"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Wednesday, April 5, 2006, 10:54 AM
went to skool dis mornin...received a laz min kol frm ckgu...askin sum help frm me n Zila to teach sum students hu r goin to China dis Fri...juz sum basic steps...but it was fun teachin dem...oopzz!! Zila, u noe y ler kn?? heh. wat dey've been taught, r done differently...cute kn...includin da teacher...heee...den went off to hav lunch togetha wit Ckgu...n yeah, managed to ask Ckgu bout our nxt instructor for Bishan...arrrrghh!! i dunwan...Abg, y r u not teachin us nimore?? shits. n nw, Ckgu mite consider hiring pple frm SriWana...i prefer PA pple den dem...ooppzz!! no offence to da fans of SriWana...heh. n me?? probably mite consider quittin PPS...we'll c...hu cares niwae...fuck!! n we were talkin bout sum future topics wit Ckgu...juz imagine, talkin wit an experienced person hu hav gone thru all da odds...ow gosh!! total disaster!! sumtymes it make me hav dis thot of not wantin to get married...haha!! but, i do wana get married n hav my own family...wen da ryte tyme cums ler...heh.
but ferst thang ferst is to let my parents noe bout me n him...yes, dey hav yet to noe bout us...wanted to tell dem, but slowly ler...dunwana rush thangs...scared if thangs mite not turn out to be wat we expected...hopefuli nt ler...insyallah, amin...heh. i noe u wanted it soo much for dem to noe bout us ryte Dear?? hah. but for wat?? membodek wit my motha?? yeah, tats wat my motha said herself...hahaha!! nah...but yeah, i will tell dem...dunweri...=)
tmr n Thurs, will be helpin out Abg wit da make-up n costumes thingy for his primary skool students for their SYF...but haiyoo...must be ready by 6am at da skool itself...gosh!! hope i cud get to bed early tonyte ler...n yes!! cnt wait for dis Saturdae's pit...weee...i'll stop here for nw...outzz!!