Friday, July 11, 2008, 1:16 PM
ill show or sae out wt i dislikes...to huever...bt to a certain extend which is nt as harsh as i wanted it wud be...y? coz i cared for u...n da reason y i show or sae thangs which im nt hapi bout is bcoz i wana make thangs clear/beta...be it wit family, bf, frens...bt whereas for u, u simply dun undastand y i said all those thangs to u huh? c'mon grow up! take thangs as it is...tink carefuli n wisely...doesnt mean pple turn to u bcoz ure an adult den u wud expect us to sae good thangs bout u...u may nt noe where u did wrong! ryte pple?
dun try to correct othaz wen u urself r nt doin da ryte thangs...i had nvr disagree bout u bein a mentor to us coz i noe othaz wud tink da same thang too...bt dey hav yet to c da otha side of u which is totali da opposite of wt dey've seen...i nvr sae ure totali wrong all tis while, bt da thangs ive said to u recently till u said all those thangs bout me, its like, omg! afterall, its nt as if ive been pointin out da bad points bout u all tis while ryte? juz for tat particular dae, u oreadi made tat kinda dcision...juz bcoz ure upset of wt ive said...0_o coz if ure mature enuf, u wud sit n tink of wt ive said to u...n ask urself y i said all those thangs...bt instead?? n hav u even ask urself whetha otha pple r havin da same tot as me? uh huh...u mite nt noe ryte? prolly dey're juz ryte infront of u actin as tho nuthang has happen...
c'mon i will not go ard to gt wat i wan, or beat ard da bush juz to sae sumthang...bt for tis kinda thangs, yes i hav to...y? coz ure nt bein straight forwerd too...so DUN expect me anithang frm me...wt goes ard, cums ard...gt it? bein hypocrite isnt my forte...coz u said diff thangs to me, n diff thangs bhind me! coz if im nt hapi wit sum1, ill reali show...maybe pple hu noes me reali well dey wud noe...bt like ive said earlier, to a certain extend...im nt gona waste my tyme actin!
well, enuf said...tis is lyfe! so, accept it!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 12:31 PM

its all bout da small thangs… lil thangs tat may seem insignificant but r truly significant in da ‘big picture’...get it? heh. esp if ure tinkin of long term...its nice to c it all planned out well...i cnt rememba hw many tyme ive told u on tis...yet, ive c nuthang...mayb there were a few tymes u tried, bt u didnt pull it off tat much...like nt puttin 100% effort to a particular thang...ure takin it too lightly u c...i dun tink nuthang wud happen btwn us if u were to put ur heart n soul to everi single thang...
bt tat nyte, watever we talked bout...i reali hope thangs will get beta...n for u to reali undastand y i did all these...its for u, for us...i dont wana make tat final dcision which i dont intend to...coz seems to me tat once a relationship is over, holdin on 2 sum hope or belief tat da otha person will sumhw "realize their mistake" n c u beggin to take dem back is a bit...well, egotistical...like, y must u wait for thangs to happen tis wae den ull tink of a wae to solve it? its all bout whetha da otha person is willin to werk out their problems togetha in order to make da relationship werk...hopefuli, next tyme, b4 thangs get to a breakin point...
so if ure lucky, ull mit sum1 hu undastand all tat...noes tat dey reali wana share their life wit u...n will hopefuli engage in a lastin relationship where ya'll nid to give n take...n perhaps dun owaes split thangs 50/50! both actively nid to werk as to prevent anithang frm drivin a wedge btwn u n him/her...n hopefuli develop a relationship tat grows richer n deeper over da yrs...insyallah, amin...n for u, ily...=)
n oh yeah, i wana take a moment to wish HAPPY BDAE to Sarah! may all ur wishes cum true n owaes be blessed wit pink health! njoy tis special dae yeah!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008, 1:41 PM
months paz...yet, memories r vividly imprinted... nt a single dae i cn ease my mind off wit tat veri incident tat happened few months back...sayin is a simple task...bt to forgt everithang totali aint tat easy...coz it was wit u i put da trust to...too much trust given n wasnt prepared for disappointmt...bt yeah, thangs wun go ur wae at tymes...sheesh!
well, im tryin my v best to forgt bout it...slowly...well, hu doesnt wan to b hapi n let bygones b bygones ryte? bt its like theres sumthang/sumone tellin me tat it still isnt werkin...sumtymes, i shud juz shut my trap n let thangs happen...juz to avoid frm quarrels n arguments...bt, i reali m affirmed bout wat i feel at tymes u noe...n i noe u wudnt undastand or even get it...nvm...mayb i shud juz leave it to karma...yeah, tats da best wae i guess...ive tried too hard oreadi...
oh, get smart over da weekend! heh. wit my motha, iffah, fiq n cipah...reviews of da film were generally positive...so tat was a plus for it...njoyed it immensely...tho fiq n cipah werent laughin tat much...hah. (tkde perasaan btol!) haha! n nw, c hw fast weekends juz paz...m soo lukin forwerd to weekend again...ahhhhhhhhhhh...
as promised...regular updates as y'all hav seen here...*grins* so, no more complains ok! heh. till my nxt post den...njoy ur daesssssssssssssss!