"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Tuesday, April 18, 2006, 7:15 AM
sumtymes, dis thang reminds me of myself 2/3 years bk...wen i was incredibly stooopid...infact yeah, till now...i noe...hmmm...i juz dunno wat to do...otha den juz sit n wait for thangs to happen...yeah, useless me...fuck!! y cnt i juz be loike otha pple...dey hav no hard tyme speakin up...n tat is wen thangs turned out to be juz fine...=) hw lucky dey r...i tried, but i failed...im tryin to change for da beta...bt i hav no clue as to whether tats a good thang or not...maybe yes, maybe no...probably a mixture of both...da bottom line is...im juz useless ah...shits.
yeah, its upsettin at tymes...esp wen i sit bk n tink wats reali goin on...Izzah, u're such a dumb2...sowie to huever tat ive made their tyme a hard one...*sigh* maybe i tink too much...too emotional for all dis thangs...sumtymes its a juz a waste of tyme cryin in da middle of da nyte tryin to cool urself down...makin ur eyes puff up twice its usual size...heh. i juz dunno wat else to do...aiyooooo...
been tryin to take a short nap frm juz now, but i cnt...got it for half an hour oni...nvm, tats enuff...heh. goin out later at 7...so, c ya to those hu i'll b seein later...outzz for now!!