Friday, September 1, 2006, 2:46 AM
sharks!! our respective teachers hav showed us our attendance for dis semester...gosh!! beta not talk bout it...hah. its gettin worst!! =p da debarment list will be out dis cumin Mon...nvm, 1 more semester to go...n we're done gerls...woohoo!! but, sumthang kept me tinkin on wat shud i do afta i graduate?? manz...i duno whetha i shud further up my studies to poly or straight awae look for a stable job...i do wana go to poly...meet new frens n all...but da prob is, im too lazy to do all those self-studies, projeks, assignments...arrgh!! sick n tired of it!! n by da tyme i finiz poly, i'll be 23 by den...n lookin for a job is not easy...i cnt depend on my parents $$ thru out ryte...tats da reason y i grabbed da job tat's bein offered to me nw...Alhamdulillah...loike i said, im takin thangs very slowly...Insyallah, thangs wud turn out well...amin...
tmr, wud be our 1yr 8mth ann...too bad, he's in Taiwan now...cn oni wish him via sms...hope he's still doin fine there...10 more daes to go to his return...Insyallah...waitin patiently u noe...heh. n 12 more daes to EXAMZ!! sharks!! ok, back to da track...inspite n despite da thangs tat transpired btwn us, im still glad n hapi tat sum1 is still there wit me...thnx Cet...n yes, i may nt be a good gf to u in soo many waes...coz i noe where i stand...hmm, i may sumtymes find it hard to see n feel wat u r showin me coz of da circumstances tat came our wae...but i blieve by now, u noe tat im tryin my hard n tryin my best to show u hw much i treasure u...i love u...=)
sowie pple if u find it a lil too much...we r gerls, wat do u expect?? tend to get emotional at tymes ryte...hah. Mama's goin Brunei tmr wit my grandmotha till nxt week...dun get to follow her as im werkin plus skoolin...nvm, nxt tyme i guez...Insyallah...goin out later to accompany Mama to get sum thangs to bring to Brunei tmr...den will be goin off for trainin later in da evenin...practisin for Kak Dedek's weddin...for nw, lets end it here...outzz!!