Wednesday, October 11, 2006, 11:45 AM
hmm, ive spent alot of tyme tinkin bout da mistakes ive made in my paz relationships...eitha out of love or coercion...in da hopes of not repeatin my mistakes again now...itz nt tat i wana recall back my paz, but sumthang made me tink bout it...i hate to do dis, coz tinkin bout it make me wana puke or even fuck it upside down...oopzz!! mind my werds ya...heh. ya, coz dey r nothang but trouble...i juz duno y i cnt voice out watever thangs da otha party had done/said which i tink is not good for us or demsleves...its not tat i dunwan to...oni tat, i try to tink far...tink b4 i said anithang wrong...or even beta, try to undastand y da otha party is doin tat particular thang...therefore, it made me not to tell dem...so, its good for me n oso da otha party too...coz ive made an achievement for not tinkin negatively bout their doings n oso hav bcum more undastandin towerds dem...dun u tink its good pple?? wat im referin to is to those small2 matters ler...nt da big one of coz...mind u...tat will be a diff thang oreadi ler...
ya, tats da reason y i love makin new frens...dey make me improve myself to bcum a beta person...n even helped to remove da bad points we hav...so, appreciate dis pple hu hav make u tink wat is wrong n wat is ryte for u...hueverla, nt oni ur frens...ok, we're a lil bit off track here...heh. now, i guez ive made a small achievement by voicin out sum thangs...special thnx to tat person...thnk u soo much...since da dae we got to noe each otha until
now...thnx...n im hapi tat u're still here
wit me...(u noe hu u r) mayb i dun do it exactly to ur expectation, but i hope sumhw or so...u do appreciate it...=)
ow yeah, Abg uploaded a new video again...woohoo!! a dance called "Zapin Gempita"...same dance which i got to perform togetha wit da Kampong pple durin Kak Maz Dance Fest...but dis video, was at AMK c.c togetha wit da Dian boys n gerls...guez which one is me?? heh. ok, therez one part where u cn oni c 2 gerls dancin togetha wit da boys...tats me n Zila...before tat, juz guez which is me among da 4 gerls in da video...*grinz* k guez tats bout it...outzz!!