"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Tuesday, February 7, 2006, 1:48 PM
skool's da same todae...again, had difficulties wakin up early dis mornin...dunno wat tyme i slept yest...boohoohoo!! n had second tot afta recievin Ct's mzg sayin tat she's not goin to skool...but den again, my attendance gettin frm bad to worst...so, beta not make it more
lagik worst...hah. tmr, da new intakes will be cumin for their first tarian prac...=) cnt wait to get to noe dem...
sumthang came up, n it cn juz drive me nutz...totali...fuck!! i juz dunno wat or how else i shud do...i guess my efforts r not even been noticed...hmmm...sumtymes, i felt soo useless...i simply cnt fit to do anithang in dis life...HAH!! tried to let thangs out...but wen i did, thangs turned out juz wat i expected...so, guess i shud juz keep thangs to myself...i rather be alone n cry out loud den makin othaz upset...im not willing to c dem loike dat...it suckz manz...totali...i juz hate myself!! im feelin soo down...totali...ok, outzz!!