Monday, October 31, 2005, 4:05 PM
yest, had trainin frm 10am till 4+...but ard 2, Abg had to go off to TP to help da mly dancers on their makeup...but we stayed till 4+ to brush up on our dance...coz we hav alot more steps tat we hav yet to learn...gosh!! we hav not enuff tyme...errrgghh!! hate wen dis happen...n yeah, during trainin, Abg kept makin dis irritatin noise...he imitate da crazy frog song...eeee...irritatin sak!! but he did tat in a funny n humurous wae ah...wen he starts makin tat noise, all of us start to laugh...hahaha...duno how he did tat wit a high pitch tone...ahaha!! Abg will always make us laugh...thnx Abg, for makin us hapi n laugh most of da tyme...hahaha!! even Kak Lenny hu were wit us for oni 2 daes, she oreadi saw our craziness side...hahaha!!
met him afta trainin, went to Geylang to brk fast togetha wit his famili...gosh!! oni God noes hw i felt yest...ahahaha!! juz now, met him again...went to Bugis, jalan2 jap den went to Parkway...brk our fast there...den saw a fren, Ilah n her famili...hehe...n yeah, we smiled n tegur each otha...heh. gosh!! will not be meetin him till 3wks tyme...not even during Hari Raya sey...tkpela, wat to do...i still hav anotha partner to replace...heh. Su, dun run away frm me ah...hahaha!! chattin wit Ct now, discussin bout da confirmation of dates utk kite jalan raya...gosh!! cnt wait!!
n yeah, Dear...i reali love u...hope u noe tat...*smiles*
Saturday, October 29, 2005, 2:35 PM
dis mornin, get started wit da spring cleanin...heh. den ard, 11 went to parkway to develop sum picz...den went to tembeling road to collect da union voucher for mama...gosh!! we were havin a hard tyme lookin for tat building...hahaha!! afta we collected da voucher, saw Haagen dazs...went there to get a tub of vanilla caramel chocolate brownie...yum yum!! frm there, took a cab to pasar geylang...had to buy all da thangs mama need to cook for Raya...she tot of buyin da thangs tmr, but confirm...there'll be lotz of makcik2 n pakcik2 there...reached home, had a quick shower n get started wit da chocolate chips n cornflakes honey...da bes uat, cume maseh nga tunggu bes bakar jer...aiyoo...hav to wait la, wat to do...heh. n yeah, he booked out oreadi frm his camp oreadi...goodla, hope he'll hav a good rez...
gonna meet him tmr!! i miss him u noe tat!! heh. *smiles*
yest, syed msg me thru frenster...askin for my msn add n oso Iffah's add...ow goshh!! juz now, Iffah got a chance to chat wit him for awhile at MSN, while i was in da kitchen helpin out my motha wit da cookies...n he asked Iffah to kol me...he wanted to chat wit me for a while coz he's in Egypt now...woah!! bestnyer!! yeah, he's da $$ person...he's usin da web cam, so i cud see him LIVE!! gosh!! he kept sayin tat he misses me alot!! esp wen im angry wit him...hahaha!! n yeah, not forgettin da othaz...yeah, miss him too seyy...rindu sak kegilaan die...he's my partner during sec skool...as im da monitress, n he's da monitor...tk gune nye monitor!! tk uat keje!! hahaha...kacau org jer tau!! otak, kotor nk mampos!! sumtymes, i get soo fed-up wit him...but he kept disturbin me...i duno hw i cud tolerate wit all his nonsense!! hahah...n yeah, got a chance to story kit bout our life...he juz found his 1st love but it didnt turn out well...told him to take thangs slowly, n dun rush...all da best for him, insyallah...i miss my secondary clazzmatez, Cik Norain's clazz...i dun gv a damn bout Cik Sahara's clazz, coz all da pupils there r soo immature...esp tat Ais...go to hell!!
tmr, as usual...trainin at YCK C.C...how i wish all da shows r over!! uweeeekkkk!! kla, hav to help my motha in da kitchen now...im not done wit my werk ok...outzz!!
Thursday, October 27, 2005, 6:11 AM
didnt noe wat to blog for da pas few daes...though sumthang happened...ooppzz!! shudnt mention tat actuali...heh. yeah, coz im out of werds oreadi...cnt tink of anithang at tat tyme...hmmm...alhamdulillah, everythang's fine now...insyallah...yest, went bk to skool for trainin...hehehe...pity da othaz hu r stiil skoolin...heh. as for us, oreadi enjoyin da holidaes...though we hav notin much to do...*blearghh!!* since im not joinin da othaz for buke, brought kuehs for da othaz...hahhaha!!
ow gosh!! got to noe yest tat dis Sat, had to perform for 1 event...duno wat la...but at da same tyme, planned to go out wit Fiq...cam maner ni???? arrrggghh!! stucked between two thangz...HELP!! didnt noe wat to do...haiiizzz...felt loike cryin pun ade seyy...aarrrgghh!! haizz...y muz evrythang happen dis month?? COBAAN!! n yeah, later goin to Tamp for awhile...Iffah wanted to return sum of her library books...now, there's a new buz frm Changi Village to Bishan...n pas by my place too...so, i cn take 2 buz to Bishan now...guess i shud take 59 if im frm Bishan, coz i dun need to cross da overhead bridge!! n take 55 to go to Bishan...hahahahha!! woah!! senangla npknye eh...heh. n damn!! i've lost a few KG's dis month...errr...tknk!! frm 45kg, to 41.5kg...big difference ah...gosh!! but oni b4 i brk my fast...afta tat, bk to 45...heh.
kla, i gtg now...outzz!!
Sunday, October 23, 2005, 3:35 PM
met Ct at her place ard 12.15, took 31 to ITE Simei...yeah, we had our jog n walk thingy wit Dr William Tan...had to run round da tracks for 5 rounds...but as for us, da Muslim pple r excused...so, we need to run atleast 2 rounds...n yeah, saw Russyiedah...she's in da Logistic course...wow!! u've changed alot ah...heh. afta tat, tot we can be dismiss oreadi...hmmm...padehal, had to wait till 5.30...walked round da skool, took loads of pics here n there...gosh!! guess wat?? we even played hide-n-seek there...hahaha!! coz we're da type tat "loike to do wat we feel loike doin"...i dun giv a damn bout wat pple wana sae...got to hell!! coz u pple r one piece of shit...watever!! n dis goes to huever noes me...if u feel loike havin a fren loike me, den dun dream of me doin wat u wan me to do!! i dun giv a fuckin shit bout it!! unlez its for my own good...i'll consider...watever!!
didnt join da othaz to brk fast at Tamp, as i'll be brkin my fast at Dayah's place...sowie gerls...reached her place 2mins b4 azan...gosh!! duno hw i cud managed to reach there on tyme...pheww!! n yeah, went to geylang wit Dayah, Iffah, Adan n Mamat...again, terserempak dgn kwn2 lame...for sum of dem, i did say "Hi!"...but ade, stakat tgk2 jer...heheh...
kla, im off to bed now...outzz!!
dis was b4 we were asked to jog...
in da toilet...heh.
in da toilet again...
da beloz doin their thang...juz look how we wore our shorts...
goin off oreadi...
Saturday, October 22, 2005, 8:11 AM
at home doin nothang...Iffah went out to meet Mizi n guess dey'll be brking their fast outside...n mama off to werk...me, all alone at home...haizz...so, cnt get anithang to do loike yest...we finished wit tarts n kueh semprit...heh. took us da whole dae doin tat...n yest i was soo annoyed wit da mzgs sent frm Ebrahim a.k.a Ayim...but loike said, i sense sumthang's not ryte...da ques asked were totali not frm Ayim...itz loike frm Faris a.k.a Ayis/Musibat...*eyes rollin* da same old ques asked frm him wen we were havin sum arguments last yr n not talkin to each otha for loike months...grow up Ayis!! ow yeah, i forget...u're not even 18 yet...guess u'll hav to wait till Dec den i wont be suprise if u hav reali change!! FUCK OFF!! u reali tore up my life!! get lost!! all dis while i juz wana be happy...n yeah, i am now...wit da pple hu reali appreciate da thangs i've done for dem...u're juz sum1 wit a black-heart Ayis!! yuckzz!!
i've been searchin for a new skin for my blog, gettin bored wit da current one...wanted sumthang new, but none seems to attract me...all seems to be so colorful, i mean too colorful...yuckz!! ok, Izzah stop whining...n yeah, im missin him sooooooo badly...haizzz...all bcoz of dis stupid NS thang, which we hav lesser tyme to spend...hahaha!! nah, im ok wit tat...lucky im not those gerls hu cried in da middle of nyte n tend to make othaz worry...hah. but hey, doesnt mean i dun cry...i do...y?? oni God noes...hah. i guess it's beta to keep it to myself...oni tat i dun complain of cry over petty thangz...hmmm...i juz miss him, tats all...
kla, im out of werds oreadi...cnt wait for tmr...gona meet da gerls again n gona brk fast at Dayah's place not Pak Hisham's plcae...so yeah, c ya pple tmr yeah...outzzz!!
Thursday, October 20, 2005, 7:13 AM
DAMN!!!!! accounts paper was
DAMN difficult man juz now...half of da class complaint dat da paper was difficult...da General Journal ques was different frm wat we've learnt...pantat la...sumer salah kn Ms Lee for not teaching us dat kinda wae...hahhaa!! we hav 2 n a half hours to finiz up da paper...n wen cums to da laz ques, i was sooo restless...heh. finiz da laz ques, checked back my answers...n handed in...went out of da class, mak oi!! kecoh!! bdk2 complaint dat da paper was difficult...hahaha!!
straight away i told them dat i dunwana noe bout examz oreadi...i wana start helpin my motha at home to make
kuehs for Hari Raya...heh. i wana get readi for Raya...exams over, so put it aside...so gerls, jmp Saturdae ni jer yer for da jog n walk thingy...n to those i dun get to meet animore till skool reopens, SELAMAT HARI RAYA jer la eh!! haha!! k2, drop dis subject...juz wait for anotha BIG dae during our skool holidaes, which is da RESULTS!! arrrgghh!!
goin to Bedok later to get sumthang to brk our fast later...haizzz...malaz nyer nk bergerak...n yeah, im soo into tat new Rihanna song "If Its Love dat u want", Missy Elliot
song "Teary Eyed", Teairra Mari song "No Daddy" n Kelly Clarkson song " Because of u"...all thnx to TRL-MTV...awwww...heh. kla, till here den...wana get change oreadi...outzz!!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005, 6:31 AM
woke up ard 9+ , n went back to sleep again till 11...heh. tot wana take my accounting book out to do sum revision for tmr...but im sooo lazy to do so...but cnt continue dis wae, hav to do sum revisions later or at nyte...kalo pandai sgt on accounting takper gak...hahahaha!!
goin to get sum food for brk fast...mama told us to go Bedok to get it, but aiyoooo...malaz nye nk bergerak gi sane...uweeekkk!! hehe...so guess i'll be gettin it later at da coffeeshop near my house den...
slept ard 2+ dis mornin, finiz up wit da programmin list for da anniversary proposal thingy thang...hav to send it to Kak Ida if possible by yest thru email...so, i've killed my tyme doin tat...arrrrggghh!! supposed to revise on my werk but...nvm...since im not cumin for dis Sat's meetin, atleast i did sumthang for da proposal...as i'll be goin for da jog n walk thingy dis Sat at ITE Simei...n gonna brk fast at Pak Hisham's place...n yeah, gonna meet my cuz-Dayah there too...weeee!! hope she's not werkin on tat dae...hav lots of story to tell her...hehehe...yeah, we're da gossip folks...hahahha!! miss those daes where we used to go out togetha to Town, oni da two of us...laughin n distrbin pple...hahhahaha!! bile agaknye kite leh uat gini gik eh?? hahahha!!
n yeah, hav to make myself free on one of da weekdaes to brk fast togetha wit Ayn giler...she's askin to brk fast togetha wit her one dae...hahahha!! tk malu!! hahhaha!! nah...i'll be very hapi to go out wit her...lagi2 dgn org gile mcm die...gerek!! n yeah, gonna ask da othaz too...
kla, duno whether i shud revise my werk now or later...heh. but i gtg now...outzz!!
Tuesday, October 18, 2005, 9:30 AM
gosh!! business paper's over...alhamdulillah...i left wit accounts paper dis wed...
n i
CAN'T WAIT!! arrrrgggghhh!! *screamin out loud* heh. todae's paper was not bad...studied for dayss, hourss for da paper...n it took us oni an hour to finiz up juz now...wen actuali it's a 2hours paper...heh. but hey, i did it wit full concentration wokeyy...heh. n tyme passed juz loike dat...while doin da paper juz now, Mrs Quek came in...n wow!! new hair cut ler...aku sempat pusing blakang...lookin for Ct...showing her Mrs Quek new look...hahahha!! there's a story behind it actuali...oni Ct n me knew bout it...hahahha!! Izzah, Izzah...bulan puase pun...n yeah, received a testy frm her...awww...guess da testy i wrote for u was 2months ago, n da testy i received frm u was loike 2 hours ago?? hahaha!! nvm...niwae, appreciate it alot!! thnx gerl...
almoz 2weeks of fastin oreadi...cnt wait for Hari Raya too...kwang3...n yeah, Nana told me tat i've grown taller...wow!! hahahah!! yeah2, i notice tat...coz laz yr, wen i stood beside her...i was loike...errrrggghhh!! im so short!! but den, afta we meet up on Saturdae...i felt tat im a big gerl oreadi...hahahhaa!! Abby, pelan2 kayuh...guess ur height will juz stay permanently...hahaha!! oni tat, i cnt beat Imah's height ah...heh. n tmr gonna be anotha revision dae for me b4 wed...again, all da best for u gerls...insyallah...amin...kla, gtg now...almoz tyme for brk fast...till here den...outzz!!
Sunday, October 16, 2005, 4:15 PM
went for tranin at 10am dis mornin...gosh!! sooo sleepy...sampai nk terlentok kat dlm bus...finiz up wit jawa dance...except for da formation hav yet to do...finiz trainin ard 3+ n meet him at YCK mrt...n headed to Raffles Place to meet my Nitec frenss...i was damn excited seyy...but too bad, Imah n Syahirah tkder...die la yg paling happening...haizz...atleast, i've got to meet da othaz...Nana, Abby n Ella...
n yeah, si Nana lambt...reason, overslept...kwang3...hahhaa!! went to Esplanade while waitin for Nana...woohoo!! atlaz, da sexy mama arrived...janji 4.30, sampai 5.30...aiyoooo...sat there for awhile, n proceed to Lau Pa Sat to brk our fast there...took sum picz here n there...yerla, reali2 miss them seyy...syg seyy Imah tkder...if she were to join us, for sure lagi kecoh ah...Nana, aku rindu seyy kat ko...!!! arrrrgghhh!! yeah, we used to share secrets...n lots of secrets...hahahha!! lagi2, si Nana, Imah n Abby otak pek kotor!! mcm2 la story jorang ade...aiyooooo...but they're reali fun n nice to be with...love u gerlss!! lagi2, jorang hantu camera...tats wat i loike dem!! hahahha!! went to Esplanade again afta tat...tot wana g Geylang wit Abby...tapi kesian ah Nana, she cnt join as she'll be werkin later afta tat...Abby still wit her plan of goin to geylang coz she wana look for her thangz...so, tinggal me, Nana n Ella...duk2...till 9.30...
reached home ard 10.30...afta i had my shower, rez for awhile n straight to my comp...cnt wait to edit da picz taken juz now...heee...manzz...i reali miss him...sumore we'll not be seeing each otha nxt weekend...*sobsob* arrrrggggghhhh!! kla, till here den...outzzz!!
here are sum picz taken juz now...heee...
k, let's call it a dae...im so tired afta trainin...
ape jer tu due bdk kat blakang, posing mepek sak!! hahaha!!
miss those daes...IOD Office skills (2004)
at da riverside, Esplanade...
yeah, he's my otha half...awww...*smiles*
Saturday, October 15, 2005, 3:34 PM
went to Bugis wit my motha to get her thangz...den headed to Geylang jap to get sumthang for buke...reached home 15minz b4 its tyme for us to brk our fast...buka dgn mama je tadi...papa not home yet...iffah brk her fast wit her sec skool frens...pas buke, went to Sheng Siong at Haig Rd...gi Geylang gik...haiyahhh...
saw lots of pple there... i mean, pple whom i noe...firstly, bump into Imah n her parents...buyin perfume...hahaha!! den Rudy, ler...nga memekak dgn loud speaker die...askin me to buy perfume for Fiq at Tekong...hahhaa!! mepek sak!! bump into lots of Telok Kurau pple juz now...luckily tk terserempak da ones hu i dunwana meet...eeeeee!! saw Hairul gemok a.k.a Wawan...kurang ajar, sengaje langgar aku...didnt turn back in da first place coz i duno hu it was, wen suddenly he shouted, "oi, akula...Wawan..." hahhaha...saw Azmi Sempoi n da Dinodi nyer singer...hahaha!! n my motha was da one hu is excited bout it...hahahha!! saw Noor n his frens...again, my motha was da one hu's excited..."eh, tu kwn izzah kan??" hahahha!! n yeah, saw Rozy too...gosh!! da lame seyy tk npk die...tmr, hav to reach c.c at 10am...wana start up wit da Bishan nye show...gikpun, i'll be leavin early coz meetin my Nitec frens at Ct Hall...brk fast togetha...weeee!!
kla, i gtg now...im out of werds oreadi...outzz!!
Friday, October 14, 2005, 11:59 AM
woke up at 9 dis mornin, but afta i had my shower...felt so sleepy n went to bed again...kwang3...
slept frm 11 till 1pm...heh. den received a mzg frm mama, she wanted us to buy for her Hor Fun at Sakura...but end up, g geylang jer...den saw Rafi n his gf...hahahah!! da jarang npk die kat ubi, but den saw him kat geylang lak nga jualan...hahahha!! frm all places...heh. nila, kalo g geylang tyme puase, for sure u'll get bump into ur old frenz...n yeah, those hu u evr hate b4 too...kwang3...
got news frm Sikin tat yest oni 2 pupils went for OA lesson...hahahahaha!! KECOH!! n juz now, those hu skipped da lessons yest, all got scolded by tat mangkok...pity u gerls...lucky im not involve for OA...amin...heh. n yest, duno y im soooo fucking fucked up wit myself...simply cnt get myself to sleep early...*bleerrrgghh!!* hmmmm...
n yeah, tmr will be a holidae for all da ITEs...as ITE had won an award...duno wat awardla...forgot ler...yeah, he's back frm Tekong oreadi...n now, he's havin his "Nitez Off" till 10pm...*smiles* i miss him so much...hmmm...kla, im off to my revision papers...there goes again, da studious part of izzah...kwang3...heh. watever!! outzz!!
Thursday, October 13, 2005, 2:24 PM
took train afta skool, had to reach home as early as i cud...luckily finiz at 1pm todae...coz Iffah wanted to look for new tops...n me?? sambil2 gak ah...hahahhaa!! iffah skipped her accoutings lessons juz wana go out n look for her thangz...gosh!! crazy u iffah!! heh. fast game nye...afta gettin her thangz, went straight home...wana get da foods readi for papa to brk fast...mama's werkin n will be back usuali ard 7.30...
n yeah, not goin to skool tmr...will be startin my revisions at home...got back my accountin mock test paper...unbelievable...da paper was kinda difficult...n got a 'B' for dat?? 75.5 for dat paper...wooohoo!! alhamdulillah...n yeah, Ms Lee gave us our CA1 & 2 total markz...98%!! gosh!! im soo hapi!! but need anotha 40% for my dis cumin exam...insyallah...afta our SW juz now, suppose to go for BZF lesson, but sum of us went to student hub to watch Bring it on instead...hahhaha!! Mrs Quek cnt sae anitin, loike i said...debarment list r out...went for accoutin lesson oni...went thru da test paper answers togetha, wen it's bout tyme...Ms Lee let us off...n mampos!! da othaz didnt attend their OA lessons...hahahhaa!! kosong sak klaz...tmr, dey'll be havin their CA paper...all da best...but as for Ct n myself, we oreadi declared tmr's our public holidae...hahaha!! so, gonna meet da othaz on Mondae for da BZF paper jer...kla, till here den...hmmm...outzzz!!
Wednesday, October 12, 2005, 4:09 AM
im suppose to be in skool now till 3pm...but im at home...later still hav to go to skool for prac...yeah, nxt week is oreadi da BIG dae...examz!! notin much was done at skool...oni revisions...itz da same, my teacher gave da revisions to do at home, den discuss back da answers...so, rather den wastin my tyme at skool...it's beta for me to juz stay at home n revise on my own...but hav to go to skool tmr ah...SW...kalo tk, malaz nk uat OM ni sumer...but luckily, tmr gonna be in skool till 1pm oni...weee!! n thurs, it's a confirm tat im not goin to skool...Ms Lee oso told us tat if she were us, she wudn't cum to skool on thurs...hahahhaa!! terok ah tu ckgu...
later, gonna brk fast at skool as our prac gonna finiz late...sowie mama, cnt brk fast togetha at home...meetin Abg later at 2.30 at Bishan mrt...
ow gosh!! i miss him seyy...missin him badly...haizzz...=( cnt talk to him on da fon for dis week...again, he's at Tekong...arrrgghh!! gerlz, we're soo damn lucky dat we need not do wat dey r doin now...NS?? errr...reali not my type...doin all those...ewwww!! no comments...hahaha!!
kla, wana get change now...outzz!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005, 3:01 PM
finiz skool at 2pm todae...again, evry mondae n thurz we'll be havin our damn pathetic 2hours brk...wtf!! had to be in skool at 8.45 for da Accountin mock test...again, late...10minz oni ah...heh. luckily ade tyme for dis test...but mak ko!! pek susah!! im not ready for da real exam nxt week man...gosh!! wen we came back to class, almoz half of da OA students went home...hahaha!!
reached home, mama asked me out again to Geylang to buy sum food to brk our fast later...had my shower, rez for awhile...den off to Geylang...bought those ayam percik honey...waduh!! terangkat beb!! yum2...pas buke, took out sum of my business revision papers...while doin it, my mohta asked whether i still hav alot more to go or not...asked y?? coz she tot wana go to my Cik Man's house to c his new born baby boy...weee!! ler dgr jer, trus tutop buku...heh. actuali, he's oreadi 5mths old ah...da thang is dat we didnt get to c him wen he's still in hospital...gosh!! cam nk bwk lek jer tu anak!! hahahaha!!
den, received a mzg frm Ebrahim...suddenly he asked me bout tat musibat, Faris...fuckla!! but i sense sumthang's not ryte...i noe Faris reali well...he'll tend to ask sum1 for help to ask bout anybody ah...n da mzg asked frm Brahim was loike diff...hmmm...guess i shud not reply to ani of his mzgs again...but, its not him whom im fucked up with...its Faris!! Brahim told me tat Faris hav changed alotla...n wants Brahim, him n me to be loike laz tyme...yeah, we used to be best frens during sec tyme...but afta tat incident, sowie...i cn oni get along well wit Brahim but not him...he simply cnt undastand pple...wtf!! he may be fun, but wen cums to otha thangs, he just tinks of himself...isn't tat selfish?? errgghh!! nw den he realised his mistakes?? wateverla...but told Brahim tat i dunwana get involve btwn dem animore...but for Brahim, i'll consider...hmmm...dunwana tink bout tat nimore...kla, i'll stop here for now...n yeah, tink b4 u act!! NOT tink afta u act!! get dat?? outzz pple!!
Monday, October 10, 2005, 2:35 AM
~Dumb Reminders~
-No Use For A Name
i heard the message
then i rang it off the hook
i didn't get you till 1 am
who was wrong and who was right
and this distance caused a fight
now i'm ready to give in
honestly, i'd give anything
to be with you right now
this town is full of dumb reminders
having a good time can't you tell
hang up the phone and then i come back down
miss you i hope you're doing well
i'm used to waiting
what's a voice without a face
i think i'm dying without you here
so i drink myself to sleep
and then i hide beneath the sheet
and i try to disappear
i get up every single time cuz you keep me alive
this town is full of dumb reminders
how far ahead from you in miles
if i could get one time as take it down
maybe then i could see you
this town is full of dumb reminders
having a good time can't you tell
hang up the phone and then i come back down
miss you i hope you're doing well
, 2:25 AM
~More Than Words~
-Frankie J.
Sayin' I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make-it-real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love..... you?!!
Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all you ever needed me to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
heee...outzz!!
Sunday, October 9, 2005, 2:28 PM
juz had my shower...reached home ard 10.20 juz now...da trainin wasnt tat hectic...finiz up half of da "Dia Datang" song...pheww!! though all of dem were fasting except for me...heh. but atleast i didnt drink or eat in front of u guys...hahaha!! Abg kept complainin tat he's tired la...no energy la...hahaha...excuses2...bout dat thang, hahaha!! kite2 jer la tau...hahaha!! Abg2...aiyooo...
finiz ard 4+, den went to Lavender...met him there to accompany him buy his ns thangz...actuali we oreadi planned to brk our fast outside...coincidentally Adeq oso asked to brk fast together...so, went to Bugis...mkn there...afta tat, went to Bazaar Geylang...jalan2 wit dem...
gosh!! pack giler!! padehal ru 4th dae of puase...tapi die nye pack tkleh angkat...aiyooo...
n pity him, had to walk all over Geylang till TKC, patah lek Haig Rd...ru lek...sumore he sprained his ankle during his field camp...n he was limpin seyy juz now...sowie to make u follow us dear...
=( n yeah, met Fifi kat TKC juz now...gosh!! u're gettin much hotter ah gerl...hahaha!!
wen i switched on my comp juz now, i received an unknown number...hmmm...sape jer...but i was shocked to receive a msg frm a long lost fren...we used to be a very very good fren...but, we lost contact afta tat musibat creat a prob betwn us...fuck off la!! told me tat he's no more wit his gerl, but got back togetha oreadi...aiyoo...terperanjat jap...woah!! dah lame seyy their relationship...alhamdulillah...hapi for da both of u...=) n for Su, hope u're readin dis...tkkn ko tknk tau khabar ex ko kan...hahaha!!
n yeah, i miss him...=( hope he noes tat...hmm...kla, i gtg now...outzz!!
Saturday, October 8, 2005, 2:50 AM
GOOD MORNING!! woke up ard 9+ juz now...receive a kol frm tat ite mcpherson pple...irritatin ah...distrb me while sleepin?? errrgghh!! dah tk g skola, ru ingat nk bgn lambt kit ke...heh. dey kol to let us noe tat dey wan us to perform for da Mr n Miss ITE...nxt week is da rehearsal, n now den dey let us noe...wtf!! tot tat dey will be kolin us afta da audition...we waited, so we tot we're not in...den juz now da person said, dey cnt get thru us...mepekz!! told tat i'll get back to dem later afta i ask Ckgu...hahahah!! too bad, she oso dunwan us to perform...slamat...heh. gikpun nxt week is our revision week...ahackz...
guess no more performances for me dis month ah...very tired!! nxt month nye show...aiyoo...no comments...npknye tk beraya la aku...hahaha!! uwekkk!! hopefulli, da practices wont be tat hectic ler...insyallah...ok Abg?? tkkn Abg tknk raya...heh. haizzz...guess i'll start my revisions later afta Iffah get for me da book keepin pad...n yeah, later gonna brk our fast without mama...she's werkin todae...haizz...kla, tatz all for now...outzz pple!!
Friday, October 7, 2005, 1:07 PM
yeah, anotha pathetic dae at skool todae...haizz...2hourz of break doin notin...wana go to da student hub, but itz close...so cnt watch any movie there...wtf!! all da teacherz were havin a small farewell party at da roof garden...too bad for da mly teacherz...guess they packet da food instead...heh. went to roof garden n played UNO card n da maid again...hahaha!! but dis tyme played it wit Wani, Linda, Ct n Agnes...den came dis office skills pple...da grp who we anti most...hahaha!! eeeewww!! minah n matz!! da only gerl in dat grp...yuckz!! supposingly, there'll alwayz two gerlz...but didnt saw anotha one todae...gosh!! tat gerl, ate biscuits in front of da othaz...SHAME OF HER!! eeeww!! no commentz...korang da besar, suke hati jorang ah...
tot wana go out to j8 but 1s we're out, no turnin back to skool...heh. so, juz stayed in skool for da whole 2hourz of brk...haizz...luckily, during accounting lesson did sum revisions...gosh!! nxt mondae, mock test...insyallah, cn do...amin...n yeah, not goin to skool tmr...again, lazy!!debarment list r out oreadi wat... heh. guess i juz stay at home n revise on accounting...i reali need tyme alone on my revision...so, there goes tmr da studious part of Izzah...hahaha!! had to bring home all da books back...n my bag was damn heavy seyy juz now...sumore my thighs are givin me probz...CRAMP!! arrggghh!! n was limpin wen goin up da stairz...aiyoo...da cam nenek2 sak Izzah...haha!! n yeah, he's back frm Tekong tmr...=) kla, im out of werds oreadi...outzz!!
Thursday, October 6, 2005, 1:12 PM
hahaiii...first dae of puase wit da new 2005 ISA gerlz...lagi2 dgn org2 yg kuat mkn...tkpat mkn jer, sumer diam mcm haper!! hahaha!! had our SW lesson for da first hour...gosh!! reached skool 15minz late...kalo first hour lesson laen tkper gak, but itz SW lesson...paiseyy ler had to walk pass by da otha 2 classes...but luckily, dis mornin coincidentally took da same bus as Ct...so, cnt blame each otha hu came late...haha!! played UNO card during SW...did da same thang during lunch hour at da student hub...played UNO card n Old maid...heh. remind me of those childhood daes...haizzz...heh. tmr, anotha pathetic dae at skool...2hourz of lunch...but luckily, start skool at 11am...n yeah, checked da debarment list yest...PHEW!! one gerl frm my class jer kene debar...kinda scared jugak if i were to kene debar...coz ive been takin AL quite a number of tymes...=p
n yeah, thnx to Iffah for edittin my blogskin here n there...tink if not bcoz of Su, she wont noe how to do it...she's been afta tat marquee thang da lame seyy...thnx to u gerl...blajar sal comp2 la katekn..heee...ape2 ko blajar sal ni sumer, ajar la aku gak k...ner tau i can upgrade my blog to a more nicer one...heh. kla, guess i'll stop here now...Iffah wana use da comp...haizz...tried not to tink bout tat thang...but wen sumthang reminded me bout it, there goes da emo2 side of Izzah...haha!! *eyesrollin* n yeah, 2 more daes...he's back frm Tekong...weeee!! cnt wait for his kol!! k, outzz!!
Wednesday, October 5, 2005, 3:30 PM
gosh!!!! very tired todae...reached home ard 10+...had trainin as usual, n had a meetin wit da seniors again...aiyoo...so stress!! in-charge of da programmin thingy thang...sumore, examz cumin up...but insyallah, cn make it ah...amin...went home wit Adeq, Ashrin n his fren...jorang ajak tompang lorry...hahaiii!! but gerek!! wit da wind blowing, ow gosh!! im speechless...heh.
sent me home exactly infront of my block...luckily, ade jorang...if not, i dun tink i'll be reachin home tat early...sumore need to finiz up wit accountin homewerk...aiyoooo...malaz nye...
did sum, but will continue it again during lunch hour since tmr's fasting...woah!! siang2 kat skola tadi afta trainin, aku niat...heh. takot luper ler...hehehe...guess tmr we'll be spendin our tyme at da student hub during lunch hour ah gerlzz...loike juz now, afta lunch...went there n watched Da Eye...hahaha...pantat nye Sikin, terperanjat kn aku...hahahha!! n yeah, finiz at 1pm tmr...weeee!! luckily, my dae was occupied wit skool thangz...coz im missing him!! cnt talk to him on da fon, ape tah lagi sms kn...hahahha!! haizz...hav to wait till Fri la...haizzz...n yeah, missing my gerl Su too...been holdin on to her thangz since wen?? hahaha!! ko jerla yg tau...hahaha!! thnx for ur concern my gerl...n yeah, im ok...haha...though im not...heh. but dun weri gerl, i'll get wat u said in my HEAD!! heh. thnx yeah...kla, last but not least...SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYBODY!! outzzz!!
Tuesday, October 4, 2005, 8:20 AM
didnt attend skool todae...2hourz of lunch in skool doin notin...waste of tyme ryte...n yeah, thurz too...*eyesrollin* sumore fasting...for sure there'll be no werk given...tau2 la nanti kite...there'll be excuses...esp Ms Lee, slalu kene bully...hahaha!! pity her...heh.
been edittin picz frm juz now...notin to do...wana eat, nah...not hungry yet...gonna meet my motha at Geylang n we shall hav our dinner skali kat luar...haizzzz...sumthangz not ryte...i simply cnt let it out...though sumtyme it makes me go errrrrggghh!! nvm!! kla, guess i'll stop here...outzz!!
Monday, October 3, 2005, 11:21 AM
afta da arts voluntary werk at Dhoby Ghaut. tatz Ct n her guy, Hafiz...Fiq n i at KFC.
b4 we get our hands dirty on those batik paintings, letz get our pic taken...heh.
, 11:09 AM
went to escape yest...gosh!! some of dem are late as usual...but overall, had fun there though i went off earlier...had to go to c.c...den went to beach rd to get Fiq's thangz...
dis mornin had to go to Dhoby Ghaut to do sum voluntary werk...had to help out da small kids wit da batik paintings...loike dis kinda job...heh. finiz ard 2pm n met him there...went to KFC wit Ct n her guy, Hafiz...Rehan, Linda...Sally n her guy, Art-D...
den kite berpecah, went off diff waes...Fiq n i walked all da wae to Penin n took a buz home...as he'll be bookin in later at nite...haizzz...got to spend a lil tyme wit him oni...sumore he's not in a good mood...haizz...pity him...sum probz occured during his training...dunola...tgk die stress2 gitu, aku pun naek stress...aiyooo...hopefuli he's fine...n hopefuli he's not angry wit me bout anitin...haizzz...gonna miss him seyy...*sobsob* cnt get to talk to him on da fon dis week, as he'll be goin off to Tekong till Fri...malang naseb ku.......haizzz...hahaha!! n woah!! 2 more daes to fasting month...insyallah...tyme files reali fast uh...tmr, hav to bring all da books home which i left dem in da locker...revise Izzah!! revise!! heh. kla, im out off wordz oreadi pple...outzz!!
Saturday, October 1, 2005, 3:38 PM
gosh!! cnt believe tat itz oreadi Sat...woohoo!! had fun at skool during da laz two periodz of BZF...finiz up wit da grpz hu hav yet to present their role play...hahaha!! Sikin's grp did well on their role play...ape tknye, their grp used video cam to record their role play...niwae, well done gerlz!! same goes to da otha grpz...Ogy's grp were not bad too...haha!! well done!! gosh u Ogy, gettin crazier each dae ah...hahaha!! n yeah, Ct n i kept laughin wen we spotted sum mistakez done frm da gerlz...duno watz gettin into us juz now...hahaha!! but den, shiok ah u gerlzzz!! went straight home as i'll be goin out wit Iffah n my motha to Arab St...
tink we reached Arab St ard 5+...tot wana look for an orangy brown suit dis yr...but tink back, ive oreadi had an orange kebaya laz yr...sumore didnt saw any of da orangy brown suit which attract me juz now...but saw dis ready-made baju kurung pahang...manzz...very nice seyy...but it costs $280...at laz, chose a blue suit instead...heh. alhamdulillah...sent to da tailor, n get our measurements done...cnt wait to wear it...heee...thankie2 mama!! den, saw Mak Ani Hafiz n Mak Ani Anis...joined dem for dinner at ZamZam...went to Bugis Junction afta tat...guess reached home at 10+ juz now...took train home...
singgah bazaar jap kat Eunos int...wana buy does delicious yummy pancakez...my motha asked for 3 pancakez, n there were 4 left...but da guy packed all 4 pancakez for us at da same price...step nk amek hati mak aku jer...BLUEK!! den went to buy drinkz frm anotha stall, wen sum1 suddenly came to my motha n asked "Cik leh saya uat kwn dgn anak cik?"...da guy frm dat pancake stall...n he was pointing at me...n i was loike...errrr...tknk!! tk malu!! hahahaha!! my motha said cnnt...but in a nice manner ah...told him tat my dad is a policeman...hhahaha!! padehal, padehal...mama, mama...hahaha!! laki tu pikir ape?? mentang2 da kasi kite discount on da pancakes beh ingat leh tolak nombor?? bole blah!! hahaha!!
n yeah, todae's our 9th mth anniversary...*winkz* hope everythang goes smoothly for us in daes to cum...insyallah, amin...i love u dear...though u didnt keep track tat itz oreadi da 1st of October!! hahaha!! nah...itz wokey...im reali hapi to hav u in my life now...*smilez*
kla, cnt wait to SCREEAAMM wit da gerlz later...heee!! tatz all, outzzzz!!