"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Thursday, May 11, 2006, 9:10 AM
sweet thangs died out quite fast...yeah, totali...='( disappointin it is...i dunno whetha im worth doin it or not...ahhh!! i juz hate myself!! go to hell!! murder me pple!! coz at tymes, i juz wish tat i cud take bk da thangs i've said or done...dey juz make me feel bein fucked up...thnx alot!! take bk da thangs ive regret havin n make it ryte dis tyme?? nah, it wun happen...coz all da efforts wun be notice even as its not as important as dey tink...dey juz dunno hw much it means to us...dey juz cudnt care less...wen dis thang occured, hw i wish i cud erase everythang in my head...everythang which i've once treasure it most...but i cnt...=( ahhh!! do watever!! i dun gv a flyin fuckin shit nimore...coz yeah, i juz feel loike a nobody...wtf!! but im positive whatever has been done will blow over on the other party's part...coz tat's how it always is...isnt it?? hah. hu cares...i duno, dun cum to me n ask me bout all dis thangs...haiz...
todae, i doubt im bein missed aniwaes...=( sowie for bein too emotional...u shudnt hav been treated tat wae...sowie =( u shud hav been treated wae much beta frm wat ive been treatin u...*sigh* im not good at all...thnx, outzz!!