Monday, January 29, 2007, 8:12 AM
well, here's sumthang i got frm an email...dun juz blindly read it...read, and ask urself...sumhow it does knock sum sense into us...matter fact, its meaningful n soo veri true...love it...
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Learn to love the people who are with you at
present.
Forget the people in the
past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do
crazy things you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies.
When you love someone, you
sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You
risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes.
That is why it takes
courage to love, knowing it might end anytime...having
faith will make it
last.
Your partner is not the one who laughs when you
laugh and cries when you
cry.
He/She is the one who
makes you laugh and
stop you from crying.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever
loved only to let it go?..
Have you ever
hated someone and loved him so?..
Have you ever
missed someone so bad it made you cry?..
Have you ever seen someone
left alone without knowing why? ..
True: Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty nor the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our
thoughts, our
minds, and our
hearts...
So be
careful on what we do or say, we don't want anything to hurt them.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is
loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.
So
treasure those times both of you are having.
If someone
hurts you,
betrays you, or
breaks your heart,
forgive them for they have helped you learn about
trust and the importance of being
cautious to whom you open your heart.
Therefore,
appreciate them.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define... and yet everyone is still taking the risk.
That's love! We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it
LOVE!Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give youaches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your steps. He has plans and Hehas His time. God's clock is never one minute early nor one minute late. It always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way youalways wanted. If your someday was yesterday..
LEARNIf your someday is tomorrow..
HOPEIf your someday is today..
CHERISH.
"It is not who you are underneath, but it is what you do that defines you."
Saturday, January 27, 2007, 10:22 AM
i juz cnt forgt bout yest, i totali had soo much fun wit dem...to my darlin su, dun weri...ure owaes in my heart...haha!!
*kelakar la ko* mayb bcoz i spent most of my tyme wit tarian therefore dey were da ones hu r owaes togetha wit me...i dare to sae all these here bcoz i noe i did nuthang wrong, n i noe ive owaes rememba u as u r one such understandin gf i ever had...tats all *hugs* dun ever tink otherwise la ok...thangs which we ourselves noe tat we will nvr do it...k? =)
pple, dun tink tat we're havin arguments or wat ok...we're fine...juz wana assure to her hw i xactly feel oni...heh. touchin kn...hahaha!! well yest was soo much fun!! went to meet Abg at Yishun afta skool...n ive owaes been da one waitin for him...argh!! wen will u guys learn to b more punctual? n tis same goes to Huda...haha!! >_< dun blame me if i were to came late one dae...hahaha!! wat goes ard, cums ard wat...hahaha!! den went to siglap sec wit Huda, Iffah, Ayu n Abg Izwan...preparin for their SYF tis yr...owww, stressful season for Abg tis tyme...n eventually he wasnt in da mood as he had juz recover frm fever...
den went off for trainin at c.c wit dem togetha wit Cipah, Fifah, Zila n Yaya...super laugh trip in da bus!! wit da face-warpin session, video-makin session n cover ur mouth while laughin session...haha!! nt forgettin durin n afta trainin...extremely fun, tats all i can sae...no need ani otha elaborations...todae, suppose to go to werk afta skool juz now...but heh. im too tired...there goes da $6 per hour flyin n floatin ard my head...hah. so, here m i infront of da comp updatin every single thang i love or loathe...
bf's home frm camp...n my ow-so-precious tyme now up to Sundae r oni for him...so, outzz!!
Friday, January 26, 2007, 3:26 PM
hw i wish todae nvr ends...i had da blast-est dae of all...had loads n loads of fun wit da dian gerls togetha wit Abg...n tat includes huda la...hah. go ard squeezin pple's tooooot...giler!! im soo hapi wenever im wit dem...love u pple...<3
Thursday, January 25, 2007, 2:36 PM
i wanted to blog, but den again...i duno wat to blog bout...tats owaes been da case...ran out of ideas i guess...hah. skool was pretty fine lately, but we were loike bein pressurized by each module advisor regardin our current attendance...hah. its gettin worst!! gonna receive a warnin letter soon...sharks!! wun b able to absent myself frm skool nimore...bleargh!!
yest, supposed to be my ferst dae bk at werk...but, heh. im such a bummer!! lalalala...but hey, i did went juz now ok...haha!! werk was okla...did sum excel werk, wat else...den went home wit Hartini hu werks there too...gotta noe her eversince i had tat attachment programme laz year...nice lady, shared her experience werkin there n all...n gotta noe tat she's oreadi 28yrs old...hah. coz she dun look loike one i tell ya...*paisey* ask me to cum bk afta i graduated...heh. Insyallah...

hmm...dear love, tat thang had been happenin nt once...nt twice...but umpteen tymes...u may nt realize those thangs uve done or said...n sayin sowie or merely apologizin will nt solve all da thangs tat had happened...i juz wan u to noe y it happen or thangs tat u cn change bout...coz u're da most important thang for me, so sayin sowie is nt important 4 me...as long as we noe where we had done wrong...i juz duno how to let tis out...mayb tis is da oni wae...sowie den...
well hey, im ok!! hahaha!! kla, guess tats bout all...to those hu noes bout da upcumin Dan'Zta, do spread da news ard aite...gdnytez!!
p.s: hapi 2 mths to iffah n izir!!
Tuesday, January 23, 2007, 3:28 PM
Marketin CA over!! loike PHEW la!! left wit HR CA which we gotta noe tat it'll be postponed to da 6th of Feb...tats wat ive been wantin to hear...heh. tmr, will be my ferst dae bk at werk...duno hw it'll be loike, as im no more under Susan...tis tyme i'll be under one of her colleague, Pauline...hope everythang gona be fine...Insyallah, amin...n had tis 2nd tot of not goin to skool tmr...aiya, hw eh? will c hw tmr mornin...heh.
u noe, sumtymes we juz cnt predict lyfe...wen it cums to da nicest part of da story, u'll feel loike as if u're da happiest person in da werld...but wen it cums to da ugliest part of da story, u'll start to hate it wit all ur heart...tho u claimed tat u're da hapi-go-lucky or down-to-earth kinda person...but, wen it cums to da matters of da heart...u juz cnt deny or run awae frm it tat sumtymes u cn be da nasty-iest kinda person...ask urself, n u'll sumhw agree wit it...hah. well, lets juz sae im totali blessed wit da pple ard...to bf, do u noe tat im in love, so much in love wit u...i juz love da feelin im havin ryte nw...da love im havin ryte nw, makes me feel loike im in a plain field wit wind blowing across my hair, wit da clear blue skies...owww, im flying...haha!! ya2, im goin wae too far...but hu cares...sumtymes tis is da oni wae u cud xpress it out...hope he noes tat...heh. hmm...
sumtymes, lockin urself in ur room witout ani1 disturbin does help...trust me!! but take it as loike u're tryin to recall back wat had u done wrong in da past or wat cn we do to make ourselves beta for da future...dun go lockin urself there juz to seek attention frm otha pple...yuck!! as for todae, ive been doin much tinkin on sum stuffs n wat i wana do afta graduate...i juz duno whetha to continue study or juz look for a stable job...aiya...wit da certs im havin ryte nw wun help tat much...but da main thang is tat, im sick n tired of projects n examz...argh!! chattin wit Ayu juz now sumhw made me tink...hah. sowie darl, sum connection problem...=) chat wit u tmr aite...guez i'll end it here den, outzz!!
Sunday, January 21, 2007, 4:41 PM
saturdae had juz passed...spent a wonderful tyme wit bf juz nw...which is yest la...n todae, will be da laz dae for us to revise on our Marketin b4 da CA on Mondae...over wit HR n Marketin presentation n oso AOA CA...phew!! pressure's off!! ow yeah, goin bk to Jones Lang LaSalle for a part tyme job...since dey need help again...its a great pleasure to werk wit dem again...hopefuli, afta graduate dey wud call me up...heh. Insyallah...
yest, went to Boon Lay sec to help Abg wit their SYF dance wit Huda...den went to kampong n met Iffah, Cipah n Ayu there b4 proceedin to c.c for a meetin...goin to hav a our veri own Kallang c.c dance fest dis march!! n it's called, DAN'ZTA...ceyybah!! hah. hu's interested to go do mzg me aite...tix sellin at 3bux oni!! there'll b otha groups dancin as well...loike PS, Ayunda, Attri, Atrika n more!! ok, for sum pple...dun get mistaken, tis is more to a Malay Dance Fest...heh. but if u're interested, u cn owaes cum...no harm supportin ryte...cheers!! huever hav went for otha dance fest, u all shud noe how it goes...=) n yeah!! anotha thang, i love belated birthday gifts too u noe...dey cum as complete surprises, n bring happiness n joy wen u least expect it!! i received sum blated bdae gifts frm my Su n Ayu!! thankiu soo much la gerls...heh.
kla, tyme for me to go to bed...gona start revisin tmr mornin...hapi revisin gerls!! outzz!!
at adam's corner afta meetin.
Huda giler!!
frm Su!! wat's in tat box?
a mug wit our pic on it!! love u babe.
frm Ayu!! wat's in it?
love it alot la Ayu!! an editted pic of me n muffins wit my name on it!!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007, 12:49 PM
afta skool juz now, we had to dive into our marketin presentation at da auditorium...n yeah, wit all those students hu were involved in da MasterCard program laz yr...gosh!! oni God noes hw nervous n cold i was at tat veri moment...finali, pressure's off!! phew!! gona continue tmr wit those groups hu hav yet to present...all da best ya!!
mmm...all those small gestures, all those bdae sms-es, all those bdae kols...all those bdae testies, all those bdae presents...oooowww...i juz duno wat to sae, otha den a BIG THANKIU!! niwae, aside from gettin an extremely fun hours njoyin my bdae tis yr wit my love ones, i oso received a veri thoughtful gifts from dem...weeeee!! im not a materialistic person here but i do love presents ok...tell me hu doesnt loike it...eleh!! *malu2 kucing lak!! menyampah* haha!! received sum wonderful bdae gifts ever!! 1s again, thankiu soo much guys!! tats soo sweet of u...love u pple!!
bdae cake frm my famili!! n nt forgettin da PIZZA!!
Salvatore Ferragamo's Incanto Dreams perfume, frm Mama!!
both frm bf. Givenchy Very Irresistible perfume n Calvin Klein Underwear (ok, beta nt reveal hw it looks loike. heh.) had sum help frm Iffah n Su. thnx gerls.
c, stated there clearly. to Izzah, from Sim family. haha. bf's motha.
sooo sweet of u gerls. from Ct n Nurul.
mmm...chocz...frm Wani n Yanee.
more chocz!! frm Ita n Sally.
Sunday, January 14, 2007, 4:10 PM
nw let's welcum da numba
20 to my lyfe tis yr...hohoho!! i feel soo old...ow no, ow no...nw juz let sae tat it is juz anotha yr to bcum more wiser, n nt older...hw does it sound?? beta...owww much relief...heh. so hapi 20th bdae to me!!
c hw fast tyme flies...nw let us juz
cast da past, n let it b a
lesson learnt...owaes blieve tat watever happen, happens for a reason...=) but da
main thang is tat im soo
thankful tat my imprtnt pple r still here wit me...my famili, my frens, my bf...<3
well, i noe it will start out kinda weird for me to ans those pple hu gona ask hw old m i, but i noe it will end pretty damn awesome later...Insyallah, amin...
kla till here den, thnx to those msgs, testies, kols...i love u pple!! outzz!!
Saturday, January 13, 2007, 1:59 PM




im crazy over tis gerl...blame Ogy!! coz she showed me all tis picz to me in da ferst place...bring her to me one dae Gy...n i swear i wun gv u bk...hah. lalalala!! arrrrrgghh!!
, 10:23 AM
i juz duno.
duno wat im doin ryte nw too.
k, outzz
Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 2:36 PM
i juz love my motha...haha!! esp wen it cums to crackin those dirty jokes...yes, she does...blieve it!! hah. sumtymes i got too embarrass wen all her jokes got too dirty...ow manz...*blushin* n she kept teasin me tat i actuali loike those kinds of dirty2 jokes...sigh. but a person whose sense of humor releases those minute stress pockets in ur body stored for a long time...isnt it?? lucky i hav her...she shared wit us wat she did at werk n all...as for todae, dey did sum pantun-ing session wit her colleaques while havin break tyme...
n so she continued those crazy-goofy "fit"
pantun wit her daughters...we laughed out loud in da bus while goin bk home...heh. n pple were loike givin us these "ni kakak n adik2 or mak n anak2" look u see...hah. 1 of da
pantun dey cracked juz nw was...
lenggang lenggang kangkung,
kangkung di tepi parit,
nasib tk beruntung,
dapat laki kotek pendek.
haha!! u juz imagine a motha in her 40s wit a tudung crackin tis kinda dirty jokes...hah. see, settin good example to her children...hah. hw cn i not love her...despite those irritatin nags she gav us...heh. afterall, she's our motha...love u la...<3
anotha pathetic dae tmr...8-2, aiya...kla, outz!! sick. o_O
Tuesday, January 9, 2007, 11:15 AM
back to skool afta 3 weeks of break...n todae was our ferst dae at skool...nothang much, but wait till end of tis week...thangs will get bk as hectic as those daes we had...*bleargh* suppposed to end skool at 12 todae but since tat Loh was on MC, we get to go off at 10...but did ani1 say tat we cn be dismiss eh actuali juz nw?? hah. hu cares...but its owaes difficult to get back into da swing of thangs afta havin tat much time awae ryte...nvm, 9 weeks Izzah...endure!! hah. im soo lookin forwerd to weekends...cnt wait!! ow gosh, or shud i juz treasure evry sec im havin ryte nw before weekend cums?? arrrggh!!
im missin my bf...sigh. coz im alone at hm ryte nw...no1 to talk/distrb to...Iffah's off for sum trainin at TP...bf in camp...parents werkin...frens eitha skoolin or werkin...da oni pple hu cn entertain me ryte nw r those crazy pple hu tagged silly stupid thang...hah. wat a pity...guess dey're deprive la...lackin of normal life la tats y...nothang beta to do...n nw dey're tryin to entertain demselves...sigh. pity2...
8 to 12 again tmr...but i gona bet wit u guys tat we will be gone in da middle of da lesson as orientation shows will be held at da amphitheatre...so, we're gona b part of da audience too...heh. kla, i'll stop here den...outzz!! arrgghh!! i miss my
ULU RUMU!!
Monday, January 8, 2007, 2:47 PM
sharks!! back to skool tmr...arrrgghh!! back to those mornin assembly again...sigh. nvm, loike wat Mrs Heng mentioned...we left wit 9 more weeks in tis skool, n we're done!! phew!! n tats fast uh...but yeah, gona miss those crazy ISA gerls of mine...wat will i b doin afta graduate uh...gosh!! cnt imagine tat manz...coz i noe its hard to get a job nowadaes...
well, how was ur dae pple?? mine was great!! thnx to bf...=) few more daes to a big
20...hw does it feels uh pple?? no more in my teens...but da good thang is, most of my celebrations seem to be close to each otha...let's examine shall we?? heh.
hari raya puase on Nov...christmas n hari raya haji holz, on Dec...new year's dae, my anniversary, my bdae...r all in Jan...ok, im nt bein narcissistic or selfish tat it owaes has to be bout me...as long as it's
SOMETIMES bout me...heh. y nt ryte?? hah. hu cares...lalalala...hmm, juz lets see if there's gona b much change...=) k pple, tats bout all...till my nxt entry...outzz!! P.Ramlee show here i cum!!
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Saturday, January 6, 2007, 2:43 PM
ow yes!! ive uploaded da statcounter to my bloggie...so
HELLO HOPPERS!! nt forgettin da IP add to da msgs sent thru da ow-so-busy tagboard...hah. sharks!! da photobucket is still givin problem...wanted to juz upload it directly thru here...but tis oso takes alot of tyme...coz tis thang cud oni take up cetain file size...tats y i nid da photobucket...sigh. tedious isnt it...errrgghh!!
ok, i juz came bk frm Little India wit my motha n Iffah...went to grab our lunch at Tekka den off to Mustafa Centre witout Iffah...as she's goin to Night Safari wit her frens...n thank u Mama!! finali i gt my Salvatore Ferragamo's perfume!! yeeeehaaa!! hw pple?? Sentosa nxt?? *grinz*
kla, outzz!! heh.
Thursday, January 4, 2007, 4:28 AM
im nt sure if im too late to post tis...but here goes...random...
31st Dec...spent our whole dae Raya-ing at Dayah's place...lovely.
nw sae
HELLO to da brand new 2007!! my new year resolution?? errrmm...nt to skip class again?? hah. will nvr happen...been tellin myself to do tat every yr...gosh!! yet to b fulfilled...mayb to be a beta person?? Insyallah, amin...ceyy. may tis new beginnin bring lots of blessings to us...
1st Jan...hmm, y m i still lovin him tis wae till nw? da bond we shared was splendid, so splendid i duno hw to put it in werds...ceyybahh!! hah. i love u bf...HAPI 2 YRS ANNIVERSARY!! thnk u frens for da wishes...<3
2nd Jan...
anotha beautiful dae...=)
3rd Jan...
dun mention it...i'll b at home thru out todae...sobs. n im soo annoyed wit tis photobucket thang...isit da problem wit da connection or isit juz tat bucket2 thang...errrgh!! so dun mind pple, no pictures for todae...will try to upload it on anotha dae den...k, outzz!!