Friday, September 30, 2005, 1:40 PM
feelin kinda feverish ah...tink bcoz of da cough n runny nose...haizz...luckily, tmr fri...den lookin forward to Sat...insyallah, Escape here i cum...weee!! moz prob, afta tat will be goin to YCK C.C. for trainin...hav to catch up wit da Hari Raya dance...so since im not meetin him dis Sat, beta for me to hang ard wit da othaz kat C.C...tmr, all da best to Sally yeah...Ct, enjoy urself there ah...woah!! suke ko dpt lepas eh sok...cnt wait for dis Sat...hope it's reali 100% confirm ah gerlz...though ade yg tk pat make it...let us SCREEEEEEAAAMMM beybeh!!
goin Arab St wit my motha tmr...gonna buy anotha set of kaen for Hari Raya...gosh!! wat kolor eh?? hmmm...nvm...n yeah, realized n been reminded not to trust sum1 easily...i'll get tat in my head...dunweri dear...played UNO cards wit Ct, Agnes, Nisha n Wani at student hub...as im not eatin...puase gik...heh. errggghh!! kalah, jgn ditanye...hahahha!! gosh!! business n accouting lessons have turn to a drawing lessons ah...hahaha!! as usual, ckgu bebual...kite draw2...instead of writin notes on da book...hhaha!! ape nk jadi anak2 ni sume?? hahaha!! but tat doesnt mean im givin up...examz ard da corner...2 more weekz...n yet to do revisionz...insyallah...k, guess tatz bout it...nytez everybody... n yeah, to Su...suke Khairul Anwar ko menang?? hehehe...kompom suke kn...kla, outzz!!
Thursday, September 29, 2005, 1:43 PM
went to ITE Mcpherson for da audition...we waited so long for our item...were told to be there by 3...den evrythang starts ard 4...reali waste our tyme...afta da audition, went to Esplanade wit Adeq, Iffah n Faj...Zila went to meet his bf...but met us at Esplanade bit later juz now...took bus bus eunos interchange to Ct Hall...den saw my cuz Dayah...gosh!! she looked so tired seyy...she juz came back frm werk...pity her man...den at Esplanade, there was a rehearsal held at da riversidenye stage...bdk2 kecik...so cute...didnt stay there dat long...coz all of us were kinda tired...so, went off ard 8+...mak oi!! si Faj was loike a jakon seyy wen she reached Esplanade...hahhaa!! coz she had nvr been to Esplanade for monthzzzz!! kesian die...hahaha!! n yeah, jgn nk kacau2 org eh Faj...ko nye "R" tu btol kn dulu...hahhaa!! haizz...missin him badly...
=( den sumore dis Sat, we'll not be meetin...he said tat maybe he'll be bookin out Sat nyte or da nxt dae...Sun?? aiyoo...but yet to be confirm ah...haizzz...tkperla...n yeah, talked to Ct bout da thang...she undastands hw i feel...n worse, she kinda more bingit den me...haha!! niwae, Hapi 2nd mth anniversary wit ur darling yeah gerl...may everythang goes well n may both of u hav hapi daes ahead...insyallah, amin...
n yeah, will be startin skool at 11am tmr!! weee!! n tat new fren of mine, Farhana...haha!! askin for my pic?? hahha!! n wat?? im cute?? hahha!! thnx for da complimentz niwae...hahha!! kla, notin much to sae...gettin so fucked up!!
outzz!!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005, 4:16 PM
reached home at 10pm juz now...or shud i sae yest?? heh. yeah, as usual trainin every tues...aiyaa...tat person in charge of da Mr n Miss ITE reali givin us a hard tyme ah...dey said dey'll be cumin over to our skool to c da dance...n now, dey wan us to cum over at their skool tmr...aiyooo...y cnt dey juz make up their mind...luckily tmr i finiz skool at 1, but had to attend a talk at 2 till 3 tmr...but since i hav to go to mcpherson, i juz need to provide an approve leave...
afta trainin had a meetin bout da anniversary thingy thang we'll be havin early nxt yr, insyallah...wit da ex dancers frm ITE Bishan...met new faces, loike Kak Sarimah n Kak Mariati...bsides Kak Zizan, Kak Zila, Kak Dessy n Abg Busu...sat n had our meetin at da Coffee Bean...woah!! thnx Kak Zizan for da treat...hee!! n Kak Zila thnx for da cheese cake though we didnt even touch it...heh.
finiz everythang at 8.30...den went to watson to accompany Adeq to buy her thangz...gedebak gedebuk lek ard 9+...took train wit Iffah...haizzzz...chat wit Su n Abg now...not in a good mood actuali...but, yeah...i dun show it...im juz bein myself...hapi go-lucky jer though actuali im not on dat dae...dunwana be a attention seeker!! hahah!! ryte wat...heh. dunola eh, told Su n Iffah jer why im actin dis way...haizz...=( thnx niwae Su...u undastand me deeply...*smilez* in fact, dis thang had been botherin n makin me upset since............dunola...sowie didnt tell u earlier gerl, coz i tink itz juz a small matter dat i need to be patient of...=) n yeah, hate wen dis kinda thang happen esp if itz got to do wit "feelingz"...cnt help it ryte?? wtf!! hahaha!! kla, beta not tink bout it too much...*smilez* outzz!!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005, 10:52 AM
pheww!! naseb baek nari tk jadi g mcpherson...tmr, da person in charge will be cumin over to our skool to look at our dance...went straight home afta skool wit Ct...da othaz hu r takin OA had to stay till 4pm...sum of dem wanted to skip da laz two periods of OA...tapi si mangkok tu will be distributin their CA papers back...n she told dem tat if dey skip her lesson or sumthang, she'll minus mark...ape sajer la si mangkok tu...hahaha!! end up, oni Sikin n Hana went off...da othaz, stayed...but dey tot of cumin to skool tmr at 10 for BZF lesson instead of cumin to skool at 8 for da OA...hehe!! korang beta tink twice ah...hahaha!!
n yeah, ive yet to memorize my lines for da role play tmr...shhheeeessshh!! i cnt speak properly...coz of dis errrgghhh!! bile la ko nk baek?? rimas aku!! asek shret...shret...shret...hopefulli tmr goes smoothly...insyallah...got da costumes frm Sally oreadi...kinda excited too...hahaha!! Sally will be performin wit her grp dis Fri at ChinaBlack...but too bad, i cnt go...will be goin to Arab St wit my motha...n sumore Fiq will be bookin out on Sat n not Fri...it'll be beta if i go wit him...enjoy urself ah for those hu r goin dis Fri to c Sally shakin her thangz...hahaha!!
n yeah, need to stay a longer afta trainin tmr...there'll be a meetin wit Abg n da seniors for da upcumin BIG show for Bishan...woah!! hahaha!! c ya guys tmr aite...n Habariah, hope u're cumin for da meetin too aite...*winkz* kla, tatz all for now...all da bez for those hu r doin their role play tmr!! outzz!!
Monday, September 26, 2005, 1:56 PM
sowie Iffah to get u held back frm usin da comp...ok2, it'll take a few minz on dis thang...Sally n Ct came over to my hse juz now...finiz up wit our role play slides n probz for dis tues...hahaha!! we simply cnt be serious in our werk...esp if we're doin dis kinda role play...hahha!! act sikit jer, ketawe lebih!! hahaha!! aiyooo...but alhamdulillah...evrythang's over, tinggal nk act up on tues jer...insyallah, ok...amin...heh. den ard 5+ Ct went off to meet her bf...Sally stayed for lil longer...she waited for her fren to kol her, but she didnt kol...end up, went off to meet her fren hu stay at da opp blok...haha!! sempat eh...hahaha!!
gosh!! tot all dis sickness r over...it came back!! sharkz!! start rubbin my nose...errgghh!! rimas!! hope it'll get beta by tues...heh. insyallah...chat wit Ayn dis afternoon...pity her man...told me wat she've been thru dis daes...dunweri gerl, im always here to be ur listenin ear...wat frens r for ryte?? =) relekz k gerl...hope evrythang's goin fine for ya k...insyallah...
tmr?? haizzz...anotha dae at skool...sumore need to go to ITE mcpherson for da audition...*yawn* n yeah...missin him oreadi...haizz...kla, tatz all...outzz!!
Sunday, September 25, 2005, 3:18 PM
woke up ard 9+ dis mornin...kinda excited to meet him...haha!! finiz doin my thangz, den had a sweet n nice conversation wit Iffah...bual sal skola...hahaha!! gossip jer eh!! hahaha!! but...i got to talk wit Su on da phone afta so long tkpat bebual...as both of us were busy wit our thangz...manz...missing her badly seyy...yesh!! she reali make my dae seyy...wenever i talk to her on da phone ke ape ke, she'll alwayz make me laugh...tankayou gerl!! n yeah, will ask Iffah to teach me bout da comment thingy thang...hahaha!!
yeah, went out wit him juz now...to beach rd, accompany him buy his ns thangz, mkn...den duno where to go...haha!! went to ECP jer...duk2...cnt meet him tmr as my frens are cumin over to my hse to finiz up wit our role play thingy thang...duno hw long it gona take...cpt2 bes, so da tkya pikir2 kan ni sumer gik...leceh!! tkper, let him rez at home...rez puas2...=)
gosh!! kept watchin tat video again n agian seyy...tat lil gerl singing...soooo cute...errgghh!! cute la...kla, tink tats bout all...outzz!!
Saturday, September 24, 2005, 2:21 PM

kept lookin n admirin at my own eyebrows these daes...hahahaha...mepek u Izzah!! thankz to Abg Busu for adjustin it to make it more beta...kalo tak, loike Abg Yazid kate..."mcm sign mcdonald"...hahaha!! ok2, i noe...haha!!
notin to do, actuali wana sleep oreadi...kept turnin n tossin ard, but cnt seems to sleep...haiz...so, edit my own picz ah...hahaha!! BORING!!
, 3:32 AM
didn't go to skool todae...cnt open my eyes dis mornin...slept ard 2+...den wen i woke dis mornin, kapla noneng2...hahaha!! alasan sak Izzah!! now duno wat to do at home...shud have gone to skool seyy...so da fickle minded u Izzah...heh. juz wait for Iffah to cum home...luckily she finiz skool at 1 todae...atleast theres sum1 to accompany me at home...kept lookin for a new skin for my blog...Su simply cnt read my blog...she said she cnt scroll down ke ape ntah...kwn nye pasal, g la cari skin baru...duno if dis skin is wokeyy or not for her...i loike it...mcm attitude lookin skin...hahaha!! i loike!! heh. sowie CT...kesian todae no one sittin bside u in klaz...sowie yeah...sumore mondae maybe i'll be takin AL...goin to ITE Macpherson for da audition...sorang gik nanti CT...too bad, i cnt do anitin...
cnt wait for tmr...gona meet him...wee!! but duno whether there's trainin or not...coz Abg will be havin a perfromance at Tampines...woah!! too bad cnt watch...$$$ gik nanti kuar...heh. all da bez ah Abg for tmr's show...kompom bagos nye...*winkz*
kla, tats all for now...outzz!!
Friday, September 23, 2005, 5:38 AM
at home now...suppose to be in skool till 3pm...hahaha!! yeah, cabotz da accounting lesson...
isy!! izzah, izzah!! had 1 hour lesson wit Mrs Quek, den ade 2 hours of lunch till 2pm...but not eatin todae...bayar lek puase...da nak kat puase, ru nak bayar...aiyooo!! during da lunch tyme, went to da student hub wit CT, Yanee n Linda...jorang pun exempted frm OA klaz...duk jap kat sane, den went down to da canteen to accompany CT buy her drink...bebual wit her, feelin so sleepy n lazy to attend da accounting lesson...ade test on bank recon...den CT n me were lookin at each otha n tot of skippin da accounting lesson...ape lagi, took our thangz at da locker den salam Yanee n Linda...Yanee had to tink twice b4 she skip dis lesson coz afta skool she'll be havin her role play prac wit kecik...so end up, me n Ct jer lek...ade test, beh lek korang!! heh. ala...sumore da marks will not be taken...waste of tyme kan...
den tadi, Nurul tinggi kol ard 2.15...while i was havin my nice shower...heh. mzg CT whether Nurul had kol her or not...she said Nurul were lookin 4 us coz da test was about to start...den CT told her tat we're at home...hahaha!! sowie gerlz, nvr inform u all earlier...heh.
n now, duno wat to do...haha!! *eyes rollin* tink wana take a short nap later b4 i brk my fast...
k, outzz for now!!
Thursday, September 22, 2005, 2:58 PM

during accounting lesson...nga brk jap...da ryte side of da pic, k...tatz my place...beside CT...punyela berserak tempat aku...nga stress!! hahahaha!!
, 2:53 PM
finiz skool at 1 todae...had fun todae at skool though itz a short dae...
sum of us were released early afta SW...as we finiz da napha test stations except for da 2.4km run...tat'll be nxt week ah...hopefulli, nxt week rains...hahaha!! so tat 2.4 will be postponed...heh.
postpone2...biler mau game?? haha...pemalaz sak kite!!
den during lunch, went to access room...wit CT n Sally...
Wawa, Ogy n Wani pun ader...so, kite join skali ah dgn jorang...hahaha!!
leh jadi gile sey dgn jorang...especially wit tat Ogy giler!! hahaha!! mcm2 ah...
told dem tat we'll be goin to escape theme park on da 1st of Oct...ajak jorang skali...lagi ramai gik bagos...hope, itz confirm...insyallah...
den juz now, Iffah's fren sent her a video...video of a small gerl singin...tink she's ard 2yrs+ or sumthang...gosh!! she's sooo damn cute seyy...kecik2 da hafal da lyricz...beh nyanyi dgn muke2 die skali...isyy!! how i wish i hav another younger sis...heh. nah...impossible!! haha!!
tmr, starts skool at 11...dpt bangun lambt kit...heh.
kla, guess tats bout all...wana watch tat video gik ah...heh.
k, outzz!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005, 3:36 PM
yeah, cant sleep...helped my sis, Iffah on her powerpoint project...
haiz...manyak susah ah her project...wana insert videola, musicla...
u owe me one ah Iffah...maybe nxt semester nye project, beta help me out...haha!!
reached home ard 7pm...had trainin as usual evry tues...alamak!! laz minit ah, have to perform for da Mr n Miss ITE Central...den, have to attend an audition on Mondae...manyak leceh ow...
nak kite perform, beh nak audition dulu la...haiyaaa!!
maybe we'll be replacing Kak Ira to Ayn's position...as she's startin on her new job now...
congratez gerl, for gettin a new job...all da bez yeah...told ya oreadi, wateva had happen before...ade hikmah disebaliknye...alhamdulillah...
audition nxt week, da actual show will be on da fasting moth seyy...hope gonna be orite...insyallah...
gosh!! finiz all da topics for Accounting Fundamentals...alhamdulillah...but i still dun quite undastand wit da bank recon thingy thang...errgghhh!! kalo da tk paham, ni yg uat aku malaz nk blajar...hahaha!! did sum questions on bank recon juz now...hahaha!! uat sikit jer...den Ms Lee gav us a short break coz everyone are dozin off includin me...hahaha!!
tak sangka, aku btol2 tertdo...though itz juz a 10 minz brk...izzah, izzah!!
exam nk dekat ni!! 19th October ni!! jgn nk maen2!! wake up!! hahaii!!
nxt week gonna be our role play...n maybe my grp members, Sally n CT will be cumin over to m y house to rehears on sum of da scenes...
all da bez to da otha groupz...till den, outzz!!
Tuesday, September 20, 2005, 8:38 AM
gosh!! reached home ard 3+...den straight away turn on my comp afta finiz bathing...
BORING!!!!!!!!! hahaha!! notin to do...wana tdo, dun feel sleepy yet...padehal, kat skola tadi mate asek nk tertutup jer...aiyaaa!! g Junction8 during lunch hour tadi wit CT...
two hours lunch...buang mase kn...beh continue lek wit a 1 hour lesson pas tu...
*eyes rollin*
now, juz rottin at homela...doin nutin...juz now, Sally told me bout da outin for 1st of October...
wana g escape theme park...hahaiii...$$$$ lagi kuar...heh. tkpe, skali2 kuar wit my klazmate...
b4 puase baek g...sumore da examz are in mid of October...heh. org kate, enjoy sblum examz...pas examz enjoy gik...hahaha!! wtf!! hahaha!!
kla, tink tats bout it...notin much to sae ler...nga boring giler!! arrrgghh!!
k, outzz!!
Monday, September 19, 2005, 2:57 PM

me adeq outside eastpoint afta da dikir comp...
, 2:52 PM
wow!! went to dikir comp at changi simei c.c. wit habariah n her fren, mai...
actuali da comp started at 10am, but we came at 12noon...heh.
ingatkn da tkder tempat duduk ke eh...hahaha...
gosh!! sampai jer...biasela, dikir...kompom ramai laki2...jln pun, step tk npk jorang...
while we were waitin to get in, errgghh!! dis grp of guyz reali irritate me!! *eyez rollin*
perangai sak!! mcm haper!! den npk Wak, Dut, n sape ntah name die...hahaha!!
saw my cuzz there too...she watched her darling perform...Neng Nyno...tukang karot lak tu...wow!! haha!! da groupz are all very good...manz...there's dis juara's voice reali melt me seeyy...haha!! jgn mara eh dear...but reali, sedap giler...wana noe hu?? ala...he used to be Si Anak Seni's juara, but now laen grp...Rajesh!! hahaha!! si habariah tergile2 kn die...
now, die da gemuk kit...da der goatee...heh. saw him while da interval nye tyme...
went to da coffe shop wit my cuzz jap li air, den saw him...awww!! hahahah!!
crazy u izzah!! hahaha!! afta da comp, didnt wait till resultsz ah...went to eastpoint gi mkn...
lapar...frm mornin lum mkn...uwekkk!!
den lek...penat ah...sok skool...haizz...
kla, stop here 4 now...outzz!!
Sunday, September 18, 2005, 4:55 PM
went to watch da suntec dance competition afta trainin juz now...
meet him there...wit abg nye kecoh tyme tgk da comp...
hahahaha!!
but didnt spend much tyme wit him tadi...haizz...
sok cnt meet him, coz i'll be goin to watch a dikir comp at changi simei c.c wit habariah...wee!!
too bad cnt meet u dear...tkper, nxt week insyallah leh k...*winkz*
manz...i miss him...sumtymes i kinda hav dis tinkin tat whether im troublin him or not...
yarla, wenever we wana go out...we'll take a public transport...though he hav a bike...
hmmm...itz not tat im choosy or sumthang...juz tat i dunwan pple to tink tat i go for guys wit bike...NO!! its not tat...sumore my parents lum tau bout us...still havnt reach my expectation...heh.
tgkla, insyallah...wait till im oreadi 1yr wit him...insyallah...amin...now, guess im still early...
relek...dun rush...insyallah thangz will go on smoothly...amin...
i alwayz tink tat wae...heh. mcm real jer izzah!! haha!!
kla, tink tatz bout all...outzz!!
, 4:24 PM

y cnt he juz look at da cam n smile?? but nvm, i still love u...heh.
Saturday, September 17, 2005, 3:19 PM

same dance, same outfit...but dis tyme, itz at ite simei...for da 4PM thingy thang...
, 3:08 PM
arrggghhh!! atlaz...da bes sumer show...tinggal show for hari raya jer ah...
but tatz for Dian nye group...alhamdulillah...tadi show waz great...lotz of great feedbacks frm da audiences...weeee!!
n guess wat?? saw us in da tv...suria nye berita tadi...missed da 8 o'clock show, but naseb baek dpt tgk da 2nd telecast nye...heh.
hahahha!! saw myself dancin!! hahaha!! clear pulak tu...*blushin*
n Abg was so so damn proud tat we got featured in da tv...heh.
thankz Abg for ur patience n creative dance stepz tat make da pple loike it so much!!
afta da show, went to city hall wit zila, habariah n abg...chill2 kat esplanade...nk tenangkn fikiran la konon...heh.
den, met iffah n mizi kat sane...hahaha!! abg step kacau jorang...kelakar seyy abg!!
tk abes2...we all kept laughin all da wae...dgn sorang satu nye perangai...hahaiii!!
fun2!! den saw chico, 1 of da contestant of anugerah...haha!! kwn abg mintk amek gmbr dgn die...haha!! so we took ah...kecoh!!
sok, cam biase...kat yck c.c...at 12...c ya gerlz tmr aite...
tatz all for now!! outzz!!
Friday, September 16, 2005, 11:49 AM
yesh!! finiz our first performance for dis week at ite dover juz now...manz...im so sleepy...
woke up at 4+ dis mornin...alhamdulillah, no mistakez...heh.
great feedbackz frm da guest of honour n otha VIPs...
amin...well done gerlz...
but dun 4get there'll be anotha show at ite simei tmr...for da 4PM thingy thang...
but hav to attend klaz for da first few hourz tmr, den can go off ard 11...
da othaz, hav to cntinue lesson till 2pm...heh.
afta da show juz now, tat was ard 12+...went back to skool to change...
followed Abg n Habariah to Dazhong Pri Skool...tolong2 Abg mengajar...hahai...
tapi bez, cute2 bdk tu sumer...moz of them are pri 1...
met bibik there...saw otha side of her...da crazy side of her i mean...heh.
bleh tahan gak eh bik...haha!!
den frm Dazhong took cab to perkampungan...ate at Spore post wit abg n habariah...
ru lek...kinda tired...very sleepy...in fact now, im dozin off oreadi...
but tot of bloggin up first b4 i go n visit my drmland...
so, tatz bout all...outzz!!
, 11:26 AM

trainin for their upcumin pri skool SYF competition...
u all are so cute beybeh!!

Dazhong Pri skool mly dancerz...arent they cute?? esp da 1 on da bottom ryte...pipi die, tkleh angkat!!

performance at ite dover, a dance called "Samrah Persada"
Thursday, September 15, 2005, 1:17 PM
had our NAPHA test juz now during SW lesson...haha!!
did sum stationz oni ah...otha stationz we'll continue on our nxt SW lesson...haiyooo!!
manz...i cnt do da standing broad jump!! hahaha!! maybe im too heavy tatz y...haha!!
Nurul managed to do it...yarla, she hav long legz...easy for her...niwae, congratz!!
den afta our NAPHA test, we straight went to our lockers to take our BZF book...
tk sempat nk change to our uniform...coz we were released 5 minz b4 da nxt lesson...
but our BZF lesson laz minit was canceled...duno y la...tk paham aku ape si Mrs Quek bebual...heh.
todae, Kecik's (Norita) 18th bdae...we bought 4 her a cake...tompang kat makcik stall nye fridge wen we reached skool dis mornin...den g collect lek da cake n celebrate her bdae kat canteen since we were released early for BZF...haha!! she was touched!! awww....heh.
hope u enjoy ur dae aite gerl...
may all ur wishes cum true...insyallah...amin...
didnt attend accounting lesson juz now, went to ITE Dover for rehearsal...
rehears everythang till 4+...den went back to skool to take sum thangz from da dance studio...
reached hm, had my nice loveleh shower den packed da thangz 4 tmr's show...arrgghh!!
insyallah, no mistakez...heh.
talked to him on da phone 4 awhile juz now...
he reali make my dae complete...wit da laughterz...jokez...u mean alot to me u noe!!
awwwww....hahahahahaaha!! so mushy...*bluek!* eeww...heh.
kla, need to hav enuff sleep...hav to reach skool at 6.30 tmr...arrgghh!!
all da bez for tmrs' show gerlz!!
nytez, outz!!
Sunday, September 11, 2005, 5:18 PM
itz 2 am in da mornin...n im still awake?? biler aku leh tdo ni...??
had trainin at yck c.c tadi...eh, sala...smlm...hahaha...
afta tat, went to bugis wit zila n habariah...hahhaa...
alamak!! beg2 kite leh same ni...da cam boriah lak...hahah
kalo aku tk start kai tu beg, korang tkder tanye aku kat ner aku li kn?? hahahha...
sebok jerla...hahaha...kiddin!! tkper, asalkn korang tk cam ade org tu...
kutuk benda ape kite kai, tapi...sendiri pakai gak...bebual cam yek!! world!!
blahla!! tu la satu benda aku tk suke sal org cam gini ni!!
den duk2 kat mac bugis...while waitin 4 zila n habariah nye matair sampai...
haiz...aku sorng la ni?? hahha...pas jorang sampai, suk gik jap...den me cabotz!!
paiseyy ler dok dgn couple2 ni...beh me sorng...hahhaa...
yesh!! da dance da bes pun at laz...mondae n tues tinggal nk brush up n standardise da stepz jer...b4 da rehearsal n actual dae...alhamdulillah...amin...
k, miss him oreadi...haiz...
maybe tatz y i cnt sleep kot...hahhaha *bluek!*
kla, tink tatz bout it...outzz!!
Saturday, September 10, 2005, 3:10 PM
finiz skool ard 11 juz now...our bzf teacher gave us approve leave 4 us to do our role play projek...but have to go back to skool for tarian...wana settlekn costumes...
but ard 4+ we cabot...went to arab st wit abg n habariah...wana cari benda ape ntah 4 da costumes...but bnyk kedai da tutop seyy...so, too bad...
den walked to city hall...but syg, nvr bring along my digi cam...leh amek2 gmbr...wasted!!
habariah n abg naek bus frm there...me, naek train alone to orchard...
met him there...wit his ns frenz, didi n nas...okla, gile2 nye org...bagos ah...haha...
manz...duno y, cam tkder mood sgt ah dis daes...since smlm...ntah la...
haiz...upset?? disappointed of sumthang?? i, myself duno...haiz...
=((
reali hate wen dis happen...fuckla!!
k, ms lee told us tat our claz ca2 accounting all got A...weee!!
alhamdulillah...amin...
insyallah, utk sumer examz ah...amin...
kla, tink i'll stop here...sok wana bgn siang 4 tarian pracz...
nytezz!! outz!!
Thursday, September 8, 2005, 1:44 PM
manz...im so tired...had tarian prac juz now...
den tmr there'll be CA2 accountingz...ahhh!!
Insyallah, ok ah...amin...
actuali sok start skool at 11, den lesson bring forward at 9...
finiz everithang at 11...wee!!
lek cpt...hehe...
dunno watz wrong wit him todae, cam tkder mood jer...haiz...
kesian izzah...haha...hope everythangz ok wit him...hmm...
aku ni dahla................heh.
kla, dun wana talk bout it...
haiz...dari tadi asek batok jer...geram jer!!
bising!! org sume tgk...paiseyy jap...tapi cam tk pernah npk org batok ke...
kpo!! haha...tapi mungkin cara aku batok reali uat jorang takot ah...hahahha!!
bunyi nye, kong!! kong!! kong!! hahahha!!
haiz...
kla, i'll stop here 4 now...outzz!!
Tuesday, September 6, 2005, 2:27 PM
its oreadi 11+, he hav not kol me yet...manz...
im so worried, missin him...badly...haiz...
tmr, he'll be havin his POP...actuali, in da 1st place tk tau nk g ke tk...coz, his parents not cumin...
den, change of plan...his parents cumin, so me tk g ah...but den, rase cam nk g...
wana ask him, but he havn't kol me yet...so, lupekn saje la izzah...haha!!
pegi skola...nk cabut jer...heh.
gik pun me not feelin well seyy...so tkpe ah kalo tk g skool kn...hahai...
haiz...da 15th n 16th nye show nk dkt, n da dance maseh lum habes...
arrgghh!! tmr, zila dgn habariah tkder...banyk susah seyy...
no tyme oreadi!! arrrrghh!!
i've missed da prac on sat, n now need to catch up wit da dance...
k, i feel lyke cryin now...
bnyk seyy bende dlm kapla ni!!
sal dance, sal role play nye scripts, CAs, bout him...haizz...
='(
HAIZ!!!!!!
n more HAIZ!!!!!!
kla, got nutin to sae nimore...outzz!!
Monday, September 5, 2005, 10:55 AM

waitin 4 da othaz to arrive under my blk.

havin fun wit da digi cam at Tanjung Puteri Golf Club b4 goin back to Spore.
, 9:21 AM
hey!!
juz came frm Johor...tink ard 5+ gitu ah...
okla, had fun there...cume tkleh tahan dgn hidung ni...
arrgghh!! nga selsema, slight fever!!
rimas!! mcm nk letk hidung ni satu side dulu, da ok...ru pasang lek...heh.
sok skola cam biase...haiz...hopefuli da ok ah...insyallah...
cnt skip skool for dis week...thurs ade CA2 accounting...
haiz...berderet test...
on saturdae, reached at da villa ard 1+...duk jap, tolong kemas2 brg2 utk mlm nye bbq...
den, rez...baring2 kat bilik...
mlm, played games wit da rez of da families...hahaha...bnyk kaklar wo!!
at 1 point, kite nk maen game berbalas pantun...
den, cik ajib start...cukup tyme, bkn pantun yg die kasi...teka teki lak...hahaha...
truz die paiseyy...hehe...kecoh!!
tot wana stay up late...den, da tkleh tahan dgn ni hidung truz KO...tink ard 12+...
nxt dae, bangun g mkn kat da club...den, jln2 kat sane...
ard 12 gitu kite check out...
den g giant...borin...notin there...yg org2 tua suke...dpt shoppin brg die...kite??
habuk pun tkder...haiz...
kla, tink wana tdo ke tau baring2 jap ah...outzz!!
Saturday, September 3, 2005, 1:40 PM
finiz skool at 2 todae, but havin sort of a rehearsal wif da 4PM person...
he wanted to c our dance for da 16th show at ITE Simei...
den, went to eat at mcdonaldz wit abg...
lunch tk mkn, den lapar gile seyy...*sobsob*
juz finiz packin da thangz 4 tmr...
yesh!! goin to Tanjong Putri wit my dad's side...itz at Johor...
be back on Sundae nyte insyallah...haiz...but too bad i cnt meet him...
gonna miss him seyy...da la tkpat jmp for 1 wk oreadi...tkpe, nxt week die ade broad leave...
tu pun till Fri jer...haha...tkperla...naseb badan...heh.
gosh!! duno how im gonna be lyke at JB tmr...mcm nk demam pun ade...
selsemer...haiz...HELP!!
dear, i reali miss u!! oni God noes...heh.
duno whether i cn spend more tyme wit u nxt week or not...
gonna be very bz wit trainin...coz da followin week is oreadi da show...
but insyallah, cn ah...=(
kla, tink tatz all 4 now...outzz!!
Friday, September 2, 2005, 3:15 PM

_adeq, ayn n me_
we missed zila...where r u?? we're alwaez together aren't we??
, 3:11 PM

_alwaes in my heart_
, 2:23 PM
1st September 2005...
To me, findin sum1 & havin sum1 special in my heart is impossible & nvr can exist...
A guy i mean...But u came & stole my heart...
though itz hard for me believe & accept it...
Scared tat i might hurt sum1 or get hurt again...
But told myself to be strong...
Coz da first tyme i noe u, i noe tat u cud guide me...
therefore, i take thangz slowly...take thangz as it cumz...
Now, im trying my best to love u & to be loved by u...sum1 hu is very special to me...
And i hope my feelingz for will grow stronger each dae...Insyallah, amin...
I'll cherish every moment we have together during dis 8 monthz...
Happy 8th month anniversary my dear...
Love, Izzah...
Outzz!!