Sunday, June 17, 2007, 12:53 PM
my saturdae reali sucks! hate it alot! fcuk!
u noe, my relationship wit my motha had owaes been a lil odd...she's actuali much more closer wit Iffah den me...mayb bcoz i seldom share my personal stories or watsoever much wit her frm da start...we're actuali different yet sumhw similar...u noe, tat kinda thang? yeah...but tis few weeks, i had a reali good talk wit her...nt da usual minor thangs but thangs which brought me to tears while talkin wit her...yes! i cried! she has been da one standin n cheerin me up for da paz few weeks...tho actuali im dependin on
sum1 else...hmm, nt totalin la...but wud be much greatful if tat
person were to spare juz a lil tyme for me...=( but nah, its ok...
he/she mite hav
their own reasons y afterall...till nw, i duno wen's da ryte tyme to let it out to tat
sum1...loike i reali wana luk for a suitable tyme for a nice slow chat which
he/she will undastand da prob im facin loike hw my motha gives her full undastandin u see...mayb she tinks its juz a small prob which i hav to learn n adapt wit it slowly...but da wae she respond to da prob im facin is as tho she reali undastand each n everi single thang...n tats y, it brought me to tears...was touched by da werds she said n all...aiyo, i duno wat im blabberin ryte nw...but u guys sumhw or rather noe wat i mean ryte...hahaha!
tmr, abg n da rez will be goin off to Bali for sum dance thingy...ow sharks! i shud b in one of da "rez" actuali...wasted! all bcoz of werk, werk, werk! n ow yeah, Dian, PS n mayb Atrika will be performin da Gentarasa fringe on saturdae, 23rd of June...insyallah...so, prepare for late nyte trainings again tis cumin week pple! arrrrrrghh! k, till my nxt post...outz!