform...we hav to, coz we came dwn n got changed to our costumes but dis was wat we got...ahhh...nvm, itz over though...lucky, we got good comments frm da audience...phew!! but it was soo unbelievable...dey reali said it was good...padehal, oni da 7 of us hu performed noes ler...hah. k, watever...
den went to town wit Adeq, Ayu n Iffah afta da show...went to get my hair cut again...oopzz!! sowie Abg Yazid...guess dis Sundae's show i'll need to wear a wig...heh. Amalina joined us afta tat...on our wae to Heeren, saw Abg Izwan!! woohoo!! we miss him...arrgghh!! n yeah, saw Kak Salizah n her bf too afta tat...n guess wat? Abg Izwan was on his wae to meet Abg Yazid seyy...ehem2...haha...k2 *zip* afta we went off separate waes, Abg Yazid called me up n wanted us to join dem...Abg Izwan, u're a total bastard!! ass!! hehe...n stop callin me names!! boohoohoo!! =p fun!! total madness!! i love bein wit dem...ow yeah, my hurtin throat pain tat is soo irritatin n ever soo painful is now gone!! yeh2!! heee. k, need a short nap b4 i go out to Parkwae wit mama later...so, outzz!! zzZzZzz...
at our cca orientation booth.
afta show.
me n Abg Izwan.
da three "siblings" hah.
everybody sae cheezz!! k, end.
Wednesday, May 3, 2006, 1:10 PM
2nd Mayback to skool pple...da holidaes went by so fast...n now, bk to mornin assembly...uwekk!! ow!! i juz love dis term's tyme table...coz i had da worst tyme table ever laz term...n now, dis made me wana go skool everydae...woohoo!! cey, loike real...hah. yet to noe wat does da 2 modules we're havin consist of...hopefuli, it'll be interestin...booooo...
Mondae: 8-1pm
Tuesdae: 8-11am
Wednesdae: 12-3pm
Thursdae: 8-12noon
Fridae: 8-10am
had dis talk at da auditorium wit da section head, Mrs Heng frm 9.30-10.30 dis mornin...so, did nuthang much ler juz now...saw sum familiar faces frm da new intakes...welcum2!! hah. borin skool...tmr, will be performin for da cca roadshow...hav to reach skool by 7...n dis tyme, we're on our own...no help frm Abg...haizz...i dunno whetha i cud gt to bed early tonyte or not...as i had dis peaceful nap juz now...*smilin* k, i miss my ISA gerls...i was damn hapi to meet dem again juz now...too bad, cnt see u gerls tmr...Thurs aite...*hugs*
1st May
i juz dun loike n dun njoy public holidaes in general...dey r super borin...unless i hav sumthang useful to do at home or havin sum fun outside...hmm...so yeah, hapi 1yr 4mth anni my Dear...may we hav many many more hapi daes ahead...love u loads!! <3
miss tat hair ball. ow damn it!!
any ideas to make hair grow faster pple?? mzg me...hah.
k, tats bout all...outzz!!
Monday, May 1, 2006, 6:00 AM
i noe i've been out for dis WHOLE lovely week...n tis is totali not a good thang for my motha...n not a good thang for me too...as i got all da lectures from her...aiyoooo...but tats juz oni for a short while...heh. atleast i didnt miss out my duties at home...doin da house chores though im goin out on tat particular dae...booohooohooo!! no use stayin at home n get those totali sweet praises frm parents BUT did nuthang at home...juz stayin up late, starin in front of da comp till 2-3a.m n gettin up as late as 11-12noon...while otha pple hu got da scoldin for not alwaes bein at home but doin da house chores...wow!! great life uh...asshole!! im freakin pissed off manz...
k, back to my daily updates...yest, went out for prac at c.c as usual...den went to town wit Abg, Adeq, Ina n Iffah...i was soo tired n sleepy at tat tyme...i slept thru our da journey there in da bus...half wae, Ina went off to meet her fren...so, left wit da four of us...went to meet Abg Busu at his werk place at Wisma-Fox...ard 8+, wen we were out frm Wisma, we saw Ayn gile!! she came runnin towards us wen she saw us...hugged each n everyone of us sayin tat she miss us...awww...we miss her too...hw i wish she cud cum bk for prac...n hav loads of fun togetha...hmmm...den went to Paragon to meet Kak Yaya hu werked at Aigner...as usual, da crazee old her...best!! took bus to Marina for dinner...den Iffah n i went off ferst as i was soo damn tired...
gosh!! tyme flies reali fast...Tues, skool re-open...2nd yr student to be...wow!! haha...c ya gfs...n yeah, congrates to my dear Su, hu managed to enter TP!! study smart aite...*wink* goin out later ard 7, to meet my motha at Singapore Post to get sumthang for dinner...so, guess tats bout all...outzz!! i miss him.