Monday, January 30, 2006, 4:45 PM
Sat, went out wit him...went to Bugis to get his stuff...wen suddenly his sergeant called asked him to replace one of his fren for guard duty...aiyoo...but unfortunately, he was down wit fever tat dae...so, he need an MC to cover...took cab from Bugis to NUH...waited for loike 2hours plus for him to see a doc...gosh!! lucky, he's feelin beta now...boohoohoo!! poor him...
Sun, most of da shops were closed due to Chinese New Yr...laz min Abg invited us to his place...advance bdae party ler...hah. didnt get to meet him...told him not to go out...stay at home n hav loads of rez...dgr pulak kate, ingatkn tk...boohoohoo!! hah. went to Town wit Iffah, we were hopin tat atleast da Famous Amos wud be open...lucky us...bought a gift set frm there...worth it manz...but y must it be soo expensive?? arrgghh!! hah. nvm...n yeah, tot Abg was da oni one hu got bdae presents...suprisingly, Adeq oso gav me a perfume ler as a belated gift...boohoohoo!! thnkiu seyy...heeeee...ard 7+, Papa came to fetch me n Iffah...went bk home, wash up...den went out againat ard 9pm...guess where?? to JB!! sempat seyy...Dayah's fam havin hols at Austin Hills Golf Resort...gosh!! we went there juz to see da place...gosh!! nxt tyme must definitely
GO!! cn Mama cn?? heh. reached home nearly 3am in da mornin...
juz now, eh no2...yest...heh. went to meet him...he accompanied me to meet Abg Izwan to pas him da costumes...as usual, dunno where to go afta tat...hah. im still missin him...badly...boohoohoo!! k, outzz!!

crazzie sistas.

from town goin to Yishun, Abg's place.

at abg's place.

wit da bdae boy. hah.

go Abg go.

at Austin Hills Golf Resort.

iffah. batrisyah. me.

at da main lobby.

at da bowlin alley.

me n mama.

again.

in da toilet. heh.

end.
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Sunday, January 29, 2006, 12:49 AM
yest was da laz dae of da performance at ITE Tamp...FINALLY!! boohoohoo!! wana giv my face n hair a complete rez...afta da performance, went to Century Square n TM for awhile wit Iffah, Adeq n Su...woah!! Su n Adeq talk as if they've known each otha long tyme ago seyy...hah. reached home, packed da thangs i need to bring to da chalet...den off we go...
now, i juz came back frm da chalet...okla, had fun yest...though its oni for a nyte...Dayah got it for oni $130 so she grabbed ler...but i dun get enuff sleep...uweekkk!! in fact, im dozin off now...hah. but nvm, giv me a few minz for my bloggie n den i'll look for my bed...*grinz* went to meet my cuz first at Pasir Ris int yest...went to da chalet togetha...reached there, helped out wit watever we cud...gosh!! da place was quite big manz...started wit da barbecue thingy ard 7+ 8...Dayah's dad's side were there too...gosh!! they rawk manz!! Pak Hisham bought his sheesha frm home...wow!! cnt wait cnt wait!!
we organised sum games for da kids to play too...we started playin frm 9+ till 11+...totali regret afta watchin dat indonesian show...dahla, sorang satu penakot...boohoohoo!! went to our room, havin a chat wit Iffah, my cuzz, Dayah n Kak Su wen da bathroom door started to play around wit us...errrrr...ok, drop dis subject...hah. no trainin todae, so guess i'll be spendin my whole tyme wit him later...tmr, Abg Yazid invite us to his house...advance bdae party ke?? hahaha!!
kla, outzz for now!! here cum my beddy beddy!!
da aloha resort.
bestest cuzzie.
craziee people.
again.
3 dara. ouch!!
again.
wit Batrisyah.
again.
sheesha!!!!!
Friday, January 27, 2006, 2:52 PM
gosh!! dis week i dun feel loike as though im goin to skool...went for few hours den went off to ITE Tamp for performance...missed lotz of lessons oreadi...hah. but its still da same if i were to attend class or not...nothang get into my head...boohoohoo!! but there's still projects tat we need to do n need to be handed in afta chinese new year...arrgghh!! but lucky, we've got da research n slides done...pheww!! n tat BZC oral presentation projek, gosh!! i've yet to do tat manz...but nvm, i can ask Iffah for help since her class hav finiz wit da presentation...cn Iffah cn?? plzz...heh.
performance at ITE Tamp was frm Mon, Wed, Thurs n lazly...tmr...pheww!! cnt wait...i gettin sick n tired of puttin up da heavy make-up n hair spray on my hair for dis week straight...fuck!! errgghh!! n yeah, cnt wait for tmr's family gatherin at Aloha...weee!! juz finiz talkin wit Fiq on da fon...he juz got his schedule for nxt month oreadi...gosh!! got lesser tyme to spend...*sobsob* thru out da whole month, he'll be bookin out for oni 4 damn pathetic daes...haizz...dunno wat will da schedule be for da nxt upcumin months...boohoohoo!! nvm, hope everythang wud be fine...Insyallah, amin...hopefuli dis weekend we cud spend da whole tyme togetha, laughin, listenin to ur crappy jokes...k dear?? =) gonna miss u, so make me laugh loike a crazy gerl aite...hah.
felt loike screamin ryte now...dunno y...fuck!! *SIGHING out loudly* hah. k, outzz!!
me n my Su.
again.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006, 5:19 PM
tat Quek was on MC juz now...sumore her period was da first two periods...wow!! did absolutely nothang...wen actuali she gave us werk to do...hah. hu cares...boohoohoo!! at 11, went off to get readi for da performance at ITE Tamp...must reach there by 1...but too bad, my Su had left...so cnt see there...maybe see ya on my nxt performance dae gerl...n tat will be dis Wed...weee!!
juz now, saw Nazim at ITE Tamp...oooppzzz!! ok, he saw me...boohoohoo!! told da gerlz da story between me n him...yeah2, i noe...Secondary skool life...wat do u expect?? hah. bit crazyy wen it cumz to relationships...hah. nvr will u see me be soo serious in it...boohoohoo!! but hey!! not animore orite...hah. tat was wen im still in those "zaman kentalan" daes...hah. i love Fiq sooo much...afta wat happened to me b4, i will cherish n treasure people hu r wit me now...*winkwink* ok, juz finiz doin sum research for da PR campaign projek...aiyooo...y muz there be projeks?? arrrggghh!! guess i shud be doin on sum of da slides first ah tmr...so, wun be a laz minit thang kan...easy for me, n oso easy for othaz...wow!! cnt wait to be in 2nd year...den quickly graduate...hah. =p
kla, guess i stop here for now...here r sum picz of da performance juz now...picz of me n my sis, Iffah...total madness wen it cumz to camwhoring...boohoohoo!! wow!! k, outzz!!
Monday, January 23, 2006, 3:52 PM
went to help out da gerls at Siglap for their show yest...helped out wit their make-up n hairdo...took a cab there wit Iffah...it was da first tyme for Iffah helpin out da gerls...da gerls did a great job though its a laz minit prac...*thumbs up* weee!! den went to hav our brkfast at Whitesands Mac wit Abg n Zila...Iffah didnt get to join us for Dian's prac as she'll be goin to Tp open house wit her frens to watch da performances there...yest, didnt do much training...but we played games instead...hahhaha...fun2!!
went to Town afta trainin wit Abg n Adeq...den meet Dear there...Abg went to get his hair permed...wow!! new look!! hah. we kept laughin moz of da tyme in da salon...Abg shud da one to be blame...guess pple in there tink we're one crazy group from otha planet ah...*paisey* den went off wit Fiq first while Abg accompanied Adeq to meet her frenz...
juz now, went to Parkwae wit Dear to look for new pair of jeans for himself...but too bad, didnt find 1 tat suits him...hah. gosh!! i duno wat's wrong wit me todae...dun feel loike talkin...im missin sumthang...him i guess...haizzz...kla, outzz!!
Saturday, January 21, 2006, 11:49 AM
da CCA orientation performance was great...30 over pple hav signed up Malay dance as their CCA...hope dey turn up for prac...boohoohoo!! hah. manzz...im feelin soo sick...im down wit fever again...arrgghh!! my head kept spinin, till my motha didnt allow me to perform for dis mornin show...but how can i juz leave da othaz loike tat...n gosh!! wat a dae for me...i forgot to bring da cupboard keys juz now...which i totali muz bring...if not, ahhh...oni God noes how i feel...boohoohoo!! took cab home to take da keys, den came bk to skool by cab again...gosh!! $$$...gone!! serve me ryte...for bein soo forgetful...errrgghh!!
my head hurts!! n now, im still actin normal as though im totali fine in front of Mama...if not, i cnt go for my Dian prac tmr...boohoohoo!! n i cnt meet Fiq too...ahhhhh...but hopefuli, im ok b4 tmr cums...insyallah, amin...i miss him...totali!! had a rehearsal for graduation dae nxt week at ITE Tampines juz now...den went to SP open hse...Mizi wanted Iffah to drop by at his skool to see his final year projek...ok, kinda interestin...den, i juz cnt take it animore...i wana go home...sleep, rez totali...so, Mama cud allow me to go for prac tmr...*grinz*
kla, guess tats bout it...outzz!!
hee!! dun care whether its a camera fon or wat. as long as i cn take a pic of me. hah.
again, again!!
me n Abg.
as alwayz, da four of us. soo mentelzz.
at SP.
at Dover MRT.
again.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 12:48 PM
todae was da first dae of skool for da new intakes...n tmr, gonna perform for da CCA orientation...must reach skool at 6.30 in da mornin tmr, loike always la kn...haiyaaaa...had our rehearsal on dis Fridae's show for festive season...did a quick run thru den we went off...juz now, we had our EVM presentation on da Turkey thingy...okla...loike always, tat Quek will nvr keep her BIG mouth shut...wtf!! there will be questions bout dis n bout tat...lucky our group managed to answer...damn u!! left wit PR, BZC n anotha EVM projects...arrrrggghh!! guess by da end of da month, u'll see 2 to 3 strands of hair left on my head...damn it!! hah. i juz cnt stand it oreadi ah...i juz need a hug...*sobsob* hah.
nxt week gonna miss lots of lessons due to da performance for da graduation ceremony at ITE Tamp...n yeah, gonna meet my Su there...weee!! btw thnk u soooo much for da bdae gifts gerlss (Ct, Nurul pendek, Nurul tinggi, Norita, Sally, Fadila n Yanee)...loike it soo much!! n da chocz, thnk u Yanee cutess!! gosh!! kla, guess tats bout it...outzz!!
Monday, January 16, 2006, 4:50 AM
had a great tyme yest...ok, hapi belated bdae to me!! hah. first of all, thank u for da wishes people...testy, SMS's, everythang ah...hahaha...durin trainin, Abg n da othaz suprised me wit a bdae cake...gosh!! we were practisin on da steps wen Iffah n Adeq brought in da cake...i was totali damn shocked manz...thnx u guyz...i was soo speechless seyy...den da moment dey've been waitin for...da sabotin part!! gosh!! my face was gosh...no comments...cream all over, hair was all messed up...clothes n shoes got wet...u people juz love doin dis ryte?? hahahahaha...afta trainin went to meet my Su at her place den went to Changi Hos to visit her fren...
den proceed to PS...she said she wanted to look for a shop which sells accessories...we went all da wae to level B2...told her tat B2 shops r all those shops sellin foods n stuff...she said, "Yerke?? nvm, juz look for it." so, i juz followed her where she go...aiyoo, dis lil gerl ah...wen i saw dis shop sellin those home decorations...i tot dat was it, coz its da oni shop sellin thangs...den i saw her queuing up at da Pizza Hut...but hey, she didnt told me tat she wanted to eat here seyy...so it was a bdae treat, so wow!! told da manager it was table for 2, wen suddenly Su cut in n said "No! 5!"
aik!! how cum 5 seyy...ok, sumthang's not ryte here...wen we got sitted, suddenly Iffah n Abg appeared suddenly bhind me...hahhaa!! i was soo shocked, suprised, n wondered how cum dey're here...esp Abg...n one more thang tat reali surprised me was Fiq...he said he wun be bookin out dis weekend, wen suddenly i saw him standin at da otha side of me...gosh!! i was shakin manz...thank u soo much u guys for havin dis so-called "surprise thingy"...it nearly brought me to tears...awwwww...actuali Adeq was in dis plan too, but laz min...she got sumthang on...nvm...=)
thnks for everythang guys...im soo speechless...n thank u soo much for da presents...heee...loike dem alots...*widest smile* n Dear, i totali blieve wat u've told me...ur weekend is burn...hmm...padehal, padehal...hah. i love u!!
kla, had enuff of da sabotage...n reali had a freat tyme wit u people...BIG THANK U 1s again...*wink* outzz!!
on our wae to C.C.
again, us.
da suprise bdae cake.
again la kn. but wait till u c da changes.
look at wat dey did to me.
ok, at da PIzza Hut. too bad, Adeq n Zila cnt join us.
dey're da one to be blame. hahahah.
bluekz!
i was scared tat he might juz put tat spoon in my nose. boohoohoo!!
Su, thnk u soo much!! *muackzz*
thnx to u too Abg. love u all!!
Saturday, January 14, 2006, 5:52 AM
wat a dismal weather dis pas few weeks...afta soo long i didnt fall sick, n todae im soo sick...but i hav an MC for todae ok...gettin sick n tired of skool werk i guess...hah. miss those tyme juz slacking all dae...ooopzz!! hate wakin up earrlllyyy in da mornin, hate to listen to da teachers naggin, projects, assignments everythang la...esp tat Quek lesson...gosh!! im soo totali fucked up wit her manz...guess she shud be da one learnin n not teachin...errrgghh!! gav us soo many werk as though there's no otha subjects we need to concentrate on...wtf!! ow yeah, lucky i woke up early dis mornin...kept sneezin n sneezin...tat Quek called me to ask why m i not in skool todae...hey, why is she actin as da form teacher here...yuckzz!! but too bad, she cant scold me for nothang...as i hav an MC to cover for todae...boohoohoo!!
guess i'll be doin tat project base on da Turkey event thingy later since i hav no otha werk to do later...gonna hav da presentation on Mondae...damn it!! btw thank you my frenz for da wishes all tat...appreciate it alot!! cnt believe im turnin 19 tmr...insyallah...ow gosh!! i feel soo old...*blushin*
im missin him badly...yes, badly...*sobsob* wish he was here wit me now...hmmmm...
kla, guess i shud be startin on da project ler...outzz!!
Thursday, January 12, 2006, 4:26 PM
juz finiz revisin on tmr's paper...wish me luck!! hah. all da best for ISA...coz yeah, wen it cums to Foong lesson, none of us actuali paid full attention to wat he said...ooppzz!! n now, we're strugglin to reali get all da points in our head...serve u ryte Izzah...hah. boohoohoo!! did sum researched on Turkey for our EVM new project...haizzz...cnt believe tat Quek reali gav us lots of thangs to do...did da research for few hours afta i came bk frm skool...den, started on revisin till now wen i felt loike closin my book n givin my brain a lil tyme to rez...watched Laguna Beach juz now, n was soo touched wit da wae Steven's n Kirstin treated each otha (da past)...awwww...dey were soo sweet...though they hav gone on diff waes (now), Steven still hav da feelings for Kirstin...haizzz...hope they'll be togetha bk...*prayin hard* hah.
tmr, skool ends at 3...wait2, let me correct sumthang...itz later...ok...but gonna hav a quick prac for da orientation performance...goin thru bk all da steps wit da othaz...haizzz...
ok, im missin him oreadi...reali...alot...=( kla, gtg now...nytezz!!
Wednesday, January 11, 2006, 3:45 PM
slamat hari raya aidiladha to all muslims...ok, im hapi wit my new blogskin now...Iffah helped me out lil bit bout dis thang...thank u...juz now, went to Dayah's place oni...spent da whole dae there...dey played da video of me, Iffah n Dayah singin at a family gatherin occation...gosh!! paiseyyy manz...imagine, u're doin tat stoooopid thang wen u're about 1o or 11 yrs old n now u're watchin wat u've did...hahahha!! wat a fool...hah.
for now, i need sum1 to hit me on head or juz giv me one tight slap so i cud make othaz happy...i juz wana c dem happy...tats all...so ani1 plzzz...ani1 to reali let me hav da courage to voice out thangs, n not bein soo naive...show dem wat exactly i feel...hmmm...sumtymes, i hate myself...
ok, tmr skool as per normal...lucky starts at 10...need to do more revision on Thurs PR CA...insyallah, everythang's goin fine...amin...
kla, i gtg now...outzz!!
Tuesday, January 10, 2006, 2:49 AM
good mornin...new year's resolution, not to skip skool again dis year's round...boohoohoo!! but now, im at home...wtf!! hah. nola, actuali wana prepare for Hari Raya Haji tat's tmr wat...heh. padehal, padehal...Izzah, Izzah...guess i shudnt continue bein loike dis manzz...examz ard da corner, n i dunwana get debar...boohoohoo!! wat shud i do?? skool was totali a bore...especially wit da teachers...haizzz...
but todae, told myself not to juz sit at home doin absolutely nothang...i need to do sum revisions on PR for dis Thurs CA...lots of thangs i need to do, EVM n PR projects...errrrgghh!! dance trainings for nxt performance...gosh!! wen cn i hav those free tyme doin nothang, n juz spendin tyme wit our loved ones...haizzz...sumtymes, we need sumtyme alone too...not bcoz u got no frenz nor company, instead u r lookin for sumtyme alone for urself...but there's no wae...packed wit all those thangs...n u had to go through it on ur own...haizzz...
ok, da floor renovation's over now...yest, slept over at Dayah's place...n weee!! afta so long we didnt get to out...we've planned da date to go out togetha...cnt wait!! there r still thangs dat yet to be done...cleanin, shiftin of thangs n more cleanin...haiyaaa...pity Mama...she ahve to do moz of da thangs herself...as moz of da tyme, Iffah n i wud be in skool...lucky todae we cud still help her wit watever we cud...later, goin Parkway wit Mama n Iffah...afta dat, im sure hav to get started wit my revisions...Dear, i love u...=) k, outzz!!
Friday, January 6, 2006, 11:04 AM
for da past two daes, skool started at 10am...but todae, skool starts at 8am...gosh!! i had a hard tyme wakin up dis mornin manz...woke Iffah up first, so i cud go to shower afta her...bloody her, she went bk to sleep...Ct had probz wit her tummy dis mornin b4 she heads to skool...but it was my turn afta tat in durin BZC lesson...damn it!! i guess its bout tyme...hah.
PR lesson, ow gosh!! no comment...juz now tat Mr Foong wanted us to go into groups of 6, tot it was juz for a dicussion over sum topic...we didnt care much, so we juz go into our groups...afta tat, we were told tat it's for a PR project base on campaigns...phew!! two projects cumin real soon...damn damn!! shit man tat Foong, didnt told us earlier tat it's a project...atleast we cud be serious...boohoohoo!! we decided to take Da Yellow Ribbon Campaign, but tat Foong didnt wan us to tat campaign as there were many groups have done on tat campaign previous years...but hey!! diff pple, diff la...aiyoo...we've brainstorm quite a numba of campaigns but dis was wat he always said juz now, "not much information mahhhh...tink, tink of otha campaigns" errrggghh!! damn it!! felt loike hittin his head manz...we wanted badly tat Yellow Ribbon Campaign, were beggin him loike wat seyy juz now...hah. afta awhile, we gav up on PR project, den discussed bout havin a class t-shirt...hah. packed our thangs, stood up n get readi to go out for our lunch...though he hv not release us...saw us standin, so he said "okla2, u cn go now" muahahahaha!! poor Foong...boohoohoo!!
tmr, da start of da floor renovation...tot of not cumin to skool tmr, so i cud accompany Mama at home...but too bad...i hav to...got SW ah...soo tedious...okla, i gtg now...outzz!!
p.s: all da best to tat Foong wit our class...sumore all gerls...hah. u rawkla Foong!! boohoohoo!!
Wednesday, January 4, 2006, 11:57 PM
gosh!! skool starts at 10 later, set an alarm at 8...but den guess wat?? im up wae too early now...yeah, n itz 7.05am now...i hav anotha 2 hours to wait to go out to skool...so here i am, bloggin...boohoohoo!! bk to skool yest, n it was kinda bored la...coz im still in a "holidae mood"...hah. but it was great to see my frenz...again, it was a blast bein wit dem...frenz, frenz, frenz...wow!! one wrong action, one wrong werd bein said...u may lose ur fren hu r close to u...so, be careful...sumore if ur frenz have those "attitude problem" in dem...u muz be more careful of dat...hah. but den, i dun entertain pple wit "attitude problem"...itz juz a waste of tyme!! makin ur life more difficult i tell u!! sumtymes at nyte, wen u're driftin to UR dreamland...hav u ever thought of dem appreciatin us as their fren?? hah. *eyesrollin*
sum pple sae, dey r frenly...love makin new frenz, but indeed...dey prove us wrong...nothang cn be seen frm dem...wtf!! commonla, prove it if u're reali sincere enuff of havin new frenz...n yeah,
NEW frenz...dun juz said it...yuckz!! ok den, im out of here now...skool end at 4 todae, but weeee!! PR lesson will be replace wit a presentation skills talk at audi...btw, my frenz...i cherish n treasure evryone of u...u guys mean alot to me...makin me laugh, cry, evrythang...makin me realize tat frenz r soo important n makin us learnt frm evry mistakes...thank u my frenz...love u LOADS!! so tats bout all, outzz!!
Tuesday, January 3, 2006, 3:58 PM
gosh!! tmr, skool reopen...arrrgghhh!! too tired to wake up early, too tired to study, too tired to listen to all da teachers naggin, n everythang ah...above all dis, im juz too tired to do anithang!! damn it!! hah. 1 week is totali not enuff...no tyme to rez at home...no tyme to go out n hav fun wit my loveleh frenz...no tyme no tyme!! haizzz...one pathetic dae tmr, finiz skool at 5 n will be continuin anotha few hours at skool wit dance pracz...arrgghh!! ok forget all bout dis!! im juz too tired to talk bout it...boohoohoo!!
went to meet Fiq juz now...manz...im missin him oreadi...sent him to his camp place, as he had to book in at 8pm juz now...duno y he doesnt wan me to send him there...hmmm...but 1s awhile ok wat...atleast got to spend more tyme wit him...but todae, lucky me!! he allowed me to send him there...hah. yeah2, maybe its too far for me...frm ubi to clementi...hah. ok wat...boohoohoo!! i love him, i miss him, i need him...arrrgghhh!! ow yeah, thnx Papa...he bought for Iffah n i a new hp...thnx Papa...n its hard to see him in good mood loike dat u see...*ahackz* cz wen he does, we'll get everythang dat we want...hah. kinda shockin ah...to those hu noes bout my dad's character, u shud noe y i had dis feelings...*wink wink* ow yeah Su, all da best k...insyallah, i'll pray da best for u gerl...amin...kla, guess i gtg now...starts skool at 10am tmr...phew!! lucky2!! k, outzz!!
Sunday, January 1, 2006, 6:40 PM
firstly, hapi new year to all...a brand new year, n hopefuli a brand new life!! absolutely!! so far 2005 was a great year...alot of thangz happened, n wud loike to learn frm it...insyallah, i'll learn how to talk thangs out rather den keepin it to myself...but yeah, it takes tyme...so, juz bear wit it k dear...we had a performance at Tamp wit da gamelan group...ok, it was our first tyme werkin wit dem...so yeah, overall good ah...tot of goin Esplanade afta show...to watch da firewerkz...but den Abg didnt want to, coz too many pple there...ler, borin...haizz...too much of laughin juz now ah...loike always...sumore Ashrin were there...he n Abg, tagteam...aiyooo...
niwae, Happy 1 year ann dear...hope u loike da shirt...heh. 1 year had been great for me, u reali mean alot to me dear...i love u...cnt afford to lose u seyy...cnt see myself wit sum1 else...i juz need u dear...juz u...=) kla, guess tats bout it...outzz!!
show wit da gamelan group.
hah. in da toilet, sempat.