"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 9:15 PM

There he goes again, acting as though nothing happen. While she had to just swallow every single thing that has been thrown to her. She doesn’t think that he has been working on to rebuild what he had lost. In fact, don’t think that he even cared! But what she did was to only forgive & forget everything he did while sorry means nothing to him. Empty words, empty promises, false hope, everything!
What should she do now? Leave? And let him get a taste of his own? Or should she stay with him and give umpteen of chances he has been getting all these while? Or should she stay and be with him through thick & thin? (When she knows everyone will be choosing the last one.) Hah!
She’s lost; she doesn’t know who she should turn to. Not him! He doesn’t even understand what she really wanted, what more this? He’ll never get it! She's really tired of everything. When will all these end.