Saturday, May 30, 2009, 2:26 AM
Yeah very curious to know how they will turn out right? Oh wells, she'll leave it to fate for now and shall not hope nor expect anything from that relationship they’ve built for years. She doesn’t know whether to give everything up or be by his side like how she uses to. But one thing she’ll never give up on is by loving him with all her heart for as long as she could. Cause it’s the will that counts. =) That, she can guarantee.
Well, it all depends on how he’s going to treat her too. She can’t pick herself up every time she falls. Not for the hundredth time! Or more! Even a good leader needs a helping hand. It’s a matter of working things two-gather. Not alone. Furthermore, when it comes to a relationship. It takes two to tango, remember?
As for now, what she could afford is the ongoing prayers she’s been doing. Insyallah. But the countless efforts for that relationship will remain counting. She still, and will always love you.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 9:15 PM
There he goes again, acting as though nothing happen. While she had to just swallow every single thing that has been thrown to her. She doesn’t think that he has been working on to rebuild what he had lost. In fact, don’t think that he even cared! But what she did was to only forgive & forget everything he did while sorry means nothing to him. Empty words, empty promises, false hope, everything!
What should she do now? Leave? And let him get a taste of his own? Or should she stay with him and give umpteen of chances he has been getting all these while? Or should she stay and be with him through thick & thin? (When she knows everyone will be choosing the last one.) Hah!
She’s lost; she doesn’t know who she should turn to. Not him! He doesn’t even understand what she really wanted, what more this? He’ll never get it! She's really tired of everything. When will all these end.
Monday, May 25, 2009, 8:11 PM
ok, i reeeeeeaaali neeeeed a proper wallet for myself! no more foldin of dollar notes, no more unnecessary thangs in it, no more over-kipin of coins! grrrr...
money oh money, grow quickly! so i cn kip ya'll safe n sound in a new proper comfy wallet of urs =)
there's no nid for long kinda wallets, experienced once...yes, it was a hassle...
so, these will do n i looooooove it...heh.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009, 9:27 PM
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oryte oryte! quit ur mumblings n stuff...im finali updatin...heh. i noe, ive been on a semi-hiatus...n i admit tat there r tymes wen i feel soo plain lazy to update tis blog...heh. da feelin of wantin to update is there, bt wenever i logged into blogger.com, my mind went blank juz like tat *smacks forehead* bt i wont b postin up much pics here la eh...tho i hav tons n tons of pics to share here...sedang kn da malas nk update ape lagi upload gambar! heh. will sit n do a proper update once ill gt back on track ok! heh.
14th of May, marks 2yrs of werkin in JLL (Jones Lang LaSalle) in Valuations dept...well, same goes for Fiq too! coz we shared da same date of our ferst dae at werk...alhamdulillah, amin! didnt expect tat i wud go tis far =) Insyallah, wen da recession period is slowin down n wen my colleague is back frm her maternity leave, i shall continue da job huntin to gain a beta prospects for da future, insyallah...as for mama n papa, syukur alhamdulillah on gettin their new part/full-tyme job respectively =D insyallah, me n iffah will nt stop prayin for da both of u...love ya'll tiiiiisss much!
ok, till my nxt post...gdnyte!
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