Saturday, July 29, 2006, 3:54 AM
goodbye thurs, here cums fri...
there r daes wen u dun feel loike gettin out of da house, loike for example todae...dun feel loike goin to skool neither...heh. had a hard tyme to wake up dis mornin...slept ard 2am den had to wake up at 5.30am?? hu can tahan...duno y i cnt put myself to bed early yest nyte...hah. im good for nuthang la...all good n bad thangs happen everydae...so, dun expect anythang...tho u're doin it for a reason, it'll end up loike a fuckin bullshit...=p
had to finiz up wit da OA projek...nxt week is oreadi da tourism CA...tot dey wud postpone it or sumthang...but dey bring it forwerd instead...sharks!! my weekends r burnt!! gonna hav dis show tmr at Kallang C.C...n show for Kak Leha's weddin dis Sundae...
wed, went to meet Habariah afta werkin hours...ok, for da ferst tyme of meetin her...im late...hah. sowie babe...msged Abg Yazid if he wud loike to join us...n yeah, for oni a short while...haizz...i wana make sure he's free afta da NDP...sharks u!! n yes Abg, u noe y i was in a "bisu" state afta steppin in at Starbucks...haha!!
n yes Cetz?? 12noon to 10pm too is short for u?? ow!!! hw much longer u wan it to be?? hah. k pple, tats all for now...outzz!!
ps: i hate pple hu r soo worldly wit their werds...hate liars?? hate hypocrites?? now c hu's da big liar n hypocrite here...tats y i blieve, wat goes ard, cums ard...dun wait till i throw out ALL da thangs uve done, whetha its to us, or sum1 else...coz i wun go ard fuckin my werds to pple hu r nice...dey noe me well...as for u, dun wait till i do tat...i dun giv a single fuckin shit...
n hapi 1 yr anniversary to "da sepetz", Ct n Hafiz...frm "da boncetz".
accompanied her for dinner.
love dem.
us. yey!! i look chubby there ryte. coz ive put on anotha kilo. maaaakk!!!
solo shot?? hah. hu cares.
Thursday, July 27, 2006, 1:45 PM
here's sumthang which i find totali TRUE!!! dun u tink so pple?? =)
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you CRY.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.outz!!!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006, 10:27 AM
thangs r sooo diff now...wat isit?? hah. everythang...n i dunwana noe bout it...outzz!!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006, 7:34 AM
pple!! im bloggin again as ive finali realised da importance of commitin to a blog...heh. ok, watever...i cnt blieve i lost da interest for bloggin tat i used to hav...ooppzz!! but not reali ler...but dun u weri, i'll still blog...dis is my oni wae to let everythang out...ok, not exactly everythang...heh. so here it goes...
Saturdae,
had a very pathetic argument...sumthang about, "ahh?? ahh?? ahh?? i cnt hear u..." errghh!! period. haizz...thangs r reali goin waeeee out of control...its unpredictable baby...sowie orhh...reali am...or mayb im born to get all da scoldings frm pple...yeah, i noe where i stand...no weriz...hmmm...but i njoyed myself watchin
Nacho Libre...cool, funny...hahaha!! wats nxt?? Click?? hahaha!! waitin...*grinz*
Sundae,
stayed at home da whole dae to finiz up wit da OA draft...nuthang much.
TODAE!!
owww!! loveleh!! skool todae was a total blast...i love it!! thnx to da gerls...afta keepin all those energy for laughin till skool reopen...hah. all becoz of da attachment...but its ok, since we've got our pay...we have plan to go out togetha...weee!! cnt wait!! thnx gerls =)
manz...i tink im goin to get sick again...again?? ow gosh!! too tired i guez...both mentally n physically...sigh. ow yeah, tmr Mrs Loh's goin to gv us our CA marks...gosh!! all da best gerls...*bitin nails* Mama mzged me wen i was on da wae home frm skool...she asked me hw was my ferst dae at PRIMARY 1????? wat?? haha...i replied, "Izzah kene bully...beh terkencing dlm sluar...=(" tat was suppose to be a joke ler...haha...but den, she can continue
layaning me...isy3...love u la Mama!!
pple!! i wana go to da Zoo Zoo Zoo!! wat about you you you?? u can join too too too!! ow i cnt wait to go to da Zoo Zoo Zoo!! make it fast, make it fast...plzzz...i reali need more of dis outin...esp wit da gerls, bf, famili...sigh. sumthang made me soo jealous...soo soo very jealous while i was doin sum bloghoppin...not exactly jealous, but upset...sigh. hw lucky dey r...sigh. sigh. sigh. beta not mention it...coz i noe i will nvr get though i've put every single effort to it...sigh. =( its ok...
k pple, im done...outzz!! *muaccckkzz!!*
ps: its exactly 1 month for him to go to Taiwan...sobs.
Saturday, July 22, 2006, 1:54 PM
total yayness!! todae was da laz dae of attachment!! weee!! n we receive sum gifts frm our supervisor...got dis lip gloss frm Body Shop n an Awfully choc ice cream...heh. thank u soo much!! hope dey loike da gifts frm us...*winks* n yeah, pity Susan as more werk were given to her at da very wrong tyme, n wanted my help wit it...but cudnt managed to finiz dem coz its my laz dae there n she dunwan me to spend soo much tyme on it...so, she told me to finiz watever i cud n to see me again there...ceyy...i will, i will...soon...insyallah =)
afta werk, went to Ct Hall wit Nurul n met Ayu there...went to TCC to hav sum talk over sum pple where i dun even undastand y do dey hav such an attitude...dey're oni good at spottin otha pple's mistakes n giv out negative comments on dem wen actuali dey duno tat dey're da one hu hav those bad attitude in dem...boooo!! n dis is wat dey call themselves "matured"?? wtf!! dey cnt even tink of themselves n yet wana giv out comments on otha pple...it reali makes me laugh...ha, ha, ha!! *here's sum drips of sarcasm*
ok, im sleepy oreadi...ISA gerls, c u all on Mondae...weeee!! here r sum picz taken juz now...nytess pple...outzz!!
on da 39th storey.
in da lift.
outside da lift, at level 34.
=)
my werk station, at 38th storey.
HR dept.
wit my supervisor, Susan. we were allowed to tone down our dressin every Fri.
wit da head of HR, Jane. thnx for da lunch.
wit Hartini. Nurul's 2nd supervisor.
me n Nurul.
wit da HR members. sum of dem r not there.
afta werk.
at TCC.
again.
extra shots.
mmmm...
Friday, July 21, 2006, 1:06 PM
sumtymes i do wan sweet thangs to continue as it is EVERYTYME...dun u pple wan tat?? hu doesnt ryte?? its a miracle if tat were to happen...coz i noe, sweet thangs wun laz...life is soo unfair sumtymes...nvr will be fair...utterly wicked!! sigh. i miss da laughters frm my gerlfrens...cnt wait to c u all nxt week!! make me laugh my ass out k gerls...i miss u all truckloads...
werk todae was funz...total fun infact...da head of HR Jane, n other members treated me n Nurul Pizza Hut for lunch...since tmr is our laz dae of attachment...dey were loike askin us hw we find werkin there n all...it was such a good experience tho...n we oso bought sumthang for dem frm Sins choc as a token of appreciation for all da guidance thru out da 3 weeks...thank u soo much!!
ow manz!! felt loike throwin out all those werds...fuck!! shit!! damn!! fuck la!! fuck fuck fuck!! came across dis vintage cart ard Raffles...fuck sia!! da skirts, da dresses were all damn fuckin nice n totali loveleh!! but dunwana mention da price...sum of it costs hundred of dollars...blieve it!! yeah, coz da owner bought those stuffs from US n den sell it bk here in Singapore...tats y dey sell it at one piece at oni 1 size, n no other sizes to choose frm...u might end up fightin over da same dress wit anotha person hu wans to get it too...tats da reason y dey're expensive...if u wear those, its loike u're da oni one hu r wearin it in Singapore...unlez da person got it too frm US ler...get wat i mean?? hah. i went gaga over those thangs...n Nurul was loike, "Izzah tk abes2 dgn vintage..." i juz dunno...i loike those stuffs eversince i was a lil kid...admirin at my motha's stuffs den those modern ones...same goes to da hair style durin those 60s onwerds...till now, i love tat kind of hairstyle...but i juz cnt afford to hav those treatments n all to juz get tat kind of hair...sigh. nvm, wait till i hav a stable job n for sure i'll get my hair done...juz wait n c!! Insyallah, amin...
ok enuff of all tat, coz i noe i wun get it...=( yes!! Hady's in!! ow i juz love his voice...esp dat song he sang yest...Maria Maria...awww...goosebumps everywhere...*dreamin awae* ok, endin it here now...i miss my Cit!! n yeah, we got a new name for us...hah. ryte Dear?? outzz!!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006, 11:58 AM
learn to trust witout da thrust...yup, dis thang has been runnin thru my mind lately...sigh. its ok...or isit im da one hu's tryin too hard on it?? altering myself to be as perfect as ever...but i noe, its impossible...so juz let dis precious tyme do its part...sigh. im juz soo restless lately...ok, here's sumthang i received in my email...its soo damn bitter-sweet...*smilin awae*
a little girl was skipping along the road
in her hand was a bag of candy she meant to give to the boy she loved
unknown to her, there was a hole in the bag
as she skipped along, the sweets started to fall out of the bag, one by one
behind her followed a boy who picked up every single piece of candy
and kept them safely for her
ok, dis week gonna be da laz week of attachment at tat company...yesh!! but sad to sae, no holz for us...skool re-open nxt week!! sharkz!! no rez for us...damn it sia!! i mite be goin bk there dis Aug as dey need me for atleast 2 months...ive been wonderin whetha i cud cope wit skool stuffs n all...anybody r now experiencin werkin durin skool daes?? do spare me sum tips...thnx!! =)
well, werk todae was ok...i had to do sum research on sum seminars...n it kinda bore me...ow yes!! i need to take sum picz wit da othaz for da report...both Nurul n i r broke!! sharks!! $5-8 spent per dae is totali a heart pain i tell u...compared to da sum of $$ spent durin skool daes...hah. big diff!!
again, anotha thang which occur everydae b4 i go to sleep..."what shud i wear tmr eh?" haiyah, dis has been a prob everydae for dis 3 weeks...help!! ok, im out of here now...till da nxt post, outzz!! i miss him...sobs.
Monday, July 17, 2006, 2:32 PM
manz...sowie again my lil bloggie for not updatin u my daily lifes for da paz few daes...loike i said, i oni spent a lil while online for dis few weekz...i cnt help it...im too tired...alot had happened, but for now...juz a random post will do...
yest, went to Baybeats at Esplanade afta trainin...met Habariah there ard 3+ as she's werkin b4 tat...manz, missin her dis mucchhhhhhhh...been quite awhile since we laz met her...coz she started werkin oreadi ard Buena Vista...but most prob will b mitin her again dis Fri or nxt, for sum shoppin!! weee!! ok yest, bumped into soo many pple there...whom i noe ler...loike, Liana, Lily, Lola, Ayn giler, Kak Wani, Nadia, Ilah, Mamat, Iffah's fren n there's sumore...sowie to those i didnt get to mention their names here...heh. dis r da pple we managed to tegur ler as there were many pple there n didnt managed to bump into da othaz hu r actuali there yest...loike Ct...hah.
ok, im juz too lazy to blog any furtha...here r sum picz taken yest n juz now wit da gerlz at Suntec starbuckz while discussin on OA's project b4 mitin Fiq for a movie...Pirates of da caribbean...wooo, love it...k, outzz!!
me, Habariah n Iffah.
wit ayn gile. thnx to her fren hu took dis pic for us. ;)
we promised to go out again ryte my darlin? heh.
\m/
at Starbuckz.
again.
our fav place for cam-whorin.
love dem. actuali we missed Nurul tinggi. coz laz tyme we owaez togetha. gerl where r u??
end.
Thursday, July 13, 2006, 12:21 PM
yest outin wit da pple involved for SATU was extremely awesome!! i had alot of fun!! totali!! picz?? will nvr miss it!! im too lazy to upload here, but Iffah had upload sum of dem in her bloggie...so, mayb u cn juz view dem all there...
werk todae was ok for da ferst half of da dae...oni my mood n anger was triggered for anotha half...argh!! dunwana talk bout it...loike i said b4, how i wish i cud read pple's mind...hah!! fuckin shit!! i thot i was no longer angry at myself for thangs ive done...tinkin back, mayb i hav just kept tat anger inside...till i forgot bout it...n now, im angry at myself again...cn u juz giv me tat flyin fuckin kick at my back now plz?? thnx!!
earlier on at werk...Susan, my supervisor talk to me bout wantin me to continue werkin there for atleast 2 months...wow!! great offer which is not easy to get uh...alhamdulillah...but, im still considerin it coz im skoolin...she said tat i cn cum down to werk afta skool as im da part-tyme werker there...den hu's gonna go lunch wit me later?? sobs. haha...but tats not da prob ler...scared tat im not be able to cope to skool stuffs...help?? manz...yet to giv my final ans by end of dis week...Mama n Fiq r ok bout it...but, i still need sumtyme to tink...hmmm
one thang for sure is tat, im goin to buy tat Salvatore Ferragamo (Charms) or Paris Hilton (Just Me) perfume...tried da old edition of Paris Hilton's...n now, im waitin for green lite frm Mama...heh. hmmm...so, anibody wana go ZOO wit me?? im soo loike fuckin bored man...sigh. pple mite tink tat im loike those small kids askin their parents to go to ZOO to see da animals...haha!! wat a typical mindset if dey do tink tat wae...coz of all da places dey will usuali go r town, ct hall, back to town, ct hall, again to town, n ct hall...aren't dey bored of da places?? hah. typicals!! kla, im endin it here pple...outzz!!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006, 11:51 AM
ow yeah, i forgot to to include sumthang in yesterdae's post...
Hapi 16th Bdae Sarah!!
dis mornin, had sum difficulty wakin up for werk...hw i wish it was skool daes...so i cn hav a choice to go or not go to skool...heh. earlier on, Mama n Iffah came down to Raffles Place for lunch...n yeah, Nurul joined us too of coz...lucky didnt get to spend my $$ for lunch todae...heh. spent few buckz on da awfully choc ice cream oni...woiiii!!! worth it!!! hah. tink i'll get one for myself again tmr...heh. it was my ferst tyme tastin it, n same goes to Nurul...da place was kinda cosy lookin n tat make us wana stay there longer n forget bout werk...hah.
hmm, old flames...one of da thangs i reali hate most in life...esp da one u ever gav ur whole heart to dem...ergh!! coz dey r NOTHANG BUT TROUBLE!! yup, i consider dem tat!! to him, hey!! it pains me to see how pathetic u hav bcum...its a shame n frankly quite disappointin...makin up all those conflicts n big hoo-haa juz to get ur wae...sigh. wen will u ever wake up n smell da coffee?? sumtymes, chances r not worth givin...juz stop msgin me!! wat?? m i da last resort?? fuck!! im happily wit Fiq...so buzz off...coz there is sucha thang called Love ok!!
no more wit da old flames topic, coz it made me wana...argh!! i duno...took sum picz in da office laz week...heh. takin a short break afta doin tat whole lot of werk...n sum picz taken wit Fiq yest...ok, correction...half-of-Fiq actuali...heh. he dun loike to take picz so i hav to entertain myself takin picz alone ler...sobs. Dear, wen u're wit me...u hav to learn to loike takin picz...its fun!! i swear...hah. plzzzz...i dunwan u to get jealous if i take picz wit otha guys...*grinz* hehe!!
ok, enuff of all dis...here r sum picz...there's still tues to fri to werk...argh!! goin to Newton tmr afta werk wit da pple involved for SATU...cnt wait!! till here, outzz!!

see, how borin i cn be. hah.
dunwan to take pic wit me den tat tangan soo sebok.
there, half-of-Fiq. hah. jadi ler.
its cold in there ok.
there're still sumore. tats oni half of it.

awfully chocolate. awwww.

again.
Monday, July 10, 2006, 1:52 PM
ferst thang ferst...i wud loike to apologise to dis bloggie of mine for not updatin for da paz few daes...sowie yeah...didnt hav da tyme to blog...i'll tell ya why...
so, skool life is wae much much much betta den werkin life...its loike atleast wen ur teacher gav u werk to do, u can chose not to dot it...heh. loike me...but wen u're at werk, u'll b given werk thru out da werkin hours 8-5pm...bleargh!! though u can take short breaks in between ler...now, its loike so diff...if i were to end skool at 5 or 6pm, i cud atleast do otha thangs at home afta tat, loike goin online till midnite...but now, i cud do nothang!! online for juz a short while den boom!! bed-tyme...haizz...
ok fri, afta werk...went to watch Soundwaves at Esplanade Theatre...got dis free tix from skool...met othaz at Ct hal ard 7pm...n there dey go..."cey izzah kai ju office2 ler...loike kakak2 oreadi"...boooo!! eeeee...dun quite loike it...coz im not those type hu go 4 those ladies wear tat much...so, u cn oni see me wearin those heels, handbegs for oni 3 weeks...heh. mayb its not da ryte tyme for me yet ler...im still 19, so wana njoy wearin those teenage lookin stuffs rather den wearin those apparels which make me look loike 20++?? hah. n yeah, bout da show...Amalina n Bada were performin n same goes to da otha PA members...da show was great...n guess hu we saw?? Shah, Ashmi (anugerah skrin), Fauzie Laili, Khairul Anwar...n we went gogo-gaga over dem tat nyte...esp Shah...hahaha...
sat, went for dian trainin den went to meet Fiq to get a bdae present for his sis...den juz now, followed mama to attend dis weddin ceremony at taman warisan...Kak Melati's bro got married...manzz...so nice seyy da preparations...den went to meet Fiq again in da evenin...n da bad news is, im startin to miss him oreadi...bleargh!! ok, beta stop here for now...ALOT had happened..n im not goin to write da whole load of rubbish here...here r sum picz taken on Fri...so, endin it here now...outzz!!
Thursday, July 6, 2006, 1:04 PM
so, werkin life aint tat easy uh...though tyme flies more faster compared to skool...my neck, fingers r achin badly...been sittin in front of da comp all dae, typin dis n tat...soon, i'll b given anotha werk to do...bleargh!! manz, now hav been spendin my $$ almost everydae for lunch n all...koyak!!!! haizzz...
mayb da pple hu r close to me noes tat im da type hu dun usuali voice out da thangs im not hapi bout...but nt all da tyme ler...its loike selfish of me to do tat, tinkin bout ownself oni n keep on pointin out thangs bout wat pple hav done wrong...its totali not me...but, i seem n feel bit selfish these past few daes? weeks? argh!! watever!! i felt as if im controllin otha pple's lifes...pointin out their mistakes n all...though dey dun feel tat wae, but i do...coz u see, im usuali nt loike dis...its not me...n i feel guilty bout it...i juz duno wat r da thangs i shud reali do juz to please dem...i reali wan it, but i duno how...n dis is where i feel loike givin up...help!! or is dis one of da reasons tat make sweet thangs die out fast?? naaah, dis owaes happen...whetha its in my past, or now...i duno...hmmm...
love life?? ok i guess...hah. life have been much much better for me n Fiq...hopefuli...=p so, duno whetha its true...received a bulletin frm a fren in friendster...
Find a guy, who calls u beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls u back when u hang up on him.
Who stays awake just to watch u sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show u off to the world when u are in ur sweats.
Who holds ur hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares about u and how lucky he is to have u.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her."
nothang beta to do tats y...but it seems to touch me wen i read dis...k pple, endin it here...till my next entry, outzz!!
Tuesday, July 4, 2006, 10:51 AM
ok, so todae was my ferst dae of werk...da moment i reached Raffles Place, da toilet's started callin me...hah. but nola, its juz da nervous feelin tat made me wana go toilet to do my very serious business...waited for my new fren Nurul Asyikin at da place itself...my new fren seyy...ceyyy!! hah. as my dad sebok wana send me there...haiya...but, tmr...errr...see ler if i feel loike takin da train, den i guess...Papa, u go ahead ferst ok...heh. so, Nurul n i were attached to HR dept...where u need to enter n handle da staff's record n all...
durin lunch, Susan my supervisor asked me out for lunch togetha...wit da othaz as well...lucky she's frenly n nice to talk to...she makes me feel more comfortable wit da surroundin...n dey were loike talkin bout da World cup most of da tyme...bettin n all...till da Head of HR, asked me whetha i wana join dem for bettin or not...hahaha!! terrible man...afta we had our lunch, dey asked me n Nurul whetha we wud loike to join dem for coffee or not...but we chose to walk ard there instead n find sum interestin shops...
ok, clothes hav been a big prob for me now...i simply cnt tink of wat to wear for tmr n same goes to otha daes ler...manz!! help!! n yes, still countin da daes to da end of dis attachment...ok, im outta here...my eyes need sum rest...been sittin in front of da comp from juz now...so, outzz!! i miss him...deployment again...haizz...
Sunday, July 2, 2006, 4:32 AM
manz...
im super fuckin dead bored now...
no Dian trainin todae...guess Abg Yazid's busy wit da NDP thingy ler...hope it'll end real soon yeah...miss hangin out togetha...haizz...now, im loike rottin at home doin nothang...waitin to go out later in da evenin wit him...i simply cnt do anithang for nw...my mind's in a mess!! i kept on tinkin bout dis Mondae...manz...oni God noes hw i feel...im soo soo psyched...nervous, excited, scared all rolled in one...loike i said, dis wud be my ferst tyme werkin...but lucky its nt so bad, since im wit anotha gerl too...phew!!
yest, went to get few thangs frm town wit Iffah...spent most of our tyme at Far East...but cudnt find da thang tat i reali wanted...manz...ow yeah, i got my eyes on those vintage dresses i saw yest...sigh. till we got to cineleisure...we're done...p.s: to da gerl hu's werkin at da shop where i got my thangs frm...u're soo frenly plus pretty!! heh. yeah, its hard to see dis kind of pple hu hav da looks n at da same tyme bein soo frenly...coz it's such a waste of tyme tellin pple tat u're frenly wen actuali u're not...HAH. coz ferst impression do count ok...so, thumbs up for da gerl n her frens hu r werkin at tat particular shop...=)
n yeah, hapi 1 yr 6mths dear...to me, u're more precious den life itself...=) *hugs* k, im out of here...outzz!!