Monday, May 28, 2007, 2:14 AM
i gt to see Pirates of the Caribbean, at werld's end yest wit bf! n i did...n did i sae it was awesome? coz it was...reali! i must sae tat i enjoyed it immensely...includin pirates 1 & 2 of coz...da action, da swingin! ow God, da swingin! n da whole pirate mythology! n n da wreckin of da endeavor! bravo, bravo! oni tat it was a lil bit lenghty la...altho i thot Will n Elizabeth shud've been togetha, for real loike....but im a sucker for romantic endings la...heh. ow, n da personifications of Jack! so good! da marriage scene! if i had to suffer thru all da soppy scenes wit Will n Elizabeth juz to see tat scene, it was all worth it! owwww...i loike it alot, alot! suker sgt2!
ow no! its a Sundae...back to werk tmr...sobs. but lookin forwerd to da nxt weekends oreadi...heh. so yest, afta Pirates...bf went for his kompang trainin while i went to Kolam Ayer c.c to see their Dance Fest...as for Dian...Iffah, Ayu, Elly, Abg, Abg Amin, Abg Izwan n Abg Busu were dancing...i wasnt a dancer for tat nyte...n i regret it alot! haha! da dance was great la! suker sgt! u guys did a great job...syg korang!
mitin bf again later for a short while afta his kompang performance...yey! so ill end it here den...here're sum picz taken yest durin da dance fest...n ow yeah, picz of Dian's dance fest...u can view dem at Ayu's bloggie...im too lazy to upload la...heh. outzz!!

abg naek sewel buat rambot org!

Dian n GTMS.

us.

izir, iffah n my motha.

nt a dancer for tat nyte. heh.

ayu wit us.

da tebiatz.
Saturday, May 26, 2007, 11:23 AM
well its been a while since i’ve been glad to get out of a week...but let’s get tis one over wit! yes! fridae has finalli arrived n for most of us it'll bring a long weekend wit it...TGIF! put in for a personal dae so bf n i cud all go see da new Pirates of the Caribbean movie tmr...yey!
so, i didn’t hav a new episode of “da office” tis week...my dae has been da same thru out tis week...nuthang much...but yest, managed to mit bf for a short while durin lunch...since he was havin sum on-site stuffs to do ard Raffles...so yeah...hope there'll be more of tat soon...=)
n Gy, wen money's in...we go sheesha ok...its a must! afta werk or wat...i dun care! i soo miss u n da rez...u nt goin for da grad ceremony kn next week? sigh. update me darl...kla, till here den...nytezz pple! outzz!
ps: hapi blated 21st bdae HABA syg!!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 5:25 AM
well, i failed to be in da office da whole dae todae bcoz i came down wit a nasty case of da stomach flu...infact, it had started laz week...so i took an MC for todae...afterall, my body nids tyme to adapt wit da changes...sumore been out for late nyte trainings afta werk laz week...so yeah...still recoverin, so hopefully i'll be back to normal tmr...hmm, werk has been veri hectic for me la...lots of thangs to cope n catch up wit...felt loike cryin n shout out loud! loads of patience is all i nid...ow God, make me strong...Insyallah, amin...
Dian Dancefest...it went pretty well la i shud sae...tho there were sum glitches made...n da PA system sucks la tat dae...duno wat happen...sigh. most of dem feedback tat da show was too short n a lil rushin...its ok, our 2nd production nxt year cud be beta Insyallah...=) n thnx pple hu came down tat dae...love u la! esp to frens, family n bf!
talkin bout tat bf of mine...i soo miss him...sigh. Pirates of da carribean cumin ryte up! yes! cnt wait! i love u, i love u...i can see an amazin future, n i hope u can see tat, too...will love u either wae!
Sunday, May 20, 2007, 1:41 AM
ahhh finali, weekend!! it has been rainin 4 daes! finali todae it stopped but it was still reali windy n cool outside...n tmr is oreadi da big dae for us...da Dian gerls...our veri ferst production to da c.c...hope everithang will b fine, Insyallah...u noe, da thang tat i looked forwerd to da most was juz sleepin, n da pressure is juz so intense...there's soo many thangs for me to absorb at werk...dey shud loike giv me tyme to reali absorb one thang at a tyme...im new! wat if i were to make a mistake? to avoid tat, dey shud guide me thru da thangs i hav to do veri slowly...arrrggh! i juz duno whetha im doin da ryte decision or nt...i soo desparately wan a job asap...but arrrggh! i duno...n bf facin da same prob too...poor thang...our morale r veri low for nw...da pple there r nt helpin! hmm, but i juz hope n pray tat everithang will b ok for us soon la...Insyallah...i soo miss my ITE frens! hope to c u on da 29th...
n yes! mitin bf later b4 trainin in da evenin...i soo miss him! =( i juz nid a hug...enuff said! im back wit my slippers n sandals! no more heels till Mondae! fcuk! hah. kla, will end it here den...till my nxt post...tc pple! outzz!
here're sum picz taken laz week...ok bye!

afta trainin on Sundae.
n Wed, afta werk. at Anderson Suntec.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 10:26 PM
hai pple!! been lil bit bz lately...werk n trainings...so i dun hav da tyme to reali sit infrnt of da comp to blog all dae long...sigh. werk has been ok for me...doin it veri slow n steady...coz therez lots of thangs tat i nid to absorb n adapt wit...so yeah...since i hav anotha 10minz b4 im off to werk nw, therefore i spare sumtyme to blog...heh.
so till my nxt post...outzz!! tc pple!!
Sunday, May 13, 2007, 2:56 PM

loike i duno y, but i would love bein cuddled by bf ryte nw...hah. *mentel* ok Hudz, i dun nid any comments frm u regardin tis...hahaha!! =p i dun feel loike doin anithang but to juz spend everi single moment wit bf...sigh. dun even feel loike goin to werk on Mondae either...hah. arrrrghh!! ok, wat im goin to post tonyte is sumhw a point of view frm me la...bout havin da 'perfect' one in ur lyfe...tho we noe, tat da 'perfect' one will nvr exist...i duno y tis thang popped out...juz wana share2 jer wit u pple! haha!
u noe, da idea bout da ‘perfect’ one is all flawed n oni exist in movies, dramas n fairy tales...at da end of da dae, its all bout acceptin each other’s flaws n learnin to live wit it...esp their past, we shudnt take evrithang to heart coz it cn gt quite ugly wen we/dey disagree...i admit tat i cudnt accept da wae he was wen we got into a serious relationship 2 years ago...gerls owaes hav tis idea of tryin to change their bf, in da hope tat 1 dae their bf will bcum ‘good’...but, its impossible! i noe...wat we cn do is to juz gv dem da support n trust in order to gt da wae we wanted...its ok, take thangs slowly...n evrithang will go on smoothly Izzah...Insyallah, amin...
kla pple, guez tats bout all...till my nxt post, outz! i miss him...arrrgghhh! ok nw pple, PUKE!
Thursday, May 10, 2007, 4:49 AM
loike finali, i gotta mit n spent tyme wit bf yest...heh. so we went to catch Spiderman 3 over at da Cathay, n i m guessin...by da box office numbers, many of u hav seen it as well kan...interestingly, i find it difficult to talk bout tis movie bcoz it engenders no passion in me...loike no real love...nt much of anithang...hmm sad, i was wantin to love it loike hw i did for Spiderman 1 & 2...but too bad...n yes Hudz, Fiq does luk loike Farid kan kan...hah.
n bf gav me flowers!! no special occassion or wat...juz a surprise frm him tat dae...=) nw c'mon everibodi lets go "awwwwwwww..." haha!! n all i said was juz a casual "tankiu"...*smacks forehead* needless to sae, i was speechless, surprised, touched, overwhelmed n totali, totali taken of coz...heh. ok2, enuf bout tis coz im smilin awae loike one crazy gerl while typin tis para out...hah.
Jessica frm Jones Lang LaSalle called to tell me tat dey hav a permanent position for me there...n i was loike, reali? dey said i cn start werk nxt Mon oreadi...Alhamdulillah...n there's no nid for me to cum dwn for interview as im in due to recommendation frm da pple whom i werk for there previously...ceyybahhh!! hah. but of coz, i'll b on 3 months probation ferst la...n bf got himself a job at his attachment place too...heee. Alhamdulillah...Insyallah, everythang will go on smoothly for us there...amin...heh.
so, loike i'd promise...here r da picz taken durin da PS show laz Sat...n Ayu syg, Hapi blated 20th bdae!! outzz!!
Fri, on our rehearsal dae.


Sat, da dae.

wit Endang.


Man Toyak!!!!

heh. suker!!

wit Kak Sarimah.


wit Kak Shikin. Iffah, da eyes? hah.

wit Kak Fadhila n Ariyan cute!!

wit da choreographers tat made it happened. Da twins, Abg Kamel n Abg Kamal.

da flowers. look loike plastic flowers eh? haha. but nop.=)
Tuesday, May 8, 2007, 2:19 AM
lately thangs hav been so hectic tat i dun seem to hav as much tyme to catch up wit frens n famili...even wit bf...=p nw tat PS production's over, i cud spend slightly more tyme wit dem...Iffah had been sick for da paz few daes oreadi...n of coz, my motha blame us for nt givin ourselves tyme to rez...sigh. n im glad tat bf had been soo understandin dis daes la...hopefuli it'll continue tat wae...heh.
so hw was da PS production on Sat? i reali had a great tyme werkin wit da othaz...wit those memorable stage experiences tat i'll nvr forgt...n of coz, da circle of frens n acquaintances bcame wider n wider la which i reali loike it alot n nvr ever regret...appreciate each n everi single thang tat cums into my life...good or bad...pictures wil b up soon aite...as for nw, i cud prolly concentrate more on Dian's Dance Fest tat will on 20th of tis month...tix will be out very soon...as im goin to mit Abg later 2 do sum printin of da tix...so yeah...niwaes, hapi 20th bdae to my dear Ct...may all ur wishes cum true darl...n yes, i miss u too!
sharks! im literally freakin out, my ulcer is so painful...pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain...i tink i can bang my head against da wall n jus die...hah. i had a hard tyme njoyin my food nw...1s, sumbodi mention puttin salt...i tried, it was totalli painful la...argh! k pple, guez i beta gt goin now...till my nxt post...outz!!
Friday, May 4, 2007, 5:17 AM
i was takin a shower, n i found 1 of those bruises on my upper thigh...u noe da ones i mean...those huge, ugly black ones da size of a large cockroach tat juz appear 1 dae randomly, wit absolutely no memory of bumpin sumthang wit enuf force to create sumthang so huge n often painful...den again, its juz tat we've been trainin hard alot lately...2 more daes to its actual show at Victoria Theatre...all those late nyte trainins gona be over soon...n im sure gona miss those bunch of crazy pple...Hudz, Lela, Yanti, Kak Shikin, Kak Sarimah, Firda, Kak Ifah n all huever hu hav been togetha wit us for da paz few months...sigh. kip in touch!!
n im sure tis tyme tat bf wun feel neglected again...hah. same goes to my motha...im sowie for nt spendin as much tyme wit u loves...will gt back to my normal routine soon...heh. ow hw much i miss skool nw...sigh. more to tat crazy gfs actuali...hopefuli, we gotta mit again on da 29th aite...for da graduation dae ceremony...insyallah...hw i wish money cud juz drop frm da sky so there's no nid for us to go luk for a job...hah. kip on dreamin Izzah...o_0
kla, i tink i shud take a short nap b4 Dian trainin later...since im nt werkin todae...so, outzz!! hav a great dae ahead pple!!
Tuesday, May 1, 2007, 3:57 PM
gdbye April, lets welcum da month of May...yey!! so, hws my ferst dae bk at werk juz nw? nah, nuthang special...oreadi lukin forwerd for my rez dae...n tats tmr...ow, i mean later todae...heh. tho many pple spend more den half their wakin hours engaged in werk activities...eeee! dun loike it at all...uh uh! so Jane, da head of HR tat im werkin wit asked for my resume, so tat dey cud consider takin me in soon...Insyallah, amin...but i juz duno whetha im hapi wit da job im takin ryte nw...sigh. mayb bcoz of da pple werkin there la...dey juz hav tis one kind of attitude in dem...which is totali bad ah...n obviously, i dun loike it at all...but nvm, mayb frm there...i cud learn more on wats good n wats bad for myself tat i shud or shudnt do in da future...thnx pple!! hah.
so, lets talk bout 1st of May nw...but b4 tat, to u my dear readers...do hav ur paper bags readi ok...as for da nxt few lines, sumhw may induce vomitin...so yeah...heh. as we noe originally todae is for celebratin labour...same goes wen my anniversary tyme rolls ard, i often loike to remark to bf tat..."i love u la boncet!! still, n it will nvr change!!" ok, nw puke!! hahaha!! okla, bk to crious bloggin...till nw, there will owaes be an unfailin smile carved at da edge of my lips wenevr tat moment crosses my mind...n tats juz 1 of da countless amazin moments we shared...so yeyness!! anotha month goes by...hapi 2yrs 4mths dear bf!!
Dian Dance Fest, 20th May...gona be held at Kallang CC at 7pm...da tix r nt out yet but for bookin, pls mzg me aite...3bux oni!! cum n support us n da othaz ok!! heh. there'll be otha dance groups loike, PS, Ayunda, Atrika, Attri etc...so yeah, till my nxt post...nytezz!!