"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Thursday, June 8, 2006, 10:28 AM
i reali hate bein in a bad mood...coz i end up sayin thangs i dun mean...*sigh* pple wun noe whetha im nt in a mood or not...as most of da thangs r kept to myself n oni myself...afterall, i dun show it though...
hmm...it happened soo soo long ago n it seems tat u cnt get over it for ages...ryte?? ya, i guess so...HAH. though it mite not be true, but hey!! im feelin tat wae...cnt u get tat?? dun regard me da same as otha pple...diff pple diff ok?? put urself in myself shoe, wat wud u feel?? tats wat u owaes do ryte...plzz, for 1s...=( damn its soo painful...dis happened for quite sumtyme...ya, months oreadi...n seems loike history keeps repeatin itself n reali, it tires me afta awhile...i juz wish sumhow there was a wae to talk to u bout dis coz reali, u do mean alot to me n i reali wan to help by makin it werk...but will it werk wit da help of me?? ya me, Izzah?? arrgghh!! useless, pointless, meaningless me!! fuck!! felt loike tyin myself up in a big brown paper bag...im too upset to care nimore...i noe its hurtin u, but its killin me...=( worse!!
k back to my daily lifes...had dis personal etiquette talk juz now in skool...we were totali not lookin forwerd to it...but it was kinda interestin afta a few minz of introduction of da company n all...useful tipz given to us wen we're lookin for a job in da future...*smiles* tot of takin up tat course but for sure it'll be an expensive one...booooo!! tmr, show for da graduation dae at ITE Tamp again...dey need us...tedious2!! den, will be goin to c.c for prac straight afta da show for dis Sundae's performance...so, tats bout all...outzz!! miss him...*sigh*