Thursday, November 30, 2006, 10:59 AM
here's a lil sumthang tat ive taken frm an email...
Have you ever love someone so bad it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart but you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start
Have you ever found that one you've dreamed of all of your life you'd do anything to look into her eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there but all you can do is wait for the day when they will care....
ok, outzz!! im bored...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 7:17 AM
n so, while waitin to get change to accompany Iffah for xtra Dian trainin later...here's sum quick entry for todae...
2 daes of skool hav passed...n nw, i juz finiz wit da HR project...left wit da creative item tat need to b werk on...*excited* den, will move onto marketin project...two thangs need to be handed in...sharks!! worse!! proposal plus report...argh!! AOA CA on tis Thurs...duno whetha i cn do well for it or not...been missin for tis lesson for quite sumtyme oreadi...errr...
oww...i juz need sum shoppin spree!! any1 wana join?? provided i hav da $$ too ler...hah. i got soo jealous wen i c pple spendin their $$ while i was werkin...i need sum new tops...n tat explains y i need sum shoppin spree nw...ahhhhh...nvr mind, christmas sale cumin...i simply cnt wait...n im sure Mummy wud b glad to join us...hah. owaes...=)
ok, till here den...outzz!! i love him.
♥
Tuesday, November 28, 2006, 5:25 AM
werk werk werk!! been werkin since laz thurs...lucky my weekends r not burnt...except for yest, afternoon oni...phew!! spent most of my tyme wit bf...since he's havin a week brk or sumthang...nxt week again ryte?? heh. hw cn i not love u...u reali made my dae worthwhile...awwww...haha!! ow yeah, to Iffah n Izir, may both of u hav loads of blissful tyme togetha...Insyallah, amin...
n to bf, i love u...<3
guess whoes is real?? mine or his?? da palat issues. haha!!

hello. testin, testin.
yest, afta werk...went to meet Haba, Iffah n Abg at town...manz, its been a long tyme since we had dis kind of outin...camwhorin session...sigh. shud go out again ok?? =) went to dis place at Cineleisure...its at Level 9...forgt da name of da place...fun!! total fun!! watch dvd togetha...n had a great tyme laughin, gossipin...heh. all those thangs which we usuali do...missed. k, till here den...outzz!!
i love u pple...<3
end.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006, 1:50 PM
ok, juz a random post for todae...am too lazy to update...heh.
18th nov...HAPI 19TH BDAE SIS!! may all ur wishes cum true!! but i guez, it is cumin true kn kn?? heh. owww...im soo excited for u...lalalala!!
went to help out Dian gerls wit their raya shows...tot i cudnt perform on tat dae due to tat Mastercard tingy...but there were sum laz minit changes...sigh. tedious!! den went to watch da pesta raya at esplanade...i wonder y dey make it at 10pm to 5am...aiyoo!!
19th nov...fuckin hell!! ferst dae for da mastercard tingy at vivo...i reali wan it to end real soon...arrgghh!!
20th nov...skipped skool again...heh.
21st nov...2nd dae werkin...but tis tyme at Raffles...den bumped onto my supervisor, Susan n anotha collegue, rebbeca...where i used to werk for them...n thnx for da help ya!! woohoo!! kla, guez tats bout all...till my nxt entry...outzz!!
laz bt not least...thnx hudz!!
Saturday, November 18, 2006, 5:36 AM
wow!! amazing...didnt skip skool thru out dis week!! great achievement u noe...haha!! coz i noe, there will b atleast one/two daes evry week tat i'll skip...attendance will nvr b perfect...*bleargh* furthermore, i had a great tyme durin SW yest afta weeks of not cumin for it eversince skool re-open...heh. so gerls, y not we keep dis habit thru out?? hahahaha!! wished.
MasterCard programme will b startin very soon dis week...n i duno whetha im prepared for dis or not...communicatin wit pple...sharks!! hw m i suppose to handle rejections?? wat if i cnt get dem to undastand da thangs im tryin to tell?? wat if i dun make a good job?? wat if my marks pull me down?? maaaakk!! gona tahan wit tis thang till da end of Dec manz...wish me luck!! so, if u pple saw me ard Vivo City, Suntec/Plaza Singapura Carrefour, Raffles Place or any Mobil petrol stations...dun distrb me ok...im tryin to concentrate wit my job!! hahaha!! mcm btol jer Izzah...haha, nah i was juz kiddin...
sigh. its been awhile since we took loads of picz togetha...miss those hangin out session, laughin, crackin jokes in da middle of da road n spottin pple mistakes...thangs hav change...hmmm...i was reali hapi on da dae we went out 4 a laz min shoppin to look for da shoes for Pesta Pop event...wan more of those...plz...sigh. kla, tink tats bout all...outzz!!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 2:54 PM
wen da claz started to get soo dull n borin...heavy rain pourin outside...we will definitely doze off!! heh. but wen......
da teacher started to get soo naggy...
here r da thangs we wud usuali do in claz......
drawings on da table. oopzz!!
camwhorin!! bt of coz w/o da teacher knowin. heh.
highlightin sum points on notes. mcm paham.
n lazly, despite our playful n wicked bhaviours...we will definitely cum to an end by......
askin da teacher to join in da fun. awww...heh.
nuthang much happen in skool todae...juz a normal pathetic dae inskool...*bleargh* hw i wish my NITEC frens r still ard...sigh. da crazy old tymes we usuali had...total fun!! Iffah off for trainin at Kolam Ayer C.C for da Pesta Pop show dis week...sowie sis, if u find it troublesome to replace my position as i can make it due to da MasterCard event tat will be launch ard dis week...cnt accompany her 4 prac again todae...sowie, tmr ya...hmm...im out of werds la todae...so, till my next entry...outzz!!
IOD 2004. lovely.
n Gy, sowie...i hav to steal these...she's drivin me CRAZY!!!
arrrrrggggghhh!!
Monday, November 13, 2006, 7:02 AM
here're sum random post...
10th Nov...raya-ing wit bf n his sec skool frens...lovely. hapi 21st bdae to bf's fren, Safarina!! n oso to my sexy babe, Badrun Nisa!! hapi 19th bdae...
11th Nov...raya show at our veri own trainin place, Kallang C.C...fun.
Dian wit da new members. welcum gerls.
gettin readi. miss abg. sobs.
me n ina.
12th Nov...
alone at home nw...Iffah off raya-ing wit her sec skool frens...parents off to werk even on Sundae...sigh. wen's my turn raya-ing wit sec skool frens?? upsetin it is...hw good if we were still cloz nw loike we used to be laz tyme...puttin our anger n ego aside...4 yrs togetha...sigh. but at da same tyme, its good tat we r not togetha nw...i noe hw bf gonna feel if i were to still hav bestfrens hu r opp sex...Ais, Ayim...i wun forgt u guys...<3
ok, i duno y im into most of da old songs...da sweet love songs especially...heh. sumtymes, da more i listen to new songs...da more i find myself goin bk to da older ones for their straight, stark poetry...where an emotion was talked...wah, im soo in love wit da songs...reali manz...sumtymes it reali gav me goosebumps...hah. songs loike "u dont hav to sae u love" frm Dusty Springfield..."Nothang's gonna change my love 4 u" frm Glenn Medeiros..."Right here waitin" frm Richard Marx..."How deep is ur love" frm da Beegees...n more!! n i was browsin thru YouTube for dis videos...hahaha!! kecoh kn...even Iffah gav herself few minz to watch dem b4 she went off...n i didnt noe tat Glenn Medeiros was soo good lookin bk den...heh. kla, need to clear up sum house chores since im at home da whole dae todae...outzz!! miss him...
p.s: ive lost a fren...may she rez in peace...Al-Fatihah...
Thursday, November 9, 2006, 1:09 PM
didnt go to skool again todae...but tis tyme, i hav an MC to cover...phew!! down wit fever n a veri2 bad headache...been havin severe headaches dis few daes...hatin it manz...errr...does coffee help?? argh!! but luckily, i managed to keep pushin on sumhow...oni tat i had a hard tyme puttin myself to bed...parkin headache!!
ok, i juz love gettin testies frm frens...da moment i saw new testi to be approve, i quickly click on it to c hu was it frm...but therez dis guy, kept givin me testi...ok, reali appreciate it...tats reali nice of him...but da testi he gav is as tho i knew him b4...errrr...nw tat scares me...but wat scare me most is wen i saw my name on his frenster profile!! fuck!! sayin tat he wanted to c me on his bdae...eee!! same goes to a testi he 1s gav to a fren whom i knew too sayin tat he wanted to c me on his bdae...u r reali one sick guy i tell u...r u a stalker or wat?? yuck!! even my bf doesnt do tat...heh. =p *peace* told bf bout tat...n he said nt to approve those testi frm tat guy animore...but, tat'll be veri mean of me to do tat seyy...da best thang is juz to ignore him...atleast i oni approved to his testies rather den entertain him or wat...so, enuff!! let tat guy sae wat he wana sae...afterall, i duno him...ryte?? n oso, mayb afta da pple read da testies he gav...dey wud tink dis guy is one totali sick guy...syiok sendiri!!
kla, tink tats bout all...outzz!!
p.s: i miss my NITEC frens...miss those fun tymes we had...sigh.
Wednesday, November 8, 2006, 1:51 PM
i noe, my tagboard has been busy dis few daes due 2 tat ANONYMOUS!! such a COWARD!! dare to criticize pple, but dun dare to reveal his/her name...haha!! u're juz makin a fool out of urself la...pple kept tellin me to remove my tagboard...so tat i wun get dis kind of stupid comments frm those stupid bloghoppers...i said no, for wat?? y must i be guilty concious bout their comments if i noe i did nuthang wrong...doesnt tat make sense?? well here sumthang for u...dun ever dream tat ur harsh or bad comments can bring me down...bcoz no matter hw harsh or bad it is, i will hav sumthang bk for u...unless i noe im at fault la...hah. n yeah, my frens r ryte...i realli tink dis kind of pple hav no life...tats y dey visit pple's blog n gv stupid comments...but dunweri, u guys r welcum...afterall, dis is not a private blog...i hate n love dem at da same tyme actuali...hate wat dey r doin n love to reply their tags...thnks la eh...get a life!!
ok, enuf bout taggers...i shud not waste my tyme on dem...ryte?? hah. ok, it stirs me to update todae as i've juz finiz wit my new blogskin...weee!! actuali i juz changed da top pic...been sittin here tryin to figure out hw to edit those picz...finali, taaa-daaa!! dsigned by none otha than me...heh. niwaes, hope u guys loike it...not much color, juz prefer it to be simple...black, white n red!! heee.
well, skool was pretty fine for me juz now...had to catch up wit sum of da AOA stuffs...as i didnt went to skool yest...=p bout da Master Card program, i duno whetha to back out or not...it seems too tough n sure gona take loads of my free tyme occupied...futhermore, da markin scheme expectation for da project is wae to high!! i duno whetha i cn make it or not...Ayu, i tink u go ahead jer ok...i'll try talk to Mrs Heng or Mr Chua bout me backin out...hopefuli, cn...heh.
kla, till my nxt entry...outzz!!
Friday, November 3, 2006, 5:02 PM
on my wae to skool dis mornin, i was tinkin bout havin my ear pierced again...i had once pierced two holes on both of my ear lobes...n anotha at da top part of my ryte ear...but da 2nd holes on each side hav closed...nw, i oni hav 1 on my left, n 3 on my ryte...yes!! 3!! ive pierced my tragus!! woohoo!! b4 tat, i asked Ct whetha isit painful to pierce on tat area or not...she said no, coz for her...da top part is more painful...so y not?? its my ear...y dun i giv it a try?? hah. nuthang beta to do tats y...sowie dear...=p it wasnt tat painful as i thot it wud b la...ya, it didnt hurt at all tho its rather swollen n a lil tender...
afta skool, Ct accompanied me to da Craft to get my tragus pierced...manz...i was soo hapi tat i got it at laz...heh. got home, showed Iffah n my motha...Iffah was loike, WOW!! cool!! n my motha was loike, eee...seram Mama tgk...not pain uh?? hehe...i noe she wudn't reali mind, its juz stuff on my ears...heh. love my mom...n not forgettin u, love u too la bf <3 =)...so wats nxt?? get my tongue pierced?? been wantin tat since im in Sec 4...hah. wait nong nong lah Izzah...lalalala...
kla, its tyme for me to go to bed...its oreadi 1am in da mornin...trainin, trainin, trainin...show, show, show...gona b busy dis few weeks...b4 tat Master Card project cums in...more busy i gues...sharks!! gd nyte pple!! outzz!!
Thursday, November 2, 2006, 6:58 AM
da laz two lessons were cancel due to da trip to ite simei for da career fair...we took a one wae trip bus frm skool...da purpose of da fair is 4 our future reference, to help us keep our options open...but im not interested in any of da jobs offered there...nuthang got to do wit our course...booooorrriiinnngg!! n such a waste of tyme to go there...*bleargh!*
thick makeup to skool?? omg!! a skool or a shoppin complex?? hah. oopzz!! sowie if u're one of dem...its my blog, my points...mayb there will be sum unsatisfactory comments frm u...tats bcoz u feel guilty bout it...ryte?? mayb wearin eyeliner wud b acceptable la...but otha den tat?? its loike...no comment...hah. saw ilah, my cuz...forgt to ask wat course she's in...den off we go...took a cab home wit Ct...cnt stand da crowd at da bustop...20-30 pair of eyes lookin at us as tho dey nvr c pple loike us b4...aiyooo!!
goin out later, tot wana get da purse tat i saw at Mphosis...heh. wat's got into u Izzah?? purse lagik?? =p lalalalala....c how...or shud i get otha thangs?? shoes?? sandals?? or slippers?? heh. niwae, hapi 1yr 10mth dear...i love u still...=) kla, tats bout all...outzz!!
Wednesday, November 1, 2006, 4:08 AM
Sat, 28th of Oct...great raya outin wit my dad's side!! love it!! but wud b more fun if we cud still go out raya-ing wit motha's side loike we used to hav years bk...sigh. beta not said it...we travelled frm hougang to jurong...jurong to mcpherson...mcpherson to bedok...bedok to tampines...tampines to pasiris...heh. had loads of fun!! family bond tightens, n we reali njoyed ourselves...laugh alot!! haha!! wun miss it...our house was da laz place to visit...evryone watched soccer over here...while sum of da ladies includin me n sis r busy in da kitchen preparin for dem food n drinks...den off dey go...c how fast tyme flies...sigh. here r da picz taken...
ferst pic of da dae. alamak, shake lah.
da ladies.
da guys.
togetha.
owaes stick togetha. hah.
again.
again.
again.
wit dayah's bro. crazy him!!
again.
let pple c da real me. wun hide it. hah.
again.
went there witout sum1 knowin. sigh. missed.
Mon, 30th of Oct...
anotha raya outin tat we will nvr miss...hopefuli till da dae we got our own famz...heh. *cey jauh pikir Zah* hahaha!! but dis tyme, wit Sharifah hu is oso frm Xinmin pri...nxt yr, join lagik yer...Badrun cudnt join us for da very laz min as she got a report to do...nvm, Wed...sheesha ryte babe!! weee!! went to all da places by car...Sharifah drove it...cool uh!! started our outin at ard 7pm...as sum ends skool oni afta 6...but we managed to get 7 hses for tat nyte...nt bad uh...afta da laz hse, tat was ard 12+ in da mornin...each of us oreadi started to yawn n yawn...heh. den send each n every1 to their respective homes...reached home ard 2am...so, planned nt to go to skool todae...heh. =p goin out later to Raffles Place to get sum forms frm Susan...so yeah, tats bout all pple...take care, outzz!!
ceybah!!
smile!!
cari chance jer dok depan. bluek!!
at Badrun's place.
Fizah joined us bit later. love dem.
at waheedah's place.
goin to Fyza NYP's place. under her blok.
at her place.