Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 12:31 PM

its all bout da small thangs… lil thangs tat may seem insignificant but r truly significant in da ‘big picture’...get it? heh. esp if ure tinkin of long term...its nice to c it all planned out well...i cnt rememba hw many tyme ive told u on tis...yet, ive c nuthang...mayb there were a few tymes u tried, bt u didnt pull it off tat much...like nt puttin 100% effort to a particular thang...ure takin it too lightly u c...i dun tink nuthang wud happen btwn us if u were to put ur heart n soul to everi single thang...
bt tat nyte, watever we talked bout...i reali hope thangs will get beta...n for u to reali undastand y i did all these...its for u, for us...i dont wana make tat final dcision which i dont intend to...coz seems to me tat once a relationship is over, holdin on 2 sum hope or belief tat da otha person will sumhw "realize their mistake" n c u beggin to take dem back is a bit...well, egotistical...like, y must u wait for thangs to happen tis wae den ull tink of a wae to solve it? its all bout whetha da otha person is willin to werk out their problems togetha in order to make da relationship werk...hopefuli, next tyme, b4 thangs get to a breakin point...
so if ure lucky, ull mit sum1 hu undastand all tat...noes tat dey reali wana share their life wit u...n will hopefuli engage in a lastin relationship where ya'll nid to give n take...n perhaps dun owaes split thangs 50/50! both actively nid to werk as to prevent anithang frm drivin a wedge btwn u n him/her...n hopefuli develop a relationship tat grows richer n deeper over da yrs...insyallah, amin...n for u, ily...=)
n oh yeah, i wana take a moment to wish HAPPY BDAE to Sarah! may all ur wishes cum true n owaes be blessed wit pink health! njoy tis special dae yeah!