Monday, November 17, 2008, 10:07 PM
afta tat veri incident, oddly, i tink da pain gave me da courage to do silly stupid thangs i normali wudn’t hav done...like, hmm...Dee, u noe...hah! hush! tat xperiences changed me nw, n i like myself a lot beta these daes...even tho im still often unsure wats is goin ard bhind me...coz we all giv a part of ourselves to a relationship n we inevitably lose tat piece of ourselves wen it dies ryte? well for Fiq n i, we reali gave it our all... n wen it fell apart afta wt had happened, we felt like we've lost ourselves, nt just a part of us...i shall nt hope for anithang, bt im still here prayin tat it wun happen again...insyallah =)
ok, i shall stop soundin as tho im on lovesick eh...haha! i may sound like a sugary sweet, lovesick adolescent bt i hav no doubts tat im wit him nw...*smilin from ear to ear* heh. ok, tat aside...da weather is pretty unpredictable these daes uh...nvm if its on wkdaes, bt pls NOT my wkends...*pray real hard* so hw was ya wkend? mine nuthang fantastic happened, nuthang romantic happened...juz a whole load of laughter wit love...=) wt we currently hav is nice, i love da wae thangs r nw...alhamdulillah...
Madagascar, kelakar of wat! its freakin funny....highly recommended if u wan sum entertainmt...da peguins, dey're soo mean bt at da same tyme dey were da ones hu made me go "awww"...dey're soo cute! n da part where a giraffe fallen in love wit a hippo...evrithang can be possible...hahaha! n nw, i cnt wait for wkend to cum again...im draggin myself to werk manz! pffft. ok bye.
Life is wonderful like that and Love can be so simple like that.
Some questions are better left unanswered. Still Life awaits.*n ohh, sum1 turnin 21 tmr...heh.
Friday, November 14, 2008, 10:41 PM
menses cramp is reali killin me...super sucked up...plus, im juz too tired for no reason...i cud hardly walk...i hate tis tat i wana rip out my uterus!!! ok i dun mean it but I HATE TISSSS!!! *tarik2 rambot!* 0_o pffft! i tink menses cramps r da worst kinda pain tat a gerl cn ever ever experience…bsides childbirth mayb...its soo annoyin ok...
n so, afta 9 hrs of battlin wit da pain n gettin alot of TLC frm mama, i feel much much much betta nw...syg mama! =) lucky u boys dun gt tis everi mnth...n lucky im nt da type hu throw tantrums or pull a long face wen its da tyme of da mnth...Fiq, tis part, ure lucky...hah.
laz nyte afta our usual thur dance trainin, went to Marina Barrage wit da gerls...pics will be up soon...no wae im gona upload those pics in tis kinda condition...ade je aku pegi delete instead of resizin dem...haha! will do it wen i hav da tyme aite...
n HAPPY 21ST BDAE DEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (read: 13 Nov 2008) i'll pass u da "bag" soon...haha! wishin u happiness n success babe!
reply to da tags...
to ai*dah - thnx! =) nop, im usin canon dslr eos 450D...whereas for nikon, im nt too sure...
to sarah - so ur mum read my blog? ohh dear...haha! romantic? he oso gt tat tyme of da mnth too u noe...haha!
to erma - thnx! haha! its hard to gt him to take pics like tis...heh.
to hudz - thnx babe!
to leena - nop2! keppel bay its at keppel bay itself...near harbour frnt...marina is juz a name of tat plc...
to cipah - ah2, aku tgk blog iffah ru aku prasan aku tk letk gmbr ko! haha! sori ler..
to rahayu - aku pong suker sgt!! heh.
to passerby - yup, i did eyelash extension...=) thnx!
to nana - sape kate ko merajok? hahaha!
to iza - ni iza kecik eh? vanessa? Ya Allah, nape la dgn korang2 ni...mane ade same sey...haha! *smacks forehead*
Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 7:53 PM
sundae, was out wit bf wen suddenly Cik Jali called n came tellin me regardin da lost of Adam... i cudnt find any werds to reply at tat point of tyme...my lil 2 yr old cuzen...may u rest in peace dear...well, everithang happened for a reason...took an urgent leave yest to drop dwn to visit dem...lookin at his parents in tears, made me teared up all da wae...well for Adam, he has no sins at all n heaven is where he belongs...insyallah...
bf brought me to da Marina at Keppel Bay on da veri same dae... it was a nice place, lots of runnin spaces for lil kids n oso more runnin n monkeyin ard...esp wen it cums to takin pics wit tat bf...mcm KAYU! HAHAHAHA! soo tk photogenic langsung! nevertheless, i reali had fun bein wit him...tats wen he made my dae...=) wit da plc n all, its trully beautiful durin da sunset...gerls, lets go one dae aite...
well as for todae, nuthang much...im down wit flu! all thanks to iffah eh...grrrr! ok bye.

























Saturday, November 8, 2008, 9:42 PM
went to cik jannah's plc early todae wit mama n iffah...my aunt's goin off to perform Haj end of nov wit her husband...den by 4, it was hm sweet hm tat is...since iffah's goin to celebrate her fren's bdae in da evenin...
its been eons since i touched dwn to hougang area...my old port...hahaha! yeah, used to stay ard tat area sumwhere ard in da 90s...
so, cik jannah's plc was good...
company was good...
atmosphere was good...
walkin ard to luk for her block was good...
food was good...
n all in all, todae was gooooood...=) didnt gt to mit bf as he's havin a fam gatherin wit his mum's side...n oh, his scooter is back on da road afta few daes of servicin...alhamdulillah...hope it doesnt add more probs to bf again tis tyme...mitin him tmr...den mon, bk to reality...siaaaaaaaannnnnn! ok bye.
ps: *wud like to offer our deepest condolences to dayah's fam as dey grieve da loss of their beloved grandmotha(her dad's side)...be strong cuz.
Thursday, November 6, 2008, 10:53 PM
nw tat i pretty much can breath out a lil on my own i guess i beta start crank back da engine...its wae long overdue...mind u, da laz few weeks was H-E-C-T-I-C thus xplain da long absence...my tyme were spent mostly at werk! booooorin... bt its ok, atleast im earnin sumthang den nuthang...hah. n so, bf's been tellin me bout his super werkload tis daes...da amount of werkload, pressure, stress n drama btwn colleagues he hav to cope was unbearable...bt den, tats wat makes it worth it u noe...nuthang cums easy in tis lyfe isnt it? i had da same prob wen i ferst started tis job...da pple there arent tat helpful...furthermore im da oni mly in da dept...nw, alhamdulillah, it aint tat bad ah...i juz do my werk n juz ignore watevr dey wana sae...
ok, enuf wit da gibbering...i beta start lukin for a new job...sumthang diff, sumthang interestin n sumthang which ill luk forwerd to everidae n lovin everi second of my tyme doin da job...nt forgettin a beta pay la ehh...insyallah, amin...i soo wanted to giv mama a new luk to da kitchen, to giv papa his own TV in da room to juz watch his own programmes =p , to giv iffah her own laptop where she cn store all her personal thangs/stories, to giv bf a car (ok, 100% susah dpt! haha!)...bt yeah, hu doesnt wan to c their love ones to b hapi kn? insyallah, if there's a will, there's a wae...amin...
for nw, ill juz kip savin...heh. n ohh, picz at Henderson waves wit da loves on halloween nyte...fun kaperrrrr! da games, da forfeit, da photoshoots...haha! will do it again aite!















sat, weddin show at perkampungan...a chaotic tyme at my plc while gettin readi for da performance...watch Susuk at youtube...wit da screamin n all...ordered canadian pizza...messy room...ohh dear! bt nvrtheless, tankiu abg busu, kak syikin, abg amin for helpin out...=)











ok, i tink i beta gt those pics up at shutterfly...hav yet to resize dem all...=p will do once im done wit my thangs aite...heh. ok bye.
ps: hapi 3yrs 10mnths bf. ily. (read: 1st Nov 2008)