Tuesday, June 13, 2006, 11:29 AM
i started my dae of todae wit a totali positive mindset...had a good laugh at skool n all...n put all da thangs which upset me aside...oni tat my mood n anger was triggered afta i had my loveleh nap afta skool...i tried to make thangs beta, but seems tat ur mood cums ferst though u noe tat our thangs r not yet in proper...up to u...afterall, im da one hu gets all dis fuckin shit...n not u, so hu cares ryte...Mama plz help me...sobs.
"wat u wan frm me is da same as wat i wan frm u."
does it sound familiar to u?? ya, totali...hmm, regardin tat sentence...naaaahhhh, i dun tink so!! guess wat i wan frm u is totali diff frm wat u wan frm me...BIG diff...hmmm...waitin for me to point out den u'll do sumthang bout it?? ow manz...till wen?? fuck!! im totali tryin my best to please u...n im doin dis on sincere...but at da end of it, wat wud i get?? appreciated?? i dunno...no idea at all...hmm, but tats not wat im askin frm u...coz its totali up to u...all i wan is fairness...n tat is wen da sentence up there is WORTH sayin it...doesnt tat knock a lil bit of sense now?? *sigh* i guess no one will reali undastand unlez dey hav a sit wit me...wen will dis end?? above all dis, i juz miss US...i miss da good old tymes we had...
=( sobs.
ok, actuali i dunno wat im typin over here...hate it?? den by all means leave my bloggie...damn u!! im juz listin down watever im feelin...n no one cud stop me...if u noe wat i mean, den good for u...if not, well...u r not to blame...hhhhmmm...*sigh*
P.S: to huever is readin dis, u dun hav da ryte to tink/guess to whom im referin dis post to?? whetha dis post is referin to my best fren, my bf or da pple im close to...tats totali none of ur business...u dun hav da ryte to gv all those shit comments to dem...ok?? thnx...=) k, im outta here...outzz!!