"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Monday, November 28, 2005, 5:37 AM
da worst thang i cud do is juz to lock myself in my room alone...saving all my point of views n probz to myself...though i noe i need sum1 to turn to n sum1 to listen to my needs...but, im too scared if dey might not accept it...but wen i did, there will be disagreements bout dis n bout dat...wtf!! cnt sae nitin much, its their point of views too...i respect dem loads!! but sumtymes, u juz need to ask urself whether u r doin da ryte thang or not...dis r da reasons y i prefer to juz keep thangs to myself, so i wont get othaz in trouble or makin life hard for dem...im bein myself everywhere i go n wit whoever im wit...i simply cnt explain da reasons y im loike dis...no 1's perfect, told ya before...im not bein selfish here, is juz tat i need tyme to undastand otha pple, n pple to undastand me...no worries *peace* but so far, Su n my motha were da oni ones hu undastand to wat im feelin ryte now...coz dey hav da same point of view as mine too...guess i hav da same characteristics as my motha wen cumz to feelins wise...hmmmm...
k2, hate to talk bout tat actuali...but i hav to...damn!! yest, went to meet him...=) den went to Town to meet Abg Yazid, Adeq n Zila there...cnt join dem for prac at c.c...sowie...heh. den went to Esplanade to watch da Pesta Raya...stayed there till 9.45...it was a good performance...n yeah, juz read Iffah's post bout Abg Amin, yeah...i totali agree...100%!! gosh!! my wisdom tooth is hurtin me badly...tot it was my ulcer which was givin me probz to eat peacefully...but its actuali dat bloody wisdom tooth...damn!! received an invitation frm da Siglap Sec teacher-in-charge of their Mly dance group...invited me to a dinner at Hjh Maimunah at Bugis...oni to those hu hav helped out for their SYF thingy thang...got a Gold la katekn...heeee...kla, guess dats bout it...outzz!!