"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Saturday, October 22, 2005, 8:11 AM
at home doin nothang...Iffah went out to meet Mizi n guess dey'll be brking their fast outside...n mama off to werk...me, all alone at home...haizz...so, cnt get anithang to do loike yest...we finished wit tarts n kueh semprit...heh. took us da whole dae doin tat...n yest i was soo annoyed wit da mzgs sent frm Ebrahim a.k.a Ayim...but loike said, i sense sumthang's not ryte...da ques asked were totali not frm Ayim...itz loike frm Faris a.k.a Ayis/Musibat...*eyes rollin* da same old ques asked frm him wen we were havin sum arguments last yr n not talkin to each otha for loike months...grow up Ayis!! ow yeah, i forget...u're not even 18 yet...guess u'll hav to wait till Dec den i wont be suprise if u hav reali change!! FUCK OFF!! u reali tore up my life!! get lost!! all dis while i juz wana be happy...n yeah, i am now...wit da pple hu reali appreciate da thangs i've done for dem...u're juz sum1 wit a black-heart Ayis!! yuckzz!!
i've been searchin for a new skin for my blog, gettin bored wit da current one...wanted sumthang new, but none seems to attract me...all seems to be so colorful, i mean too colorful...yuckz!! ok, Izzah stop whining...n yeah, im missin him sooooooo badly...haizzz...all bcoz of dis stupid NS thang, which we hav lesser tyme to spend...hahaha!! nah, im ok wit tat...lucky im not those gerls hu cried in da middle of nyte n tend to make othaz worry...hah. but hey, doesnt mean i dun cry...i do...y?? oni God noes...hah. i guess it's beta to keep it to myself...oni tat i dun complain of cry over petty thangz...hmmm...i juz miss him, tats all...
kla, im out of werds oreadi...cnt wait for tmr...gona meet da gerls again n gona brk fast at Dayah's place not Pak Hisham's plcae...so yeah, c ya pple tmr yeah...outzzz!!