Wednesday, December 14, 2005, 6:05 PM
yeah, i noe...itz oreadi 1am in da mornin...i simply cnt get myself to bed...i cnt sleep...though im kinda tired afta trainin juz now...skool was soo fuckin damn bored...went to hav our dinner at j8 wit Iffah, Adeq, Abg Yazid n Abg Izwan...took 59 home wit Abg Izwan too...shared sum stories wit him, bout continuin studies afta my ITE life...if there's a chance for me to ah...insyallah, amin...reached home, had my loveleh shower n switched on da comp...waited for his kol, coz didnt get to talk to him yest as i got to bed straight afta i finiz bloggin...
chattin wit Adeq now...i cnt bear to hear her stories...evrythang is loike goin too fast...poor thang...at least for now, she still hav her famili n fren's support...insyallah, i'll be there for her wen she needs me...wat frens r for ryte?? hmm...i feel da same wae for her too...felt loike cryin, scared if i were to face da same thang loike hers...n it's not easy...sumtymes, i wonder y dis thangs happened...yeah, again i hav to repeat dis..."no one's perfect!!"...so m i...cnt blame anyone else...gosh!! i simply cnt let out wat i reali feel for her...undastands every single thang she feels ryte now...haizzz...maybe there's a reason bhind wat've been happenin to her lately...now, she juz need to pick it up bit by bit n we juz need to pray da best for her...=)
i cnt deny da fact tat u reali mean da world to me dear...im loike unda ur spell n cudnt get out of it...hah. hw i wish if u cud see how much u mean to me...n my mind gets all tangled up with each thought of da paz n it hurts...alotz!! fuck!! but nah, im hapi to hav u now dear...i love u!!
k, now i gtg...reali hav to force myself to sleep...though im still tinkin bout it...hmmm...nytezz, outzz!!