"When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me"
Saturday, May 30, 2009, 2:26 AM

Yeah very curious to know how they will turn out right? Oh wells, she'll leave it to fate for now and shall not hope nor expect anything from that relationship they’ve built for years. She doesn’t know whether to give everything up or be by his side like how she uses to. But one thing she’ll never give up on is by loving him with all her heart for as long as she could. Cause it’s the will that counts. =) That, she can guarantee.
Well, it all depends on how he’s going to treat her too. She can’t pick herself up every time she falls. Not for the hundredth time! Or more! Even a good leader needs a helping hand. It’s a matter of working things two-gather. Not alone. Furthermore, when it comes to a relationship. It takes two to tango, remember?
As for now, what she could afford is the ongoing prayers she’s been doing. Insyallah. But the countless efforts for that relationship will remain counting. She still, and will always love you.